Woke up alone...again. Only meant to lie down for a nap. Guess I was more worn out than I thought. Had this weird dream that 'lian was callin' to me...reachin' out for me. I dunno what's happenin' to her at that place, but...it felt so real, hearin' her voice and feelin' her hand brush against mine. God, I miss her. I just want this to be over so ( Read more... )

[yawn. sleepy voice] Mmm...wonder where Andy is. Hope he's makin sumthin to eat. God, I'm hungry. [makes noises accompanied with stretching] Guess I'll go find him. Need to get up and about anyhow.

Second day in bed. Simon said I needed to rest more, so..just followin' orders. Andy made me breakfast yesterday. Mmm...breakfast in bed is nice. Never done that before. We watched a few movies and talked. He's really scared to let me go on this rescue attempt, but..I can't leave my daughter there. I've been tellin' Andy it's all gonna be okay, ( Read more... )

[makes noises of stretching, then sighs happily] Mmm...sometimes it's just nice to relax in bed. Haven't really relaxed since I got back. Been too caught up tryin' to find Killian and get her back. Andy gave me a back rub after ruttin' last night. Dunno where that boy gets the energy sometimes. Felt good, though. No one's ever done that for me that ( Read more... )

Got up early, lettin' Andy sleep, and fired off a wave to Saffron. Gotta find out what info she has on the Academy and, more importantly, find out what she wants out of this ( Read more... )

[happy sigh] God, I feel good now. I miss Killian...and I'm focusin' a lot on gettin' her back, but I've been neglectin' Andy lately. It's not like I'm meanin' to ignore him, I just...can't concentrate on sex when my daughter's have her brain played with. This mornin' though...just woke up in the mood. Needed that. Feel a lot better without that ( Read more... )

[very quiet voice] Andy's still asleep curled up against me...and the dog is still in sleep mode. Damn thing's started usin' me as a pillow. Not wantin' to get up right now, but not really tired 'nuff to go back to sleep, so I fiddled around with my journal and changed the layout. Guess I'll snuggle back against Andy and try and sleep some more. ( Read more... )

Make this a quick entry while Andy's cleanin' up after dinner. God, he's a good cook. Great in bed, great in the kitchen...is there anythin' he ain't good at? Heh ( Read more... )

I came down here to the cargo bay to do this entry. Andy's still asleep so..I didn't wanna wake him. Plus, Keller woke me up and, for once, he's actually playin'. Strange little robot. Hard to think of him as a robot sometimes, though. He looks almost like a real dog, moves just like one, and acts like one. If I'd actually been able to afford ( Read more... )

God, it's good to be home. Andy...err, Drew...damn, what does he want to be called now? Either way, I'm happy to have him. We watched one of them vid-discs last night that he got, but it weren't really my thing. I'm just not interested in men other and Andy...Drew..Andrew. [sighs] Watchin' the porn just gave me some ideas of stuff I'd like to try, ( Read more... )