Unexpected - Chapter 1
Title: Unexpected
Author: jazzieness
Characters: SS501, Janey Lee (Fictional Girl)
Genre: Romance, Drama
Rating: PG 13
Summary: Vacation. That’s Janey’s purpose why she decided to go to South Korea, where her father came from. But because of unexpected meeting with the group SS501, every thing changed, especially when she met Heo Young Saeng.
CHAPTER 1 - The Reason
At Dinner
"I want to go to Korea,” I blurted.
My dad was happily eating his sinigang, accidentally dropped his spoon and spills some soup on his lap then look at me. "Are you sure about that?" he asked me. He said it with his serious tone but I can see in his eyes that he liked it.
"Yea, I'm sure about that. I think it’s the right time to know my Korean side." I winked at my dad. "So? Is it Yes or No?" I looked at them.
"It's fine with me, you're old now you can handle yourself. But your dad still have the final decision." My mom said. We looked at dad, he's in deep thought, he is trying himself not to smile and get excited but he can't hide it.
"Okay!" he exclaimed. "You're going to Korea. When do you want to go? Next week? Next month? Where do you want to stay? At your Uncle's house or do you want to rent at a hotel or apartment?......." he’s asking me lots of question.
"Dad! Stop, stop, stop!" I cut him. My mom and me were laughing so hard because this is the first time we see him got excited like this. "Okay I'm going to Korea but I have to finish this semester first, then I'll take a break for 3 months or longer." They want to say something but I held my hand in front of them and finish what I'm saying. "I want to take a break on school, the stress, and from what happened to James."
After saying his name, it made my eyes teary but I controlled it. "Are you guys okay with that?" I asked them again to make sure if their decision earlier is still the same. I looked at them; I saw sadness in their eyes too. James is a touchy subject to us. He is my twin brother who died in a car accident 5 months ago.
*flashback*
It's already 4:30am, James is not home yet and I can't sleep, I tried everything to make me sleepy but I can't. Something’s bothering me and my heart is beating so fast, I’m sweating like crazy. I'm worried about James, this kind of feeling is happening to us when we feel sad, depress, lonely.
I'm sitting in my bed, laptop on my lap and cell phone by my side. Suddenly, my phone ring, "Twin Jamesy" appeared on my screen. I answered it, with my annoyed voice "Yah! Where the heck are you?! Why aren't you home yet?!" but after I said that I heard him crying, he's sobbing and sniffing. I panicked and asked him immediately.
"Hey Kuya, are you okay?"
"If I say I'm okay, I'm lying. So, I'm not" he chuckled.
"Yah! Don’t confuse me! Are you okay or not?" I asked him again. Totally annoyed.
"I'm not,” he said in a serious tone.
"Why? What's wrong?"
"Me and Courtney. Broke up. Done. The End." He's drunk! And he's freakin' driving!
"Whatttt?!?!" I shouted.
He and Courtney are childhood sweethearts, they've been together for 8 years now and they planned to get married next year. I was shock to hear the news. I need to know the whole story!
"Where are you right now? I'm going there to pick you up" I got up, took my jacket on my closet and changed my pajamas to jogging pants. I don't care if dad will scold us if he knew that I sneak out. All I cared about right now is my twin brother's safely.
"I'm not telling you where I am,” He said. I heard him turning the engine on.
"You're f***** drunk! And you're driving! Are you crazy?! Just tell me where you are, and I'll drive you home." he's being stubborn again and I hate it.
"I can take care of myself." He said stubbornly.
"Please! I'm begging you, stop the car and tell me where you at." this is the only thing I can do now, beg for him to tell me where he is.
"I'm going home later."
"Go home now. Let's talk here at the house." I told him in a gentle voice.
"No!"
After he said that a tear fell into my eyes. I can feel that something is going to happened, I'm crying and yelling at my phone telling him to go home, and to stop what he's planning to do but he just listened and not responding on what I'm saying. I can hear him crying and saying, "I'm sorry, I Love you all" over and over. I also can hear the sound of the car; he's driving at full speed. I heard a loud bang and the line cut off. My parents and my two sisters went to my room, they found me on the floor crying, embracing myself, my phone in my hand saying his name over and over again asking why he has to this. Now that he's gone, half of myself is gone. James is dead.
*End of flash back*
It was silent for ten minutes, and its getting awkward. I was about to break the silence when my two sisters joined us.
"Jeez! You guys are quite,” JM said (youngest)
"Is there a problem?" Jam Jam asked. (2nd youngest)
"Nothing, were just discussing something" I smiled at them.
"About what?"
"You're sister is going to take vacation in Korea." My mom said.
"Whatttt?!?!?!" JM and Jam said.
"Can I go with her?" Jam asked. Without telling her the reason why, she already knew it. When I looked at her, she's looking at me with worried eyes; she knows that I'm leaving because of what happened to James. She knew me very well; I can't hide anything to her.
"You can't go with me." I told her. "But.." she wants to say something else but I cut her "No buts! You will stay here, and I’ll go. The End." She's silent for a second, Then said "Okay...just... be careful kays?". I hugged her tightly and whispered, "thank you" to her and she nod.
After we ate dinner, I went straight to my room. I was about to sleep when I saw the picture "our picture" at Great America last year, you were piggy back me, we're both smiling happily, I never knew that, that smile will fade just like that. A tear was about to escape in my eyes, I tried not to cry but I can't help it. I took the frame and look at it for a long time, I still can't accept it, I don't want to accept that you're gone, tears continue to flow, I'm crying so hard while embracing our picture. Fifteen minutes has passed I decided to closed my eyes to calm myself then whisper "I miss you Jamesy". I put the frame beside my lamp, looking at it 'till I fell asleep.
Author: jazzieness
Characters: SS501, Janey Lee (Fictional Girl)
Genre: Romance, Drama
Rating: PG 13
Summary: Vacation. That’s Janey’s purpose why she decided to go to South Korea, where her father came from. But because of unexpected meeting with the group SS501, every thing changed, especially when she met Heo Young Saeng.
CHAPTER 1 - The Reason
At Dinner
"I want to go to Korea,” I blurted.
My dad was happily eating his sinigang, accidentally dropped his spoon and spills some soup on his lap then look at me. "Are you sure about that?" he asked me. He said it with his serious tone but I can see in his eyes that he liked it.
"Yea, I'm sure about that. I think it’s the right time to know my Korean side." I winked at my dad. "So? Is it Yes or No?" I looked at them.
"It's fine with me, you're old now you can handle yourself. But your dad still have the final decision." My mom said. We looked at dad, he's in deep thought, he is trying himself not to smile and get excited but he can't hide it.
"Okay!" he exclaimed. "You're going to Korea. When do you want to go? Next week? Next month? Where do you want to stay? At your Uncle's house or do you want to rent at a hotel or apartment?......." he’s asking me lots of question.
"Dad! Stop, stop, stop!" I cut him. My mom and me were laughing so hard because this is the first time we see him got excited like this. "Okay I'm going to Korea but I have to finish this semester first, then I'll take a break for 3 months or longer." They want to say something but I held my hand in front of them and finish what I'm saying. "I want to take a break on school, the stress, and from what happened to James."
After saying his name, it made my eyes teary but I controlled it. "Are you guys okay with that?" I asked them again to make sure if their decision earlier is still the same. I looked at them; I saw sadness in their eyes too. James is a touchy subject to us. He is my twin brother who died in a car accident 5 months ago.
*flashback*
It's already 4:30am, James is not home yet and I can't sleep, I tried everything to make me sleepy but I can't. Something’s bothering me and my heart is beating so fast, I’m sweating like crazy. I'm worried about James, this kind of feeling is happening to us when we feel sad, depress, lonely.
I'm sitting in my bed, laptop on my lap and cell phone by my side. Suddenly, my phone ring, "Twin Jamesy" appeared on my screen. I answered it, with my annoyed voice "Yah! Where the heck are you?! Why aren't you home yet?!" but after I said that I heard him crying, he's sobbing and sniffing. I panicked and asked him immediately.
"Hey Kuya, are you okay?"
"If I say I'm okay, I'm lying. So, I'm not" he chuckled.
"Yah! Don’t confuse me! Are you okay or not?" I asked him again. Totally annoyed.
"I'm not,” he said in a serious tone.
"Why? What's wrong?"
"Me and Courtney. Broke up. Done. The End." He's drunk! And he's freakin' driving!
"Whatttt?!?!" I shouted.
He and Courtney are childhood sweethearts, they've been together for 8 years now and they planned to get married next year. I was shock to hear the news. I need to know the whole story!
"Where are you right now? I'm going there to pick you up" I got up, took my jacket on my closet and changed my pajamas to jogging pants. I don't care if dad will scold us if he knew that I sneak out. All I cared about right now is my twin brother's safely.
"I'm not telling you where I am,” He said. I heard him turning the engine on.
"You're f***** drunk! And you're driving! Are you crazy?! Just tell me where you are, and I'll drive you home." he's being stubborn again and I hate it.
"I can take care of myself." He said stubbornly.
"Please! I'm begging you, stop the car and tell me where you at." this is the only thing I can do now, beg for him to tell me where he is.
"I'm going home later."
"Go home now. Let's talk here at the house." I told him in a gentle voice.
"No!"
After he said that a tear fell into my eyes. I can feel that something is going to happened, I'm crying and yelling at my phone telling him to go home, and to stop what he's planning to do but he just listened and not responding on what I'm saying. I can hear him crying and saying, "I'm sorry, I Love you all" over and over. I also can hear the sound of the car; he's driving at full speed. I heard a loud bang and the line cut off. My parents and my two sisters went to my room, they found me on the floor crying, embracing myself, my phone in my hand saying his name over and over again asking why he has to this. Now that he's gone, half of myself is gone. James is dead.
*End of flash back*
It was silent for ten minutes, and its getting awkward. I was about to break the silence when my two sisters joined us.
"Jeez! You guys are quite,” JM said (youngest)
"Is there a problem?" Jam Jam asked. (2nd youngest)
"Nothing, were just discussing something" I smiled at them.
"About what?"
"You're sister is going to take vacation in Korea." My mom said.
"Whatttt?!?!?!" JM and Jam said.
"Can I go with her?" Jam asked. Without telling her the reason why, she already knew it. When I looked at her, she's looking at me with worried eyes; she knows that I'm leaving because of what happened to James. She knew me very well; I can't hide anything to her.
"You can't go with me." I told her. "But.." she wants to say something else but I cut her "No buts! You will stay here, and I’ll go. The End." She's silent for a second, Then said "Okay...just... be careful kays?". I hugged her tightly and whispered, "thank you" to her and she nod.
After we ate dinner, I went straight to my room. I was about to sleep when I saw the picture "our picture" at Great America last year, you were piggy back me, we're both smiling happily, I never knew that, that smile will fade just like that. A tear was about to escape in my eyes, I tried not to cry but I can't help it. I took the frame and look at it for a long time, I still can't accept it, I don't want to accept that you're gone, tears continue to flow, I'm crying so hard while embracing our picture. Fifteen minutes has passed I decided to closed my eyes to calm myself then whisper "I miss you Jamesy". I put the frame beside my lamp, looking at it 'till I fell asleep.