so it looks like i may get my peace of mind ( Read more... )

heartbroken ( Read more... )

i saw the chariot tonight

they were crazy.

but i had a good time.

scene is still the same as it was when i was 14.

just, longer mullets and toms have now replaced slip on vans....well at least up here in dallas anyway

thanks mitch it was super fun!

i need to paiinnntttt

i can't seem to get focused.

all sorts of sore!

pilates and yoga today

zumba tonight.

bachata this weekend!!!!

apology not accepted ( Read more... )

i had a nightmare last night ( Read more... )

and my body is KILLING me!

my knees are bruised my arm and ankles hurt so bad.

i've had a little bit to drink

i hadn't been able to sleep for a few days.

this was the only way.

i need sleep.

yuck.

not to mention.
i'm going to bed feeling like a completely shitty person.

nothing/no one to cheer me up
i did this to myself.

i'm sorry, that was a bitch thing to do.

maybe i'm just jealous he looks great and no matter how hard i work out i still feel like a slob.

uggghhhhh.

this blows real bad.

wanting an apology though,
that shit is real.
and i know i'll never get the one i deserve.

so i post 3 new pictures? and he posts three new pictures? of himself ( Read more... )