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TEN RANDOM THINGS ABOUT ME
10] i always wash my hands in cold water.
9] i check my horoscope whenever i remember.
8] i sing into hair brushes (and pencils, remote controls, etc.).
7] sometimes i think i should join some branch of the army.
6] i want to learn how to cook.
5] i'm beginning to develope a habbit of pulling out my hair.
4] when i was little, i used to have graham crackers and milk every morning.
3] i remember lots of little things from my past at random.
2] sometimes i don't feel like i'm real.
1] i really dislike my fingers.
NINE WAYS TO WIN MY HEART
9] touch my face.
8] kiss my face.
7] be creative.
6] surprise me.
5] sing to me (this is beginning to sound too demanding, i believe).
4] dance with me in the rain.
3] tell me what you feel.
2] make me art.
1] lay so close i can hear you breathe.
EIGHT WAYS TO PISS ME OFF
8] laught at me.
7] call me immature.
6] point out my flaws.
5] cut me off when i try to get a word in.
4] discredit me.
3] treat me badly.
2] make me feel guilty for something you've done wrong.
1] hold me back.
SEVEN THINGS I BELIEVE
7] sometimes you need to be ugly to be beautiful.
6] everything perfect still has its flaws.
5] if you want it enough, you can get it.
4] nothing is as good as you imagine it to be.
3] hunger hurts, but starving works.
2] sometimes the best way to see is with your eyes closed.
1] that i'm going to make it big one day.
SIX THINGS I'M AFRAID OF
6] being caught in a tornado.
5] someone breaking into my house.
4] being raped.
3] being forced to watch my friends die.
2] never getting the chance to say goodbye.
1] waking up one morning to find the burger king guy right above me.
FIVE FAVORITE ITEMS IN MY ROOM
5] my bed.
4] my art.
3] pictures of my friends on the wall.
2] my cds.
1] the flowers (now dead and dry) that i've gotten.
FOUR THINGS I DO EVERYDAY
4] take a shower.
3] sing.
2] talk to mike.
1] literally roll out of bed.
THREE THINGS I WISH I WAS
3] more like a model.
2] more creative.
1] less self indulged.
TWO PEOPLE THAT I MISS
2] mike.
1] steph.
ONE PERSON I WANT TO SEE RIGHT NOW
1] anyone, really.
i watched benny & joon yesterday for the first time (though, i watched half of it before). it has made my 'i want to paint something' idea gain more strength.
i should probably be working on biology, or sentence structure.
ugh. i really need to stop using weight talk like such a crutch. i should be able to go on without having to bring it back up from time to time. something tells me it's always going to be one of those things that remain in the back of my mind forever.