So i can finally write in this thing because Chris is finally not in my fricken room. I don't want him to know i have this, or find it or what have you...then i won't be able to write about it ( Read more... )

My boss/friend Drea died today.
And life officially sucks again.

Things sure are looking up (knock on wood ( Read more... )

I realized that to be completely excepted in this shithole of a society i need to start being a little more judgemental and stop loving everyone. I need to contridict myself. And i need to stop befriending people with problems thinking i can fix them and be the hero ( Read more... )

I got my wisdom teeth out and i hurt really bad ( Read more... )

Today is the second day of my forced quitting smoking and let me tell you...it sucks. I'm not doing it to get healthier i'm doing it because i'm getting my wisdom teeth out tomorrow morning and i can't smoke before (or after) it. I have never been so on edge. I swear, after this i'm never quitting smoking again. Quitters never win anyway ( Read more... )

So my 1 year anniversary with my dude pretty much sucked but i guess it's my fault for expecting anything special in the first place. I just hope it isn't some sort of sign for our future or even our past. I am once again getting to the point in his and my relationship where i'm starting to resent him because i want to hang out with my friends and ( Read more... )

In the past year and a half with my experiences in a lot of things, the most baffling to me is the fakeness i see in people's relationships ( Read more... )

I haven't had internet in quite awhile. So i'm completely not up to date with ANYYYYTHINNNG but it's cool i didn't miss it too much ( Read more... )

I need to start getting my shit together.

I can't keep calling out of work because i lose my car keys.
I can't fail school.
I can't keep getting into car accidents.
And i can't keep blaming every time i fuck up on my mother.

And i need to figure out what i'm doing with my personal life, AND QUICKLY!