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[jaymc70]

Everyone has been talking about Derek Cyr lately. He killed himself, its so sad. But the thing that really bothers me is everyone is saying, "oh poor Mrs. Cyr, poor family, blah blah, thats such a cowards way out..". I fucking hate that. Poor family! Bull shit, poor Derek! Imagine feeling so horrible about yourself you feel like you have to do that

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[xjustxleiahx]

You're right, I can't imagine how that must've hurt.. What a horrible way to die. I wonder what was so awful that he felt like he had to do that? Love ya..

yes

[anonymous]

yeah

[rosesforsuicide]

hey- i found your journal through leiah.

what happened was him and his mother were talking baout the future, and about how he should get a job so he could save money for college. he said that he didn't want to ever leave his mom. and i guess he had got really upset, and so they went to bed, miss cyr saw something on fire, went to get derek and he wasn't there. he wasn't be a coward in my opinion, he was just scared of growing up.

xoxo <3
carrie

hey

[jaymc70]

yeah hey no way im not sayin he was bein a coward im saying that bothers me when people say that. its terrible i hope everything works out.

Re: hey

[rosesforsuicide]

yeah,most definitly.