i tend not to trust warm and happy.

but late last night, it felt like last september, it felt safe.

in other news i dyed my bottom roots today and am completely proud and amazed at myself

also, all the babies are sick. its insane.

also, it will be 85 here this weekend. can't wait to sit outside.

went out for brad's birthday today. j alexanders. cosmos and good beer. i ordered the not so ordinary mac and cheese and fries. it was crunchy, but i tried to not be "jayme-like" while eating and just assumed it was the baked topping, and kept eating; the cheese was good. then suddenly i notice, red. FUCK. I didn't eat much, but I did eat ( Read more... )

happy 5 year anniversary lj..

rachel getting married?

anne hathaway just broke my heart.

its on to doubt now

i love nights in

hip hip.

this ones for you...

in other news we finished our NAECY visit today. months of stress, now done. now we just wait.

Love pull your sore ribs in ( Read more... )

i spent last night yelling in my sleep; i spent this morning yelling at Wayne Rooney. i spent two nights in fullham boxers, i think its partially my fault ( Read more... )

the mri came back clean. which totally made my day. at about one this afternoon, my head started pounding and i started freaking out. yesterday was so much better, today was rough. i was worried it was something major, but now, we're in the clear. apparently my brain is just a slow healer from bruises. hopefully this is the turning point. ( Read more... )

i don't know how my sister did it for all those years. we sat in on her last mri after her surgery but i had forgotten how loud those things are. when you're head is throbbing and the world is spinning, the last thing a person really needs is an mri. it was really quite awful. i didn't mind the holding still part as much as the loud noises that ( Read more... )

had my second ct today. showed no healing. have to have mri tomorrow. the doc also suggested that i go to the nearest hospital, make an appt there at their urgent care and try to talk to a neuro person, as its really not a good sign that i have had constant headaches since sunday and my stomach is continually nauseous.