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Hopped a plane to Arizona, then a bus to California. I'm an impulsive person, I travel with the wind. I follow the rain. When you can't travel west anymore, head back home to the east coast ( Read more... )

JoDee claims I was screaming at her on the subway last night claiming I know the subway system better then anyone. But it makes sense, because that is something I would claim. I'm a subway rat.

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I think the most on subway cars.
There is so much truth is that sentence when I'm so use to speaking lies.

"I want to take you far from the cynics in this town and kiss you on the mouth"

He's my reoccurring dream. Why can't he enter a different girls mind? Why my mind? Why my fucked up mind?
I'm already crazy enough, or so everyone thinks.
When I look in the mirror, I appear sane.
But then again, mirrors have a tendency of lying.
But don't we all?

I find myself manic more often lately.
I find myself wanting to watch the same movies over and over again.
Those movies are Mermaids and Thelma and Louise.
They are my comfort food.
Nothing like driving off cliffs and Cher's amazing hair.

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It's one in the morning, and I am lacing my shoes to take a train into the city.
The center of the Universe.
I am not real.
I am not real at all.
For those of you who object, go jump in the East River.
If you aren't near the East River, jump into the closet river near you.
The East River really isn't far from me.