Woke up from a dream that a spirit visited me and it was wordless spirit. Don't give me looks, but I do communicate with the spirits in my sleep. Nyx's mom came last night and she brought someone and said that he will give me answers. This guy was dressed up in Superman custome and his eyes began to glow red. I was like o.O ??? kind of scared ( Read more... )

cried today and threw up ~ still depressed *sobbing*

I have feelings and needs. I want my Nyx back. I really miss him and I really want him back. He is not the same he is ignoring my feelings and needs when I give him his needs and feelings with TRUE affection. true words. and all i got was sighs from him...

I am tired of giving and giving trying to make people feel better when they ignore me ( Read more... )

Got the Department Manager position ~ Yippiee

I'm particularly happy but not entirely. You know why. So... Good night.

Dear LJ, I love your new website looks. Love Jaymee :o

ow.... had a jab pain in my side and now i feel sick :P Anyways, I feel somewhat better today and from half of last night. Thank you Christoph. I talked to him for the first time in months about Nyxs problems because Christoph is a friend of Nyx's and used to help us with previous past ( Read more... )

This is the worst month I have ever had in my entire life.

Nyx left me and I cried, fought to win him back and he has no heart. He really does not care. He is showing his true character now that he is selfish and immature. All he thinks about is himself. I have apologized to him many many times and he tells his friends stuff who knows really ( Read more... )

Upsetting day. I cried too much and comforted Nyx when I could.

Had my interview for dept manager position. We'll see

"K" is going to move at the end of September for 10 months approximately to PA from MO :( She will be back to MO after 10 months but still... never know what will happen like a permant job for her husband or something else ( Read more... )

Today was absoultely beautiful and wonderful day! I woke up so early x.@ darn body changing from night to days but I was up at 7 am and then watched series of law and order marthon for 5 hours XD Had my meals, got ready to go to the baseball stadium because I've been planning with 3 of my friends to go there and we got tickets like 2 months ( Read more... )

Cyutie?


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*sniffing and curling up*

My friend's mother passed away yesterday and I couldnt sleep or anything. I was awake trying to be there for my friend and I can't help feeling so selfish? I mean... he goes afk for a hour and so to be there for his father and sister but I sit here worried, wondering, and wishing that he will pay attention to me.. like ( Read more... )