I'm dicking around/cleaning everything before I go pick chris up from work at 12:30am ( Read more... )

Today I convinced my dad to let Brit move into the newly refurbished apt number 3. IM SO HAPPY FOR HER. She has to pay more rent but I think it's totally worth it because it's so much better than her apt and I feel like she can make it more like her own than the other one ( Read more... )

So we listen twice as much as we talk. I wonder why we talk twice as much as we listen then ( Read more... )

Things I WILL get done before or during Spring Break ( Read more... )

chris wont have sex with me ( Read more... )

I went to school to get my midterms back but I didn't get either of them back yet. I'm upset I want to know my grades! I have more midterms next week hoorah ( Read more... )

So I've learned that not only are things as big of deal as you make them, but things are also ALWAYS what they seem. That is, things in life are as real as you would like to make them. I have been living day to day. BUT there is more to life and the purpose of making everyday better than the last. If you want something, go get it. If you fear ( Read more... )

i know i know its such a girly movie. I just saw it for the second time with bridgett. It made me laugh and cry at the same time!!! It makes me cry because the love of her life dies, and the mourning process she goes through is scarily familiar to the process i went through when chris left for six months. And he's leaving again in August. Maybe ( Read more... )

journal i have sad news. i got a real journal for my birfday. I know i know you are sad. I'll still write in here because It's easier than getting out a pen and all that nonsense ( Read more... )

So chris proposed last saturday, not this last saturday, the saturday before so that would be... the.... 9th. To be exact. It went like this ( Read more... )