dmxpeteyxx192: i dont feel like moving
jiazyoen1298: mee either
dmxpeteyxx192: ill let the shower come 2 me
jiazyoen1298: they do that sometimes
jiazyoen1298: it did it once for me
dmxpeteyxx192: i know, but only on lucky days
jiazyoen1298: yeah exactly
dmxpeteyxx192: i think my showers mad at me tho
dmxpeteyxx192: :-\ so oh well
jiazyoen1298: it wants to ( Read more... )

i just watched 13 going on 30. and before that i watched Dirty Dacing havana nights. Both were so good.  Ive been sitting here for so long not knowing what to write. 14 minutes has already gone by. I really just noticed that this one person who i use to think was something, a good something, is now just a waste of space in this life of mine. Im not ( Read more... )

A Slow Descent

i'm tired
cynical and broken, but wiser
heavy with a sense of resentment
but i used to be so much different
i used to have so much faith
when i started
you knew that i always meant it
i knew i could make a difference
i struggled to be heard
and then finally, one day people started listening
and i knew it
but as soon as it began it was ruined
a ( Read more... )

da n y eL 41:

Harsh words and violent blows
Hidden secrets nobody knows
Eyes are open, hands are fisted
Deep inside im warped and twisted
So many tricks and so many lies
Too many whens and too many whys
Nobody's special, nobody's gifted
I'm just me, warped and twisted
Sleeping awake and choking on a dream
Listening loudly to a silent scream
Call my mind, ( Read more... )

its 5:06 in the morning. and i cant seem to get my mind out of the places they shouldnt be in. i care way to much for people that dont give a shit for me.....

erika 21 42: i know i need to get in cuzi feel like one gigantic taco

its fucked up how people talk shit just for the attention.. its fucked up how someone blaims u for shit u have absolutly NO idea about.. its fucked up for someone to say you LIE a lot when u know u never do after a "specific time" in ur life when u notice how fucked up lying really is........ tonight was such a bad night. and on top of that shit i ( Read more... )

             WARP  TOUR  04'

thats wat im talkin about suckkaa... Rika, Emily, and Feld.. are they ready 4 us?

well my day started off at like 2 when i woke up haha. i had a crazy ass dream and i liked it so i stayed asleep. anwyays i went outside and got my digital camera and took pictures of my brothers on their quads. Ryans is so sweet u'll be able to see them wheni put it on the computer tomorrow!

anyways after that i went and took a shower and got ( Read more... )

I honestly did nothing today, since we all went to bed at 4 in the morning last night i just passed out at julies house. and kept on waking up because of me sleeping on the ground situation and there being no AC. i felt so gross lol. at like 10 erika and ash left and then i went and washed up and brrushed my teeth then just passed out again on the ( Read more... )