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[jaysus24]

why is it that i say i dont care when i all i rly want to do is confess my love? i hear people say that they're in love but truely no one knows what love is until its gone. no one knows what real pain is until love leaves and your left with the fact that nothing will ever be the same again. people are hurt in relationships but people are devastated

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[thedyingpurity]

You don't know me...But i know the girl your talking about haha!! She's a good riend of mine... Used to talk about you alot... Not so much anymore...

.X.Meaghan.X.

[jaysus24]

ok...?

[thedyingpurity]

Sorry.... Just had to say something about it and what i originaly wanted to say was mean so i said something else instead... Ok now i confused myself, im gonna stop talking now.

[jaysus24]

mean? ok i guess she can think whatever she wants about me shes entitled to that but rly she cant forget what happened between us she wants to because i broke her heart and now she wants to push me away for good i just hope sooner not later she will understand that im always going to be here and as long as i live she will never be alone

[thedyingpurity]

she know's... Believe me, she know's. And your right, she is pushing you away because you broke her heart... Most girls would because they are afraid that if they keep on being friends with that person it will lead to other things and they will get hurt again. She dosnt hate you... I know she dosnt because she told me, she's just scared and hurt right now.

[jaysus24]

i wish she could tell me i never wanted to hurt her i thought i was protecting her and me...i made a wrong decision and i regret it i do, but i miss her...and now i know things will never be the same i wish i could go back in time i wish i could hold her one more time...but im forced to move on and thats what ill do.

[thedyingpurity]

Your not being forced to do ANYTHING! If you still care for her TELL HER!! She wants to hear it, i know she does. Don't let a good thing pass you by...

[jaysus24]

has she told you the things that she said to me? then she laughed at my expression rachael pushed me away and now i cant bring myself to tell her because she never even said sorry and i know she never regretted saying those things. she was the best thing ever and i truely loved her i still do but i cant...no words will come out i dont want ot talk to her i just well i just want to holh her and have her know that i will never ever let anyone hurt her...just tell her im sry i never meant for things to turn out like they have i wish i could say these things to her but its not in me anymore to keep holding on

[jaysus24]

plz tell me what to do...im so confused tell me your sure she wants to talk to me tell me your sure she wont tell me she hates and wants me out of her life...thats what im scared of i couldnt stand hearing it again.

[thedyingpurity]

I'll talk to her. She told me what happened between you two, and it was because she thought you were doing the same thing to her... She thought you didn't want her anymore, and she was hurt because believe me, she love you. You were all she talked about! But i promise to talk to her and see if she'll talk to you again, i'll tell her how you feel if you can't.

[jaysus24]

thought that i didnt want her....well now she knows thats not true...but she doesnt care she rly does hate me....whatever i think i knew it all along thx but plz she doesnt need more shit in her life leave her alone she doesnt want me in her life at all im ok with that now

[thedyingpurity]

Alright... No problem.