what is up with me.....louise randomly mentions that she has seen a job that she thinks would suit me - business development manager for a medico-legal consultancy - and i go....hell why not.....update my cv and apply for it....yeah....so i did ( Read more... )

oh god! ska bean just had to post a pic on the internet.....rah ( Read more... )

off to leeds festival in a few hours....well about 12 but who's counting ( Read more... )

i'm having a seriously blonde week ( Read more... )

ok. i screwed up. he is on msn and i don't avoid him like i should have so we chat...and don't talk about 'the news' and afterwards o think....stop crying you idiot....that was not the right thing to do but you have learnt by your mistake and you won't do it again.....or try very hard to get over it ( Read more... )

men! hmph! he texted me and says....'well i have tried but you have ignored all my messages so best leave it at that eh? sorry x ( Read more... )

finally managed to get time to do my hair! 'aubergine' this time....similar colour to before which i like and don't care about anyone else ( Read more... )

he is unreal! how selfish! i log off to avoid talking to him and he has the audacity to complain! 'Just block me if you refuse to talk as you logged off when i came on. Makes me sad'

Makes him fucking sad! How does he think it makes me feel!!!Selfish bastard

i must look like shit today! everybody keeps saying to me you look like i feel! well thanks. thats really kind of you! i know that you don't know what i'm going through at the moment....and ok, i don't want you to know but my eyes look like piss holes in the snow....and it is none of your bloody business you nosey bitch - however hard you try - i ( Read more... )

ok so what can i say....a lot has happened since i last updated this as the bean well knows! i come back from my few days in holland having driven loads and smoked nothing!! meh heh heh ( Read more... )