Comments | jazzfade: damn

jazzfade

damn

Apr 25, 2005 01:33

So I always thought that I'd be such a great student in college. The reality of it is I'm horrible. I don't know why I thought I was cut out for it, because I'm just not. I'm lazy and I procrastinate to no end. It sucks too, because what the hell else am I supposed to do? I'm going to do horrible this semester. I failed my Mass Comm. midterm and I ( Read more... )

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lightmyfire81 April 25 2005, 10:35:02 UTC

I will say that you don't suck at life but where you are at is at a very difficult place in life, and it's better to go ahead and get this phase out of the way now than later. I went through this phase you're going through. It really is hard to balance out your need/want to have fun with your academic responsibilities. It's taken me almost two years to straighten out the messes I got into during that time.

I'm going to suggest that you not leave New York or school. However, if you're completely miserable, only you know what you have to do to be happy.

I support you whatever you decide :o)

skidharma16 April 25 2005, 14:14:45 UTC

FUKA,
I feel terrible that you're like this. It'll pass though...this isn't the way it will always be. Just save your partying for the weekends, and suddenly you'll have a lot more time on your hands to finish up your last three weeks of school. I'm sorry you have to deal with this :(

<3FUKA

jazzfade April 25 2005, 16:23:51 UTC

Thanks FUKA. I know my priorities are way outta whack right now and I just need to get them straight. There really are only 4 weeks of school left and if I can pull my shit together, I can still get decent grades. I just need to get it together now. Thanks for the encouragement, can't wait to be home and to spend more time with you! <3<3<3FUKA

dream0fwaking April 26 2005, 04:00:10 UTC

oh how i wish i could take a year off after graduation, but my parents would freak out and never let me do that. lately i've just been in this state of mind where i've realized how much of my life i've wasted being a mopey, depressed lump of anti-fun. and i'm desperately trying to make up for all that time by having as much fun as possible every moment i can. like i realize i'm growing up and soon i won't be able to have fun whenever i want. bahh, growing up sucks ( ... )

jazzfade April 26 2005, 04:33:45 UTC

thanks for the veggie tips, kels!

dream0fwaking April 27 2005, 04:08:08 UTC

anytime, i've got plenty :)