I had a full entry here, but then i deleted it. I felt it was stupid in retrospect.

Here's yet another annoying thing i've discovered about myself ( Read more... )

I'm holding on to these last weeks of the spring quarter as if they were my last weeks, ever. I dont want much to change from the way it is now, though it seems to be an inevitablity that change will occur no matter what, so its a non-issue anyway ( Read more... )

What is it about the end of the school year that brings about such retrospection ( Read more... )

Actually, it wasnt SO bad. I'm just whiny and i cant sleep ( Read more... )

What an incredibly lonesome day ( Read more... )

Today i figured out that i have been leading an alternate life without letting myself know it. It isnt comforting to know that no matter how open and honest you are, there will always always be secrets. No matter how much you feign a lack of embarassment, the truth of the matter is that you are just a fucking hypocrite. But cheer up, nobody cares ( Read more... )

I feel like i've been injected with adrenline for days straight. Its the strangest feeling. Its like the time when couldnt sleep so i walked out to red square in the middle of the night. It was raining and i stayed there for hours becuase it didnt matter, either way i was alone and lonely, but in the rain it just seemed beautiful. I dont know what ( Read more... )

100 million years would still not be enough.

And Hooray(huzzah?) for all of those secular humanists out there who make my world go round.

Even the starless sky on a cloudy night is beautiful if the rain falls just so on your face.
Like Tonight: it gets to the point where i cant even look into your eyes without feeling too much.
So here i am, face to the rainsoaked ground, holding your hand and wishing for nothing much than just
the rain, your face and the starless sky.