Ok so in the last few hours my dad has been working on getting me ass back for the funeral. I really hope everything works out. I know it won't leave much time if any for me to see my friends coz i'll be trying to spend time with the family and doing shit for the funeral. I'm going to be pretty much in tears the whole time i'm there if i make it ( Read more... )

I feel like God is punishing me for something. Why would he let my car break down so i couldn't make it back to Michigan and see my Grandma one last time before her death. Why did i have to join the navy and miss out on her last two years of her life. I could have made them so special and gave back everything she has ever gave to me with even more ( Read more... )

I'm sicker than a dog right now. I've been sick for a few days but my body has been fighting it off until today. I worked with a 48 hour stand by for the last 2 days with out sleep. I guess my dad has been trying to call me... I'm so fucked up right now i really need someone. All of you that know me know how much i love my Grandma. She's been my ( Read more... )

So i heard this song today that just blew my mind. The name of the band is snot... I've never heard of them before and i don't recomend their music honestly but i do think this song was written for me... It talks about everything i've done in my life seriously... not like all the serious things or all the funny things but everything from me doing ( Read more... )

Alright well i didn't make it home as you can all see. Our car broke down before we even left the state. Then i had to take all of our vacation money to rent a fuckin truck and a trailor to hall it back to our house. The block cracked so it's in the shop. Me and brandi pushed the wedding back till atleast next summer.. i'm broke with no car now. I' ( Read more... )

Whats one memory you have of me or name something you really like or even love about me.... PLEASE DO IT FOR ME!!!

I MISS HER SO MUCH!!!! I REALLY WISH SHE WAS HERE INSTEAD OF ON VACATION WITH HER FAMILY. I mean i'm glad she's with her family, but we spend more time apart then we spend together. I LOVE HER.

Ok so here i went out to sea for a month... i got back never once steped foot into my condo and went on a weekend trip like 500 miles or more away from my house... I enjoyed myself but never really got to rest.. Then after the trip i come over to my soon to be father in laws house and had to house sit and baby sit a freaking 15 year old. It sucked ( Read more... )

Yeah so lots of shit has happened. Well yea you should all know by now i'm getting married Dec. 10th!!! YES!!! I can't wait. I've been out to sea for like the last few weeks and Brandi has had to sit at the house by herself. Kind of... no really sad. I've been fighting with people and tring to be a little gangsta out here on the boat... I've been ( Read more... )

You could have a change of heart if you would only change your mind ( Read more... )