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Had a scary dream last 9. I dreamt tat sam died. God did i cry. I cried so hard i tot I'll juz lose my breath n join him. In it.. I cried even harder than losing any of my ex-bfs.. Tat lucky bitch. I hate u. U know it

Life's wat u choose 2 make outa it..
wallow.. & u'll 4ever live in self-pity..
smile.. & u brace everyday like its brand new..

Dream its over..

finally gota taste e real side of NYC this morn.. having partied all nite & day.. trying hard 2 get a cab @ 8.40am.. i walked countless streets.. waited & panted for over an hour.. nearly resorted 2 figuring my way out & taking e subway though tatz e last thing on my mind.. oh.. plus got cursed by 1 fucking cab driver cos i din read e sign above ( Read more... )

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its raining outside.. cold as hell.. my nose hasn't stopped dripping since i landed.. but every1 knw my nose nvr work with me since i was born ( Read more... )

Let me prance in my heels along e streets. Sip coffee & Njoy Ppl watching. Glide thr e shopping malls. & of cos, try not 2 burst e limit of my cr card.

i truly deserve this trip as a breather. Hopefully refocus e issues W/in me & b e same old jovial jasminda Ppl always remb by.

Sometimes u juz wish there r things u can juz kiss & make up. But not everything goes tat way..

e fag hag spa prize was meant 2 b prize given 2 our beloved fag hagz in appreciation of her tender, loving care thr'o these yrs.. in e end, i felt conned & cheated outa it ( Read more... )