It's been awhile...

[jazzerinadancer]

I'm thinking I need to redefine my definition of "recovery" (I'm talking about the eating disorder). As far as behaviors go, I'm so much better than I've ever been. Purging has become a thing of the past and, even though I think about it sometimes, it's a horrible memory. I'm pretty sure I won't go back. Bingeing and restricting is getting better;

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[catbirdgirl]

progress with ED is always slow, don't worry about it. For me I need something proteiny or carby or both in the morning, fruit alone isn't sustaining for me. Your mileage might vary. and half an apple isn't very much and they go brown in the fridge.

feel free to call me to kick it around if you like.

[kelly_rae_2007]

oh sweetie... I don't have the time to read this properly and give it the response it deserves. It's great news, that you are able to determine that you have come forward, even if only in small stages. I know how this feels, I went through it... somehow i've come out alright though. Yes, i can now confidently say I am in advanced advanced advanced recovery. I haven't purged at all since I left home in December, and was doing it incredibly infrequently before then, in particular while i was in New Zealand.
I feel travel has helped a lot... being independant, having a miriad of other things that need doing, and that i must do myself. Maybe it's time for a complete change? But what sort of change do you think you're denying yourself? I was definitely denying myself travel and the ability to do so with no money, and since i bit the bullet and just threw myself in the deep end, i feel that's where the improvements ED-wise began.

Sorry hun, I've got to go. Selling strawberries again today!
Email me gorgeous. I will reply xx