When did I become a grown up? How can I make it stop?

[jazzyjesss]

I'm trying to figure out what it means to have no self respect

Comments

[achefordistance]

Hmm, I think you might be using it as a cover a bit. I think that happiness and things working out for the best isn't something that is assured to anyone. Even if there is a higher power, I think that it still falls to us to make the best of our lives. Sometimes horrible things happen to wonderful people, and it's not because of anything they've done. You can't be sure that things will work out, and even if they do work out it might not be quite how you expect. But if you're secure in yourself then those bad things are way easier to deal with

[jazzyjesss]

Maura i loved this it was very encouragoing as your words always are. I appreciate it. Thank you. I'm trying to breath and learn without getting so worked up : ) whew.