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he could feel his heart beating against the pine floor of the forest.
oh wow. wow. wow. wow.
favorite books of all time: Man's Fate by Andre Malraux, For Whom The Bell Tolls by Ernest Hemingway, The Sun Also Rises, Into the Wild by Jon Krakauer, The Catcher in the Rye, Ender's Game, The House of Mirth, Jurrasic Park, Lord of the Flies (since 5th grade) Treasure Island, Watership Down, 20,000 Leagues..., A Wrinkle in ( Read more... ) -
here we go, again, and again
Wounded, you can take me there ( Read more... ) -
TS Eliot
The Love Song of J. Alfred Profrock
LET us go then, you and I,When the evening is spread out against the skyLike a patient etherised upon a table;Let us go, through certain half-deserted streets,The muttering retreats 5Of restless nights in one-night cheap hotelsAnd sawdust restaurants with oyster-shells:Streets that follow like a tedious ( Read more... ) -
FUCK IT
friendships
feelings
expectations
worthyness
caring
being a good friend
fuck it.
4 months. maybe ill go to israel over spring break?
i hope this extreme bad mood/empty feeling doesnt last much longer. i wish i could just pull myself out of it... but i am just too... insert feeling here. whatever this shit is. it doesnt even make sense.
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life is weird
whabamme: thanks for not hating me ( Read more... ) -
Eastern Mountain Sports Scarsdale, this is Jamie
i really really really REALLY like my new job. today i worked on the sales floor for the first time (though im technically still in training) and i learned pretty fast. ems customers are pretty cool, my coworkers seem to really like me (some more than others) the managers liek me a lot, this one manager dan always takes me under his wing and ( Read more... ) -
secret encoding of the chemicals in my subconscious after it decides to bounce back from depression
everyone is so depressed. about shit that doesnt matter. me too, i am depressed about some person, or two, who dont really matter. i have to learn how to put things in perspective. we all do. get a grip ( Read more... ) -
owwwwwwwwwwww
WHY IS MY STOMACH KILLING ME?????
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or not
what the fuck is wrong/going on with me??
