in the night..
so this whole "me and chris" thing is just too weird.
weve hung out like twice since i ended it with him.. and when im with him im happier than ive ever been
he brings the good out of me and when im not with him its miserable.
i shelter myself and drink way too much. i dont like what this does to me. i cant escape from him no matter what i do.
after the last time weve hung out, ive done my best to stop talking
lately ill get weird im's that say i miss you and ESPECIALLY the other day when he randomly text me and said
he misses me called me baby said i love you which is something i havent heard him say in monthssss since march basically
he told me he wants me to be his wife one day and that he loves me more than anything
i freaked out on him. and this is all ive been thinking about i cant handle this. no matter what i try to do it just wont end. i love him and he knows that without me saying it back to him.
i dont want him to hear it from me because i dont want him to think im an idiot for trying to get wiht him again.
i have to be stronger and wise.
i cant let him do this to me anymore.
Do you have any pets?
bentleyy
What color shirt are you wearing?
gray
Name three things that are physically close to you:
my phoone, pillow and my laptop??
What is the last book you read?
i have no clue besides all the textbooks i have to look through
Are you or were you a good student?
im okay pretty average
What's your favorite sport?
i really do enjoy football and hockey gmen and rangersssss
Do you enjoy sleeping late?
sundays are the besttt
What's the weather like right now?
freezing
Who tells the best jokes?
mmm like all of my friends
What was the last thing you dreamed about?
prob the jonas brothers or something
Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?
yepp ive always hit something minor and got in to two kinda big kinda not accidents
Do you believe in karma?
yes its a bitchh
Do you believe in luck?
sometimes i believe in the number 32 its everywhere and very lucky google it bitches
Do you like your eggs scrambled or sunny side up?
both but has to have lots of cheeeseee
Do you collect anything? If so, what?
i used to collect shopping bags if they looked cool id keep them
Are you proud of yourself?
sometimes
Are you reliable?
i can be
Have you ever given money to a bum?
no i would rather give them a sandwich
What's your favorite food?
anything mexican and has cheese
Have you ever had a secret admirer?
like once
Do you like the smell of gasoline?
i doo
Do like to draw?
one of my most fav things to do
What's your favorite invention?
the hair straightenerrr haha
Is your room messy?
its so clean me and my roomie are really neat
What do you like better: oranges or apples?
orangesssss
Do you give in easily?
yes def
Are you a good guesser?
suree?
Can you read other people's expressions?
yes
Are you a bully?
only in mario kart hahaha i can be a bigg bitch
Do you have a job?
yes i work in retail at a makeup store and soon will work at a summer program
What time did you wake up this morning?
8
What did you eat for breakfast this morning?
i dont really eat breakfast unless im famished
When was the last time you showered?
yesterday
What do you plan on doing tomorrow?
going to class until 8 at night
What's your favorite day of the week and why?
friday and saturday
Do you have any nicknames?
jess, jesskah, kahni
Have you ever been scuba diving?
snorkling
What's your least favorite color?
brown
Is there someone you have been constantly thinking about? If yes, who?
the one and only christopher powell
Would you ever go skydiving?
not a chance
What toothpaste do you use?
colgate?
Do you enjoy challenges?
no
What's the worst injury you have had?
i bruised my rib
What's the last movie you saw?
no ideaa
What do you want to know about the future?
if the world is really going to end in 2012
What does your last text message say?
call grandma
Who was the last person you spoke over the phone to?
mm my dad?
What's your favorite school subject?
as of now nothing. its really disappointing
What's your least favorite school subject?
everything right now and math too
Would you rather have money or love?
love
What is your dream vacation?
greeceee
What is your favorite animal?
kaola
Do you miss anyone right now?
friends and suchh
What's the last sporting event you watched?
college football im sucha mann hahah
Do you need to do laundry?
mm closer to the end of the wekk
Do you listen to the radio?
no
Where were you when 9/11 happened?
in 7th grade history
What do you do when vending machines steal your money?
kick it
Have you ever caught a butterfly?
idk i tihnk so
What color are your bed sheets?
dark blue
What's your ringtone?
i wish it was womanizer but its vibrate always
Who was the last person to make you laugh?
prob shannon
Do you have any obsessions right now?
jingleball
Do you like things that glow in the dark?
sure
What's your favorite fruity scent?
mm like pineapple or anything citrus
Do you watch cartoons?
family guy
Have you ever sat on a roof?
yepp
Have you ever been to a different country?
just mexico, bahamas, british virgin islands
Name three things in the world you dislike:
politics, war, lies
Name three people in the world you dislike:
i cantt
Has a rumor even been spread about you?
yep not horrible shit got out of control a little bit
Do you like sushi?
love it
Do you believe in magic?
no
Do you hold grudges?
not really