hmmmm. such a busy weekend and i still am kinda feeling shitty. tonight i am going to my holiday party with Jason, Jen, and Sean. then i am prolly hanging out with stephanie and her friends but am not sure what we are doing yet. then tomorrow me and steph are supposed to go to clutch i hope i am feeling better by then. and i am supposed to do ( Read more... )

ok so here is my crazy weekend. wednesday when i got out of work kati called me and wanted to go out to dinner so we went to olgas. then we called steph and she came over and we rented movies and she stayed the night. so then tim calls me at like 11:30 and is like i wanna come see you so i was like fine and he came over and watched movies with me ( Read more... )

i am so fucking tired i can hardly stay awake today. So last night was fun i hung out with Stephanie and Katie. i havent hung out with them in like forever. It was kinda nice going out just me and 2 old friends. We did some pretty stupid shit but it was funny as hell. anyways i am supposed to go out with Brad tonight. That should be exciting i ( Read more... )

So i think i am actually happy now! i think it is more of a content. im starting to believe more and more that everything truly does happen for a reason and if somthing is meant to be then it will be. maybe we wernt meant to be. i think i am definalty having more fun just hanging out with a bunch of people and making new friends. Maybe it is a good ( Read more... )

Seemed to stop my breath ( Read more... )

My life is so messed up right now and i am going thorugh so much. One minute i think i am gonna be ok and the next i am falling apart again. I mean i pretend that i am gonna be ok. But am i really? everything is happening so fast its like i am spinning in circles. things are starting to look up but i lost everything i had and now i m trying to find ( Read more... )