sorry i havent posted in a few days, i have been in quincy at my great-grandmothers funeral. it was alright, i dont remember her that well, i was really young. anyway, ive gotten addicted to this website called "friendster.com"...you guys should try it. you sign up, its free, & you meet all these people (with pics) with the same exact interests ( Read more... )

jesus, i just read my friend jigalo's journal entry & almost creamed my panties haha. it was good. anyway today is very boring. i talked to robert the schwans guy on the phone for like an hour. i really need a job. i should be out looking but im too lazy today. obie, the bouncer at the crazy horse has been writing email back & forth with me ( Read more... )

im hella depressed today & tonight it sucks. i didnt sleep at all last night, like not even a wink. i felt all drained today & wanted to cry at everything. and i dont have any wine to drink to make me feel better so im probably not gonna sleep again tonight. sucks.

jigalo did it so ihave to ( Read more... )

fuck i drank a lot this weekend. im like so shaky & shitty feeling today. went to the crazy horse fri & sat nights...got drinks bought for me the whole night it was great. robert the schwans guy always buys hella drinks for everyone he is cool. he likes me, i can tell too. my mom thinks he is cute & so does jamie & liz, but im not attracted to ( Read more... )

i had an interview this-morning, same ol shit. theyre like, you have a clean driving record right? im like yeah, thinking about my dui hahahahaha. there goes that fucking job. now im watching oprah. peace.

i slept in today until 11am...i was having crazy ass dreams, i was in the deepest sleep. it was cool. now i gotta go apply for a couple jobs. i got a check in the mail from gottschalks for 8 bucks, hell yeah hahah.

ok ok so i know i havent written in lj in fucking forever, i am so god damn lazy i hardly even check my email. but i am going to start writing again now i promise. not a lot has been going on. just still looking for a god damn job. i have like no good references cause ive screwed over every fucking job ive had so it sucks. ive been going to ( Read more... )

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MATT im so glad to see your entry, you have like dropped off the face of the earth lol...i never post hardly ever either but i still read lj every day...im just too lazy to post. last night sucked ass, i didnt get to hang out with the people i wouldve liked to cause they all went to tahoe. oh well. atleast i got to see an old friend. i have to ( Read more... )