do i have to study abroad?

[jayyouelleeyeay]

fuck, i'm going to china in 6 days. i'm really not ready... for a "life changing experience", to eat dog, to live with a family that doesn't speak English, for the Chinese work hard/play naught ethic, for the unsanitariness, for the background noise, for the constant pollution/ urine smells, to see homeless people deficating in the streets (all but

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i can tell the future:

[toxicoworld]

you will get there and eat dog and it will smell. you will h888888 it for 2 weeks. maybe more. maybe like, 14. and then one day, you will fall into a squat toilet, and then... see starving children, and you'll try telling someone else about it and realize the Grief of Incommunicability of the World Unless You're Really There, You're Really Fucking There, and you will never, ever want to leave.