It's like learning a new language.

[jazzy_kumquat]

I feel like a lot has been taken out of me. I'm not very good at a lot of things, I'm better at others. I feel like I'm being squeezed sometimes and I don't know what to do, what do say or how to act. Everything is sort of spinning, to the point where my vision becomes blurry and my memory out of order

Comments

[depreciate]

you say you want change but you are afraid to take action.

[jazzy_kumquat]

Yes, I've noticed that. I'm not sure how I am going to get change, but I'll get it at some point. You can't live your life with no dramatic changes whatsoever. My fear of taking action will be shelved soon enough, I hope.

[holleh_pie]

i don't comment. but i read it.

maybe you should look at some philosophy stuff, "figure things out". hopefully they will make sense eventually.

[jazzy_kumquat]

Yeah, I've been reading various things lately. Figuring things out is much easier said than done it seems.

There's so many ideas, so much information in the world and only the tiniest bit of it can actually apply to your mind frame, can answer your specific questions. It's quite frustrating really.