Well it's been awhile sense i update my journal, and not to much has happened. Besides krystyn and i getting back together again and this time it's for good. She figuered out what she wanted and relized what she was doing was wrong and didn't want to hurt me anymore. Everyone else seems to be doing good, Sam and Megan are just as happy as they ever ( Read more... )

Well the cards have been delt and now we wait to see how the hand is going to be played. There's always that one person, That will always have your heart, You'll never see it coming, Cause you're blinded from the start, Know that you're that one for me, It's clear for everyone to see, baby you'll always be my boo.

Sometimes I ask my self why? You probley are wondering why what? Do you really want to know? I can tell you why I ask my self this all the time but then i be hear for a long time typing it all out and really just don't have to time right now. Maybe I'll explain some of it or time, but for now if you don't know whats going on you'll just have to ( Read more... )

"If you gon stand by me
Then I'm gon stand by you
If you promise you'll be true
Then I'll never put my hands on you
But! don't you play me for no fool Bitch!
Cause if I put my mouth on you
After you put your mouth on someone else
Better find someone else new
Come on and think about it" - Eminem

Don't know who to trust no surprise everyone feels so far away from me heavy thoughts sift through dust and the lies trying not to break but i'm so tired of this deceit every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet all I ever think about is this all the tiring time between and how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much out of me ( Read more... )

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Thier is only one thing that i have to say about thing that has been going on with my life latly.............Even though I know, I don't want to know, Yeah I guess I know, I just hate how it sounds...............And we'll leave it at that.

Well me and krystyn broke up today, she said that she just wants to be single while she thinks about all this shit. Theirs nothing really that i can do or say to chance her mind, just let her do her thing and figuer out what she wants. She said that it wasn't my fault and told me not to blam my self for this cause it's her choose not mine. But it's ( Read more... )

Can someone tell me how a perfect love goes wrong? Is it when someone else comes in the realationship? Is it that someone's feeling just chance over night? Is it that people just chance overtime? Or is it that their is no perfect love? I thought that we had something special, do we have something special? Is their suck things as soul mates? Do ( Read more... )

Well alot of shit has been going donw the past couple of weeks with me and krystyn, but it's nothing really worth talking about. I'm going camping Aug 13th, with about 13 people so i hope that we will all have fun and no one will bitch or complain while we are out their cause thats not something that we all want to do. We go camping to get away ( Read more... )