[FIC] Sex Tape Romance
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Baekhyun/Kai
Lenght: 9000w
Summary: Waking up naked next to his straight roommate with a recording of the fun they had last night was not Jongin's idea.
Genre: Comedy, fluff
Warnings: Unprotected sex
Jongin needs to get his shit together. Jongin needs to focus on his notes. Jongin needs to stuff 103 pages into his brain untill tomorrow for his finals and he is running out of coffee. Jongin can’t fail. Who the fuck cares about the history of classical music anyways? Jongin is a dancer. Jongin most certainly doesn’t need that stuff. All he needs to know about classical music is that Beethoven’s favorite fruit is ‘Ba-na-na-na’ with the melody of the 5th symphony. Who the fuck cares if Jean something Lully wrote some shit? Well Jongin doesn’t.
But Jongin is an A+ student and he has a reputation to protect or he is sure his father will show up in front of his door and will drag Jongin home with a tight grip on his ear. Growing up, Jongin’s father was okay with Jongin doing street dance and hip hop kind of stuff. But when Jongin asked if he could take ballet lessons and Jazz dance lessons, his father had this ‘why is my son is not doing manly stuff and wants to do ballet’ kind of mental breakdown and absolutely freaked out when Jongin wanted to major in dance. At some point started acting like his son was dead. That is why since Jongin decided to major in dance in the 6th grade, he putted all of his work to the schdool and acted like the perfect son that he is to make his father happy. For the record, Jongin was never and still is nowhere close to being girly or sissy. Jongin likes soccer. Jongin is messy. Jongin dated girls. A lot of girls. But Jongin thinks that his father doesn’t really have to know that his first and longest relationship was a boy named Kyungsoo. Yup.
So here Jongin is, trying to memorize how something Lully died, trying to keep his chin up and get his awesome, dancer butt to get this done but all he can do is clenching his fists because all he can hear is Baekhyun. Baekhyun, Baekhyun, Baekhyun and his stupid friends.
“Out!” Jongin doesn’t exactly remember how did he appear in Baekhyun’s room or how that baseball bat appeared in his right hand but Jongin is absolutely not regretting his decisions while he is looking at a pack of college boys,tons of beer cans tossed over everywhere and a Baekhyun with a Sehun playing League of Legends and shouting like crazy.
“Get. Out.” Jongin got some stuff from his father. Including a death glare, a horror movie type of deep voice and fluffy hair that rises upwards on his head like he had an electric shock so it is a little bit less than a minute until Jongin and Baekhyun are the only ones remaining in the apartment.
“I told you that I have finals this week and wanted some silence. Some. Deathly. Silence,” Jongin starts with his hands clenched into fists and eyes looking at the floor with a fire that can burn the carpet. Jongin is ready to kill Baekhyun. Ready to slam him from a wall to another with his words but when he raises his head to look at Baekhyun and breathe some fire out, Baekhyun is beaming like a flash light.
“I am sorry. I will make it up to you, I promise,” and a grip to his shoulder with a tilt of Baekhyun’s head is enough for Jongin to forget about the anger and march back to his room to go back to studying like nothing ever happened.
Jongin was a freshman when he met Baekhyun at a party that Sehun, his classmate, dragged him and Kyungsoo in. Jongin was trying to get Kyungsoo to dance with him while Kyungsoo was complaining about the loud music and was threatening Jongin to leave and go back home without him when Jongin noticed those slim, long fingers that were grabbing Kyungsoo’s shoulder. Then the owner of that pretty hand hugged Kyungsoo behind and buried his face to Kyungsoo’s neck . Jongin was just starting to feel some jealousy and anger but Kyungsoo acted first and punched the pretty hands guy in the stomache.
“What the fuck Baekhyun?” Kyungsoo said with some regret when he turned and saw the guy named Baekhyun. “I almost killed you,”
The boy beamed with a little bit of pain on his face. The kid had an attractive smile, Jongin thought.
“Well my friend,” Baekhyun flipped his imaginery long hair. “One can not live a life without being almost killed by you in this campus.”
When Kyungsoo introduced them to each other, Baekhyun gaved a tight hug instead of a handshake and left Jongin awkwardly staring at Kyungsoo while Kyungsoo was rolling his eyes.
Jongin learned later that Baekhyun is a singing major just like Kyungsoo and that is how they know each other. And Baekhyun is totally not a high school kid but actually Jongin’s hyung.
To be honest, everyone but Jongin knew Baekhyun. Even engineering majors knew Baekhyun it was like he met a celebrity. Everyone was so fond of him. Not even a single person had something bad to talk about him. Everybody liked him. Not to mention he was dating the most beautiful girl in the campus, Taeyeon. Jongin totally had no idea why Baekhyun was such a big deal. Baekhyun was attractive but he basically looked like a high school kid and was nowhere close to being manly. Jongin was definitely more attractive than Baekhyun. Jongin was hot, sexy in a manly but boyish way that made both girls and boys turn to look at him when he walked. Not to mention Jongin had this grace in every move he made. Jongin actually became a model for a magazine in his last year of high school but then decided to end it there because he needed to focus on college entarance exams and talents exams. But still, Baekhyun was something different.
Jongin met with Baekhyun for the second time when Sehun invited Jongin to his house to eat dinner with couple of his friends and Baekhyun was the first one he noticed when he walked in to the apartment.
He looked nothing like the Baekhyun he met at the party. At the party his hair was styled and his eyes were black with thick eyeliner but at Sehun’s apartment, he was wearing jeans, a plain white shirt and thick glasses with a beer in his still beautiful hands. He looked really relaxed but still everyone was around him and was listening to him like he was Jesus.
They ate some canned food with tons of ramyun without speaking because you know, men with empty stomachs are not the best ones to talk. They finally started talking when every plate and every can on the floor was empty and then Jongin realized how funny Baekhyun actually was. He had some real sharp wit. He knew how to answer everything and would make something funny out of it. He wasn’t like the wanna be show biz guys who wanted to have everyone’s attention on him. He was just having fun. Sincerely having fun with jokes and despite his popularity and the attention he got, he was so approachable. He was talking to everyone equally and touching everyone like he knew everyone since forever.
With his big grins, awesome jokes, funny faces and seriously loud voice, Jongin realized that Baekhun is really easy to like.
Somewhere along talking about love and relationships, Baekhyun started talking about how stupid getting in a serious relationship in college was, then he turned to Jongin.
“Right Jongin?” He said and waow, Jongin was not expecting that. Jongin didn’t know what to say. He was feeling like a kid that was going through a quiz then Sehun grabbed his shoulder.
“Leave him alone. Jongin is a happily married guy. This talk is so cruel for his family guy heart,” Sehun said and Jongin punched his arm.
“Oh yeah,” Baekhyun said, leaning close to Jongin. “You and Kyungsoo have got some serious shit going on there.” Baekhyun’s smile was so bright Jongin’s eyes were twitching.
“I hope god does a favor to you and makes you two break up,” Baekhyun massed Jongin’s hair. As soon as Jongin got the meanings of the words that Baekhyun just said, his reaction was to push Baekhyun’s hand away with a “What?!”
“This…” Baekhyun got up with his arms open and almost fell. He was totally drunk. “…Is college life. People think college life is about passing the finals, learning how to start your career and getting a job at the end of it. Bull shit! Dinasor shit! T-rex Shit! College life is all about experiencing. Getting to know all kinds of people, all kinds of trouble and doing everything wrong. That way you will learn your lesson and be a good guy when you are out there, in the actual life.”
Baekhyun sat down on the floor next to Jongin and putted his arm on Jongin’s shoulder. Jongin scrunched his face when Baekyun’s drunk breathe slapped his face.
“You have to cheat on your lover. So when you are actually married, you wont’t want to experience cheating. You have to sleep with girls and boys to realize you are bisexual, gay or straight. You have to date with people who gamble, who smoke funny stuff so you will learn to stay away from them. You have to have some kinky sex so you will know if you have any kinks or interested in any of them. You have to catch some sexual disease, smoke weed, get pregnant and college stuff you know?” Then Baekhyun looked at Jongin’s groin and touched it firmly.The sudden contact made Jongin squirm and push his hand away.
“But I hope you won’t get pregnant because boy, you have some potential abs there,” Baekhyun beamed. What he thought as abs were probably Jongin’s hipbones he hoped. Jongin grabbed Baekhyun’s hands and placed them safely away from himself and grabbed the beer can away from Baekhyun.
“Enough philosophy for tonight,” He said with a smile which Baekhyun replied with a bigger smile and Jongin ended up getting Baekhyun’s number.
Near the half of his first year in the college, Jongin discovered that bad things do really come together. He injured his waist and the damage was serious. It could end Jongin’s dancing career if Jongin didn’t take care of himself. Even though he was a first year everyone was looking at him with jealousy and envy because Jongin got the lead male role in the Swan Lake with working his ass off and not only he lost his role, it also encouraged his father to appear at his doorstep and take Jongin back home any minute.
Jongin felt like everything he worked for in his entire life was coming to an end and not to mention he was not able to go to the studio to dance frustration out of himself. Jongin felt like shit and ended up needing tons of emotional support. But he didn’t need it from anyone. He just needed it coming from Kyungsoo. The man he was living with. The man he loved.
However Kyungsoo and emotions were not exactly a good combination, Jongin realized and it drove him crazy. Without sex being there to hold them together due to Jongin’s condition, they started fighting, fighting and fighting. Jongin just couldn’t understand why Kyungsoo would not want to be at his side at those hard times while Jongin gave everything to him from the beginning so Jongin started attacking every time he saw Kyungsoo and did every stupid thing to get Kyungsoo’s attention while Kyungsoo was doing everything to get away.
It took Jongin two months to realize that he was the one that loved more in that relationship and it took him a month more to accept that it made Jongin miserable and it had to end. Even though Kyungsoo wanted it so badly, he wouldn’t break up with Jongin because Jongin was still badly injured so Jongin said goodbye first and packed his stuff to go to Sehun’s house. It hurted more when Kyungsoo didn’t even tried to stop him but helped him pack his stuff.
So when Sehun made Jongin lie to his bed and went to the bathroom, Jongin escaped with all he got and ended up in a pub, trying to get drunk and vomit the broken heart out of his chest but by his second drink, his waist started hurting so bad that he couldn’t even stand and his tears of sadness mixed with tears of pain. He seriously needed a hand. He needed someone to get him out of there and take him to a hospital.
To his surprise, he called Baekhyun instead of Sehun and yet again to his surprise, Baekhyun was in the pub twenty seconds later with a coat on top of his pajamas and he was panting like he ran all the way there, which he actually did by the way. The moment Baekhyun helped Jongin to get up, Jongin seriously regretted calling Baekhyun because there was ten cms difference between them and when they stood close to eachother, Baekhyun’s head was under Jongin’s chin with his hair tickling Jongin’s neck. But when Baekhyun pulled Jongin and dragged him out, Jongin realized that underneath his high school kid look, Baekhyun was a strong, manly man.
After two shots of pain killers, the pain calmed down or the chemical smell of the hospital room was poisoning Jongin and he was dying. He would reather the second option actually because after the physical pain went away, the emotional pain striked up again two times stronger.
“I bought you apple juice!” Baekhyun opened the door like he found the cure of the cancer. Jongin’s reply was to burry his face further on his pillow.
“Aw, come on. Everybody likes apple juice. Literally everybody,” Baekhyun said pushing the cold bottle to Jongin’s cheek.
“Can you just bring me back to the pub please?” Jongin said trying to sit up but Baekhyun made him lie down when he letted out a moan in pain. “I really, really need to get drunk right now. Like seriously.”
“Man up Jongin and be happy with your apple juice,” Baekhyun said and opened the bottle before giving it to Jongin. Jongin sighed in defeat.
“Thank you for coming and taking care of me,” Jongin said while looking at the floor. He only met Baekhyun twice and this was really awkward. “I didn’t expect you to come to be honest.”
“I didn’t expect you to call me at all actually. I thought you would add me to your contacts like ‘don’ t answer’ or something,” Baekhyun laughed and Jongin couldn’t deny it because of laughing. “ I am glad if I helped thought,” Baekhyun added and carefully sat down next to Jongin.
“I was supposed to call Sehun but when i saw your name, I found myself calling you instead. But I am glad I called you actually. If I called Sehun, he would kill me,” Jongin said.
“I won’t deny that he has every right to kill you,” Baekhyun smirked.
“I don’t need Sehun to kill me. I am going to die anyways. My heart feels like it is going to destroy my whole chest,” Jongin said and then he felt Baekhyun’s warm hand on his arm.
“Well you know, Kyungsoo is the unfortunate one in this break up. Because I saw your ass when they were stabbing it with a needle, and damn dude, he lost some serious ass there. He is not going to find an ass like that ever again,” Baekhyun said and almost fell to the ground with laughter when Jongin pushed him while laughing himself and it felt so easy to feel his heart beating lightly again.
“How do you know about it anyways? I don’t remember telling you about our break up,” Jongin said. Baekhyun bit his lip.
“I kinda called Sehun to come and pick us up?” Baekhyun said with an innocent smile.
“So you want to kill me because I called you in the middle of the night?” Jongin said burying his face again.
“No Jongin,” He felt both of Baekhyun’s hands on his shoulders. “It is because I don’t have driving licence and don’t have enough money for a cap. I will protect you I promise. And I have got some good news for you.”
Jongin raised his head to eat a face full of flash light because of Baekhyun’s bright smile.
“My roommate Joonmyun is graduating this year and you can stay with Sehun until the semester is over. Then you can move in with me!” Baekhyun said like New Iron Man movie is coming out! Jongin looked at Baekhyun with a dumb face.
“Uhm… We barely know eachother?” was only thing that came out of Jongin’s mouth. Baekhyun gave Jongin an amused look.
“I am not asking you to marry me. We are just going to be roommates. I actually met Joonmyun on an internet site for college students to find roommates. Am I regretting it? Hell yeah. But you seem like the type to practice or study all the time and yell out ‘Silence!’ so you are welcome in my house. Besides, you will save me from the trouble of finding another roommate,” Baekhyun said flipping his imaginary long hair again.
It was not like Jongin had anywhere else to go. Sehun’s apartment was already small and he was sharing it with that Chinese guy named Zitao who could potentially kill someone with his eyeliner. So when the summer came, Jongin found himself moving his stuff to Baekhyun’s apartment.
At first they were so awkward like being extra gentle and kind to each other. But Jongin didn’t want to go back to his house for the vacation because of his father and Baekhyun dragged him to his grandmother’s summer house kind of forcefully in return. So when the semester began again, they were already so far away from being gentle and kind to each other. Jongin would chase Baekhyun whenever Baekhyun started practicing to his role in the ‘Singing in The Rain’ in the midnight and Baekhyun would do every kind of annoying, embarrassing joke to Jongin and pull out some immature ass pranks. Actually, Jongin secretly found it funny when Baekhyun washed all of Jongin’s white boxers with a red shirt so all of them became pink. But it didn’t stop Jongin from beating him up of course.
“Get your lazy ass up!” Baekhyun says while turning the tv off.
“What the fuck Baekhyun?” Jongin blurts out while trying to get the remote back from Baekhyun.
“Wu Yifan is giving the biggest party that this campus had ever seen and you are absolutely not going to sit here and watch Desperate Housewives while it is happening,” Baekhyun says while throwing the remote control over his shoulder to somewhere. It hits the ground with a sharp thud and Jongin’s heart aches in the inside.
“I was watching ‘How I Met Your Mother’ you bastard!” Jongin whines loudly.
“Same kind of lame.” Baekhyun says shrugging. “Now get up and put some eyeliner on. Tonight is the night man!”
“Who the fuck is Wu Jipan anyways?” Jongin is paying extra attention to highlight the fact that he doesn't give a fuck.
“Jongin, Jongin, Jongin,” Baekhyun says while sitting next to Jongin and pulling him close. “When will you learn something from your hyung?” and now he is pushing Jongin’s limits with tabbing his head.
“You don’t need to know who Wu Yifan is. All you neet to know is that he is filthy rich, there is going to be free drinks and food and all the pretty girls and boys will be there,” Baekhyun suddenly gets up and pulls Jongin up with an iron grip.
“What are you doing?” Jongin says when Baekhyun drags Jongin to his room and throws him to his bed. Jongin totally doesn’t have good feelings about being on Baekhyun’s bed because when was the last time Baekhyun washed or changed his sheets? Jongin’s smotach doesn't really feel good at the thought of this yellow sheets being white once, but that was before he got stabbed with a pen in the eye.
“What the fuck are you doing?” Jongin shouts out in pain.
“Shut up and take it like a bitch,” Baekhyun says and he looks overly amused.
“Don’t use porn lines on me please. I am already having enough nightmares about you,” Jongin says while trying to push Bakehyun away but Jongin knows that there is no use fighting with a Baekhyun with an eyeliner in his hands so he just lets Baekhyun get overly close to him and paint his eyes painfully while he eyes Baekhyun’s lips, neck and collar bones in a way that he probably shouldn’t. Jongin seriously needs to get one of those pretty girls or pretty boys tonight.
Baekhyun pulls back when he is sure that Jongin’s eyes are hurt enough and looks at Jongin with wide eyes.
“You messed up. Didn’t you?” Jongin says and gets up to look at the mirror but actually it looks good.
“No, it’s because you actually look really hot. Nothing like the sleepy dork that you are,” Baekhyun says and laughs. Jongin opens his mouth to imitate Baekhyun’s laugh but a small red light catches his eye and he sees a camera on the bookshelf looking towards Baekhyun and the bed.
“Is this thing recording?” Jongin says.
“Is it? Oh yeah it is recording! Amazing!” Baekhyun beams.
“What are you recording and if you are recording some sort of porn or something like that please act like I didn’t ask,” Jongin says. Baekhyun giggles and hits Jongin in a girly way.
“Oh, you pervert! You wish!” Baekhyun says in a girly voice and Jongin can’t help but smile at that. “Chanyeol gave it to me saying one of his engineer friends did some complicated stuff to it’s battery and now the camera can record for three days without running out of battery or something. I didn’t believe him so he gave it to me to test it. It has been recording since yesterday.”
“It is impressive but you should never ever keep something that Chanyeol gave you,” Jongin says and Baekhyun shrugs. Jongin is too tired to list one hundred reasons why everything Chanyeol gives can cause trouble. But that doesn’t mean that Jongin can’t actually list one hundred reasons about it. Jongin absolutely can.
The party was massive, just like Baekhyun said it would be. Endless amount of drinks and all. Baekhyun disappeared and came back from time to time but Jongin was already bussy getting seriously drunk with Sehun and watching Sehun as he tried to kiss Zitao and got beaten up. Then he drank some more and he was totally expecting to not to remember anything in the morning, waking up in his own barf and all.
However, he was not expecting to open his eyes on Baekhyun’s room, sleeping in Baekhyun’s bed.
Jongin looks at the other side to see Baekhyun sleeping with drool that dried on his chin. Jongin pushes himself up into a sitting position to try to think and remember what happened last night and feels a sharp pain. The kind of pain that he felt a lot when he was dating with Kyungsoo.
Jongin suddenly pulls the blanket away from them to see that he is complately naked. Just like Baekhyun is.
Baekhyun flinches when the cold hair hits his body and opens his eyes.
“Jongin?” Baekhyun says while snuggling closer and and wraping his arms around Jongin. “ What are you doing in my in my room?”
“I wanted to ask you to same question actually,” Jongin says while trying to push Baekhyun away and this is totally not normal. Jongin is seriously close to freaking out right now. Baekhyun suddenly sits up.
“Why are we fucking naked?” Baekhyun gets up from the bed with his eyes open so wide.
“Calm down,” Jongin says while getting up and it sounds like such a lie because his voice is full of panic too. “There is no way that we did, uhm, I am sure there is a funny story behind it. Do you remember anything at all?”
Baekhyun shakes his head as a no and sits down to the ground with his pretty hands grabing his hair harshly.
“I will check if is there anybody in the apartment okay?” Jongin says before rushing to leave the room. He looks at his own room, checks the living room and kitchen but it seems he and Baekhyun are the only ones in the apartment so he goes to bathroom to quickly clean himself and wear a pair of boxers with a shirt. When he goes back to the room Baekhyun is sitting on the bed with a pair of jeans on and his head between his hands.
“There isn’t anybody in the apartment. I will call Sehun. Maybe he can tell us how did we left the party and all,” Jongin says sitting next to Baekhyun carefully and dials Sehun but Baekhyun grabs his hand.
“Camera,” Baekhyun says with a quiet, broken voice. Heis still looking at somewhere in the ground with empty eyes. “Is still recording.”
Jongin looks at the camera to see the red light that is still shining bright. He takes a deep breathe before he gets up to grab it.
It takes half an hour to fast forward Baekhyun sleeping and doing funny things in front of the camera to get to the last night. Jongin stops it when he sees Baekhyun trying to carry Jongin to the bed with dragging him and starts playing the video . He can feel Baekhyun tensing next to him.
‘Is this my room?’ Jongin in the video slurs on his words and makes both of them collapse on to the bed.
‘Who cares?’ Baekhyun replies while dragging them upwards on the bed and they snuggle to each other. ‘Sleep bitch,’ Baekhyun adds and tucks his head under Jongin’s chin.
They look like they are sleeping but when Jongin looks closely, he can see the slight movement they are doing together and blood drains from his face.
‘Are we grinding?’ Jongin hiccups and opens his eyes to look at Baekhyun. ‘ To each other?’
Baekhyun doesn’t reply for what feels like forever and he looks like he has fallen asleep. Then suddenly he grabs Jongin’s neck to pull him in a sloppy kiss. ‘Yeah…’ he says when they part. Baekhyun quickly gets on top of Jongin and crashes their lips together again. Jongin wraps his arms around Baekhyun’s neck when Baekhyun starts kissing and sucking the skin on his neck and Jongin lets out a breathy moan when Baekhyun grinds down hard.
At this point Jongin just hopes that those two figures in the video keeps grinding to each other and end the night like that before things get even worse or at least he hopes that they will turn the light off. But Jongin is well aware that the light is still on at the moment. Trying to shine through the sunlight. Jongin hates that he doesn’t even have the luxry to worry about the bills.
‘Strip,’ Baekhyun’s voice through the speakers gets Jongin’s attention back on the video. ‘Now!’
When the two of them starts undressing like their life depends on it, Joingin waits for Baekhyun next to him, to tell him to turn it off or just yell out something to stop it but Baekhyun is looking at the video with eyes that are about to pop out of their sockets and sweat dripping from his chin while Jongin is pretty much in the same condition too. So instead of being logical and cutting this shit off, they watch Jongin pushing Baekhyun down on the mattress and going down on him while planting kisses all the way down.
Jongin can see that Baekhyun is grabbing the sheets so hard that his knuckles are white while he is watching Jongin giving him a blow job and Jongin is so embarrassed at how eager he looks sucking Baekhyun off . He can’t believe how fast he started deep throating Baekhyun. Jongin used to take a lot of time to relax his throat and control his gagging reflex while he was with Kyungsoo.
Baekhyun’s moans are getting louder and louder in the video while he is watching Jongin with such intense eyes that Jongin feels his cheeks getting red. Jongin just hopes that he moans out Taeyeon’s name. Jongin would give everything for that small Baekhyun on the video to moan out Taeyeon’s name.
‘Oh god, Jongin!’ Baekhyun in the video gasps and pulls Jongin up to crash their lips again. Jongin thought it was not possible for his heart to beat any faster.
Jongin’s affection for Baekhyun was never beyond ‘he is cute’ level before. Jongin used to spare glances when Baekhyun was walking around half naked, hair wet after coming out of the shower. He checked Baekhyun’s collar bones more than he should have or maybe he had some fantasies including those pretty hands but at the end of the day, Jongin wouldn’t be like ‘I think I like him’ or ‘I want to bang him’ though the pain in his ass is implying that actually Baekhyun banged him.
When he watched Baekhyun performing in the ‘Singing in The Rain’ he did have some strong affection towards him and he still remembers how his heart pounded in his chest while he was going to the backstage to congratulate Baekhyun and then his heart stopped beating when Baekhyun saw him and pulled Jongin harshly into a big thight hug. Jongin thought he was really going to fall for Baekhyun that time but then Taeyeon came with roses in her hands, looking more beautiful than ever and the kiss they shared was so intense that Jongin immediately pushed those feelings and thoughts away. It was not that hard after the celebration party when Baekhyun got drunk and vomited on Jongin while Jongin was dragging him back home.
But still, Jongin thinks even in his completely sober state, he wouldn’t have the guts to refuse Baekhyun with his hair messed up, body slick with sweat and eyeliner smudged while he was pushing Jongin to be on all fours. The worse part is their angle for the camera is perfect and he can clearly see Baekhyun slapping his ass and then grabing his ass cheeks hard to pull them apart. Jongin can hear the Baekhyun next to him swallowing loudy at the sight. The fact that Jongin can’t part his eyes from the screen is seriously embarrassing.
‘Damn,’ Baekhyun mutters and slaps Jongin again. ‘You are so beautiful,’ and both the Jongin in the video and the real Jongin blushes wildy at that. Jongin can’t stop the shivers going down his spine and is doing his best to not to pop a boner right now.
‘Lube,’ Jongin in the video mutters. Thank god his brain is somehow still working. ‘We need lube,’
Baekhyun stills and looks around with a confused face. Baekhyun probably doesn’t have lube and it is probably the first time he is gonna fuck a boy and Jongin threw away his bottle of lube a long time ago since he was still getting over Kyungsoo and was suspicious that Sehun used that bottle before. So that’s it. They have to call it a night because sober or hell drunk, Jongin will never, ever do raw sex again after that one time he did with Kyungsoo.
‘Look at my back pockets,’ Jongin in the video adds and the Jongin watching it, wants to beat himself up. Now he remembers that Sehun putted it in his back pocket at the beginning of the night with some funny eyebrow wiggling.
Baekhyun falls to the ground in his haste to grab Jongin’s jeans. Jongin lets out a laugh and Jongin seriously didn’t know that he could laugh that seductively. ‘Easy boy.’
Baekhyun climbs back in record time and takes his position back, grabing Jongin’s ass cheeks again and Jongin is totally not enjoying the sight of Baekhyun’s pretty hands garbing his ass. Nope. Jongin is not going to use it for masturbation. No, absolutely not. And Jongin doesn’t feel like passing out when he thinks that he will see those pretty fingers fuck him open.
Baekhyun eyes Jongin’s hole for what seems like forever and Jongin mutters a ‘Hurry the fuck up’ before Baekhyun rips the small packet of lube open and coats his fingers with lube. Jongin envies the Jongin in the video somehow badly.
Baekhyun pushes his finger in and Jongin can see the slow drag of it. Baekhyun next to him is watching it with his eyes wide and mouth agape. The Baekhyun in the video is no different than that. Watchin his finger disappearing in Jongin with amazement. It is totally the first time Baekhyun is doing this.
‘Add a second one,’ Jongin says it like he is purring and he can feel the whole blood rushing to his face at how he sounded and not to mention Baekhyun stiffens next to him.
Baekhyun slowly adds a second one and he is doing it so sweetly, Jongin wants to die. Moving the fingers in and out oh so slowly like he is enjoying the every second of it while making the Jongin in the video whine and The Baekhyun next to him tighten his grip on the sheets.
‘Third one,’ Comes out as a gasp from Jongin’s mouth not long after and it doesn’t take long for Jongin to turn into a moaning mess after Baekhyun adds a third finger. Listening to the sweet sounds that coming out his mouth, Jongin thinks this is the most embarrassing moment of his life.
Jongin’s arms give up and he burries his face to the sheets, muffling his sounds with his ass up in the air and Jongin finds the strength in him to stop the video but then the Baekhyun in the video makes a sound at the back of his throat implying that he liked this position very much and Jongin stills again.
‘enough,’ Jongin whines but Baekhyun doesn’t pull his fingers out but insteads keeps dragging them in and out slowly. This is the sweetest torture to watch. ‘Baekhyun, please,’ Jongin begs. Yup, the most embarrassing moment of his life.
‘Stop it, c’mon,’ Jongin moans out loudly and Baekhyun bends down to plant a kiss to Jongin’s neck.
‘Don’t want to,’ Baekhyun murmurs and Jongin can see Baekhyun’s usual playful smirk there. ‘Fingering you is so much fun.’
They are not supposed to be sweet and teasing like this. They are supposed to be fucking messily and they should finish it quickly. Jongin is not sure his heart can stand watching this so he thanks the Jongin in the video inside his mind when he pushes Baekhyun to lie down on his back and climbs on top of him.
Baekhyun is lying down on the bed in the side ways and like this the angle is perfect. Both Baekhyun’s and Jongin’s profiles are clear and Jongin can see the heavenly expression on Baekhyun’s face when Jongin sinks down on him slowly. Not to mention Jongin in the video also looks pleasured by Baekhyun’s expression.
Baekhyun trails his pretty hands up and down on Jongin’s body while Jongin is trying to get used to the tight stretch. It doesn’t take long for Jongin to start going and setting a slow peace and yet again, doesn’t take him long before he is slamming himself down on Baekhyun with a realy fast peace.
Beauty of Baekhyun’s singing, can never ever get close to his beautiful moans. Jongin knows that those sounds will keep repeating and repeating themselves in his head when he is going to sleep tonight.
‘So thight,’ Baekhyun gasps out trying to thrust upwards to meet with Jongin’s hips, doubling the pleasure and Jongin shuts his eyes and throws his head back with a loud moan. Baekhyun in the video looks at Jongin like Jongin is the most beautiful thing he had ever seen then pushes himself to sit up and kiss Jongin, muffling both of their moans.
This is just sex. This is just sex and it means nothing. There is nothing romantic about it, Jongin is trying to tell his heart but his heart doesn’t listen to him. It keeps beating and beating faster while he is watching Baekhyun sucking his Adam’s apple and then pushing him back to get on top of him. His boxers feel tight while Baekhyun is hooking Jongin’s legs on his shoulders and starts fucking him hard and fast. This new position seems to make everything even more intense and they are getting louder and louder.
A gasp leaves Jongin’s lips when he sees Baekhyun’s pretty fingers wrap around his cock and he starts pumping his hand fast with the same rhythm of his thrusts and it takes just a few seconds before Jongin moans Baekhyun’s name and comes all over his stomach. He absolutely looks wrecked with his hair messed up and damp with sweat. The eyeliner that Baekhyun did is smudged messily and his body is covered with sweat with mixed with his cum as he is trying to catch his breath. But the way Baekhyun is watching him with dark eyes that are filled with lust, makes Jongin feel like he is about to lose it.
‘I am coming,’ Baekhyun moans out not long after and Jongin immediately wraps his legs around Baekhyun’s waist shamelessly. Clearly wanting him to come inside of him and Baekhyun does it with a hard thrust. The way that he throws his head to back with his mouth open and eyes shut with true bliss, is beautiful Jongin thinks. Simply beautiful.
Baekhyun comes down from his high after few seconds and they start to look at each other while trying to catch their breathes and Jongin thinks that this is the part that they should realize what they did and freak out. But Baekhyun in the video gives Jongin a smile.
‘Waow,’ he says and Jongin in the video smiles. ‘We should have done it a long time ago,’ he adds leaning down to kiss Jongin lazily .
‘I agree,’ Jongin says when they part and wraps his arms around his neck. That is the end. No body freaks out. No body questions anything and they lazily get under the sheets. Cleaning up? Fuck it. They don’t even bother to turn the light off.
Jongin turns the camera off with shakey hands and he is afraid to look at Baekhyun.
“Baekhyun,” Jongin starts but Baekhyun immediately gets up and starts running around the room while grabbing a shirt to wear and finds a bag to stuff it with clothes.
“What are you doing?” Jongin says and stills with panic, not knowing what to do.
“I need to go,” Baekhyun blurts out while he is packing furiously and is not looking at Jongin. Jongin can’t possibly feel worse than he is feeling now.
“Look, I can go if you want. This was your apartment to begin with,” Jongin says getting up.
“I just…” Baekhyun hangs the back pack over his shoulder. “I need to go,” he says again and rushes to the door.
“Baekhyun!” Jongin says and Baekhyun stills at the door frame but doesn’t turn to look at Jongin.
“Look, this doesn’t have to mean anything,” Jongin wants to walk towards Baekhyun but he is afraid that Baekhyun will run away if he moves. “We can act like it never happened. I just don’t want this to ruin our friendship,” Jongin doesn’t want Baekhyun to go. He really, really doesn’t want Baekhyun to go.
Baekhyun stays still and doesn’t say anything for what seems like forever.
“I will call you,” he says and storms out of the apartment.
“What did you do to Baekhyun?!” Sehun slams the door of the studio open. “I bought us coffee by the way,” he adds while giving a warm cup of coffee to a Jongin who just had a heart attack.
“I am practicing, get out,” Jongin’s right eye is twitching. Jongin seriously, totally, absolutely hates getting his practice hours disturbed because Jongin has a shitty concentration and once it is gone, Jongin will fall flat on his nose during his pirouettes.
Today, it took Jongin three hours before he could finally concentrate because his mind was filled with Baekhyun. Two hours of,Where did Baekhyun go? Why isn’t he answering Jongin’s calls or texts even though three weeks passed? Is he eating? Is he sleeping? Is he with Taeyeon? Is he using his pretty fingers on Taeyeon? And one more hour to surpass the jealousy. But there goes Sehun, destroying everything.
“You don’t answer my calls or texts and never meet up with me so you deserve it,” Sehun shrugs. Jongin’s death glare seems to doesn’t effect Sehun anymore. Jongin needs to learn new things from his father.
“Why don’t you go hang out with Zitao or something?” Jongin mutters and takes a sip from his coffe. Ouch, it is hot.
“Zitao really wants to get in your pants by the way,” Sehun says like he is talking about the weather and Jongin’s chin drops. Sehun just shrugs and sits on the floor. “I thought I should warn you. Now sit down and tell me what happened between you and Baekhyun.”
“Nothing happened,” Jongin shighs in defeat and sits next to Sehun. It sounds like such a big lie because not to mention they had sex and watched it later as a video, Jongin also remembered everything after watching the video. He remembered how every single kiss and touch felt and he can’t get it out of his head.
“That is totally a lie because Baekhyun is screwed,” Sehun says and Jongin stills.
“Well, I can’t possibly know about that because he has been ignoring me for three weeks,” Jongin’s voice sounds a little bit sad but more angry than sad.
“Exactly!” Sehun says doing some wild hand gestures. “Baekhyun can stay angry only for an hour at maximum and it is seriously, really seriously hard to get him angry or hurt him. You can fuck him and he will be okay with that.”
Seems like things change when he fucks you instead, Jongin wants to say but choughs instead.
“What did you do to him? Did you banged his mother or something?” Sehun says and yet again he is like ‘Today is very sunny indeed’
“Fuck off,” Jongin punches Sehun shoulders before getting up.
“Where are you going? I am not done talking,” Sehun says while Jongin is packing his things.
“But I am,” Jongin says while hanging his backpack over his shoulder. Sehun gets up and grabs Jongin’s shoulder.
“Baekhyun is seriously not okay. He doesn’t sleep enough, he looks like he is screwed and he locked himself up. Whenever I see him he reeks of women parfume and sex and he broke up with Taeyeon,” Sehun says and Jongin feels cold shivers running down his spine. He is about to get worried and depressed but then Sehun grabs Jongin’s shirt’s collar and shakes him dramatically.
“He lost his humor Jongin! Baekhyun lost his humor oh my god he is probably dying!” Sehun is spitting on Jongin’s face and Jongin doesn’t feel sorry when he pushes Sehun hard enough to make him fall flat on his butt.
“I am not getting out of shower until I peel the skin on my face off,” Jongin says wiping his face with the back of his hand.
“I don’t care what you do,” Sehun says getting up and cupping his hurt butt. “Just sort your shit out and fix Baekhyun.”
The apartment feels so empty without Baekhyun. Jongin is actually missing all of the loud, disturbing noises Baekhyun used to made. He misses hearing Baekhyun shouting and swearing while playing League of Legends, he misses waking up to Baekhyun’s beautiful, singing voice.
On rare mornings Jongin would wake up to a smell of something burning and he would find the kitchen in a mess and Baekhyun, with flour on his cheek would say ‘I made pancakes!’ with a large grin. And then Jongin would eat those disgustingly burnt pancakes just because of Baekhyun’s cute expression and would tell him that the pancakes are okay. Even though they were absolutely not.
Some nights Jongin would have a fierce fight with his dad and would lie down on his bed for an hour to think about how much he wants to be that boy that his father wants him to be. Then he would hear a gentle, shy knock on his door exactly one hour later and Baekhyun would open the door with two cans of beer and potato chips. After finishing his beer in silence, Jongin would lie down on Baekhyun’s lap and would ask Baekhyun to sing him a song. Baekhyun would do something like rolling his eyes or a disgusted face but then he would start singing a slow song. Just when Jongin would start enjoying it, he would cut it off to push Jongin away and he would get up to start singing something funny like ‘Single Ladies’ or ‘Alejandro’ to ruin the mood. Not the mention he would dance to them like a girl in high heels and would try to dirty dance to Jongin like that until Jongin would cover his eyes with his hands to protect his mental health getting damaged at the sight.
Jongin is officially platonic. The worst part is, he probably started liking Baekhyun in that way a long time ago. He just didn’t realize it. It feels painful to think that something Jongin wanted so much freaked Baekhyun out and Baekhyun is probably so disgusted right now. Not to mention Jongin feels like dying after hearing that Baekhyun is having a hard time because of Jongin.
So Jongin takes his phone and calls Baekhyun one more time. Baekhyun doesn’t answer but this time Jongin finds himself waiting for the ring tone to leave a voice message even though he doesn’t really know what to say.
“Uhm, hey,” Jongin starts and messes his hair out of frustration because he has such a small time to say something that actually makes sense.
“I hear that, you are…Uhm, not so okay. So I just wanted to tell you that… You can just take it easy and act like it never happened. You told me before, college life is all about experiencing. So ‘man up’ and continue with your life and please answer my calls. I would be happy if you would stop changing your route at the campus to avoid me. I really want to see you,” Jongin is already cursing at himself because of getting that emotional. But it doesn’t stop him from going further.
“Come back home Baekhyun. I miss you,” and Jongin ends the call as soon as possible. His heart is beating like it wants to escape from his chest and Jongin just wants to take it back. This is going to freak Baekhyun out even more and even if he was planning to come back, he is not planning that anymore.
Jongin is walking in the corridor to his next class while he is declining Sehun’s sixth call and Sehun is not afraid the call Jongin for a seventh time immediately.
“Fuck you,” Jongin mutters to himself silently while declining the seventh call too.
“Fuck yourself!” Jongin raises his head to meet with a messed up Sehun who looks like dying while trying to catch his breathe. He must have ran all the way there to catch Jongin and ruin his life.“But first,” he says grabing Jongin’s arm to keep himself from falling. “We need to talk!”
Jongin knows that Sehun will talk about Baekhyun. Jongin left Baekhyun an embarrassing message yesterday. Jongin can’t survive another round of Sehun. Jongin doesn’t really want to hear something like ‘did you banged his mother?’ again. So Jongin does what comes to his mind first.
He screams with grace then starts running away as fast as he can.
He runs like half a mile to get to the garden and collapses under a tree while panting hard. Hopefully, Sehun probably passed away after half an hour of chasing after Jongin. Jongin is pretty fast and good at running. He is not exactly proud of what he did thought. But Jongin doesn’t give a shit. In fact, jongin doesn’t give shits anymore. Jongin stopped giving a shit a long time ago, when Baekhyun pushed the first finger inside of him.
That’s why when he sees a pair of cool shoes walking towards him, he doesn’t give a shit. He doesn’t give a shit when the cool shoes guy stops and puts a bottle of water down right in front of Jongin. Jongin seriously doesn’t give a shit, that is why he looks up to see who is that cool shoes guy is.
Jongin gives an absolute shit when he realizes it is Baekhyun.
Jongin wants to say something, anything. Even a simple ‘hi’ but he just stiffens and keeps staring at Baekhyun like the idiot that he is. But still, Baekhyun’s lips curl upwards to give him a nice smile and then he walks away. Leaving a confused Jongin staring at him.
Jongin is sitting in front of the tv, but he doesn’t even know what he is watching because he is busy thinking about Baekhyun. What did Baekhyun mean by doing that? Was that supposed to mean that they are friends again or something like no hard feelings? Does that mean they are friends again? Does it mean that Baekhyun will pick up his call if he calls him now?
Jongin is trying to geather enough courage to get up from the couch to call Baekhyun when he hears the sound of his door getting unlocked. Jongin is probably imagining it. Jongin should probably go to bed. Jongin doesn’t want look at the door to see if someone is coming to save himself from a major disappointment. But then he hears the sound of the door closing and Jongin’s heart is doing crazy things in his chest.
“Hey,” Baekhyun’s voice follows soon after and Jongin gets up from the couch to see Baekhyun smiling at him.
“You are here,” Jongin mutters more to himself but Baekhyun seems like he heard it because he beams and starts walking towards Jongin after taking his shoes and coat off. He drops his bag on the couch.
“Yes, I am,” he says and takes the remote control from Jongins hands to turn the tv off. “You look like you are not happy to see me.”
“I-I am happy. I am just… I wasn’t expecting you to come back,” and now, Jongin is losing his ability to talk. Baekhyun grabs his bag and takes out a heart shaped box and pushes it between Jongin’s hands.
“What is that?” Jongin almost drops the box but then Baekhyun grabs it. Jongin hates how his heart does funny things when their hands touch.
“I called Sehun today and he told me that you were acting like a girl in her period so I bought you chocolates,” Baekhyun says with a playful smile and Jongin wants to die because of embarrassment. But before that, he has to kill Sehun.
“Sehun also told me that you looked wrecked because of me. I am sorry. The Last thing I wanted to do was to hurt you,” Baekhyun is looking all shy and cute. Jongin can’t help but smile at that.
“It is okay. I am just glad that you are here,” Jongin says even though it kinda hurts a little bit.
“No, it is not okay,” Baekhyun says and looks at Jongin with a serious expression. Jongin stills.
“To be honest Jongin… I wasn’t as drunk as you were that night,” Baekhyun turns his gaze towards the ground and starts playing with the hem of his shirt.
“I started finding you attractive when we started living together actually... “ Baekhyun’s fringe is covering his face while he is looking at the ground like that but Jongin can see that his ears are red. “You have a good personality and you are handsome so at first I thought I really liked you as a friend but then the fact that you like boys just kept getting in my head and stuff... I thought that I was bi-curious or something like that and shrugged it off but I was wrong.”
When Baekhyun finally raises his head and tries to smile despite his face being complately red, Jongin is using all of concentration to not to grab Baekhyun’s collars and kiss him hard.
“It took me a lot of time to sort my shit out. I am so sorry for that. But I really like you,” Baekhyun looks absolutely, totally gorgeous and Jongin wants to punch himself because of not realizing it before. “ I will probably have a seriously hard time if you reject me,” Baekhyun says getting closer to Jongin shyly and he is totally testing Jongin’s limits right now.
“But I spent those three weeks missing you and I even missed the way you yell at me and all, so I have to confess now or I will probably go to hell. Not to mention I listened to that voice mail you sent like thousand times.” Baekhyun’s hands grab Jongin’s shirt lightly with a shy touch. “How can you send such a cute mail Jongin? That must be illegal,” Baekhyun’s voice is so quiet and if being cute is a crime, Byun Baekhyun has to be punished right here right now and Jongin is dying to do that.
Baekhyun lets out a surprised gasp when Jongin wraps his arms around Baekhyun’s waist to pull him closer and kisses him. It doesn’t take long for Baekhyun to take Jongin’s face between his hands and deepen the kiss. Even though Baekhyun is much smaller than Jongin and he is tip toeing to kiss Jongin, when he kisses Jongin like that, he feels really big and Jongin gladly lets Baekhyun’s tongue in his mouth. Baekhyun wastes no time to pin Jongin down to the couch.
They stop kissing when they are completely out of breathe and Baekhyun gives Jongin such a big grin that Jongin is sure he replies it with a one as big as Baekhyun’s.
“I hope you didn’t delete that video,” Baekhyun says with a playful and challenging smile. “Because I really want to watch it again,” Jongin pecks his lips.
“I didn’t delete it,” Jongin returns that challenging smile. “But I would rather recreating it instead of watching it,” Jongin says and Baekhyun smiles.
“Sounds tempting,” Baekhyun leans in for a kiss but stops in midway when Jongin gropes his ass.
“I was thinking maybe we could try it the other way around, you know?” Jongin says with his signature smirk.
“Easy boy,” Baekhyun laughs. “You need to get me seriously drunk for that to happen,”
“It’s okay,” Jongin wraps his arms around Baekhyun’s neck with a smile. “I think we will have tons of other nights to try it,” Jongin’s voice sounds a little hesitant but Baekhyun makes sure to kiss it away.
“You can make sure of it. By the way…” Baekhyun starts and his eyes drifts to the hem of Jongin’s shirt while one of his pretty hands pushes it further to reveal Jongin’s faint abs. Baekhyun’s cold fingers are lightly tracing Jongin’s abs and the gentle touch sends shivers down Jongin’s spine.
“My phone is fully charged and it has a really god camera,” Baekhyun says and pinches Jongin lightly when Jongin rolls his eyes. “I am just saying though.” It is not like Jongin can say no anyways, when Baekhyun is kissing him like that.
Pairing: Baekhyun/Kai
Lenght: 9000w
Summary: Waking up naked next to his straight roommate with a recording of the fun they had last night was not Jongin's idea.
Genre: Comedy, fluff
Warnings: Unprotected sex
Jongin needs to get his shit together. Jongin needs to focus on his notes. Jongin needs to stuff 103 pages into his brain untill tomorrow for his finals and he is running out of coffee. Jongin can’t fail. Who the fuck cares about the history of classical music anyways? Jongin is a dancer. Jongin most certainly doesn’t need that stuff. All he needs to know about classical music is that Beethoven’s favorite fruit is ‘Ba-na-na-na’ with the melody of the 5th symphony. Who the fuck cares if Jean something Lully wrote some shit? Well Jongin doesn’t.
But Jongin is an A+ student and he has a reputation to protect or he is sure his father will show up in front of his door and will drag Jongin home with a tight grip on his ear. Growing up, Jongin’s father was okay with Jongin doing street dance and hip hop kind of stuff. But when Jongin asked if he could take ballet lessons and Jazz dance lessons, his father had this ‘why is my son is not doing manly stuff and wants to do ballet’ kind of mental breakdown and absolutely freaked out when Jongin wanted to major in dance. At some point started acting like his son was dead. That is why since Jongin decided to major in dance in the 6th grade, he putted all of his work to the schdool and acted like the perfect son that he is to make his father happy. For the record, Jongin was never and still is nowhere close to being girly or sissy. Jongin likes soccer. Jongin is messy. Jongin dated girls. A lot of girls. But Jongin thinks that his father doesn’t really have to know that his first and longest relationship was a boy named Kyungsoo. Yup.
So here Jongin is, trying to memorize how something Lully died, trying to keep his chin up and get his awesome, dancer butt to get this done but all he can do is clenching his fists because all he can hear is Baekhyun. Baekhyun, Baekhyun, Baekhyun and his stupid friends.
“Out!” Jongin doesn’t exactly remember how did he appear in Baekhyun’s room or how that baseball bat appeared in his right hand but Jongin is absolutely not regretting his decisions while he is looking at a pack of college boys,tons of beer cans tossed over everywhere and a Baekhyun with a Sehun playing League of Legends and shouting like crazy.
“Get. Out.” Jongin got some stuff from his father. Including a death glare, a horror movie type of deep voice and fluffy hair that rises upwards on his head like he had an electric shock so it is a little bit less than a minute until Jongin and Baekhyun are the only ones remaining in the apartment.
“I told you that I have finals this week and wanted some silence. Some. Deathly. Silence,” Jongin starts with his hands clenched into fists and eyes looking at the floor with a fire that can burn the carpet. Jongin is ready to kill Baekhyun. Ready to slam him from a wall to another with his words but when he raises his head to look at Baekhyun and breathe some fire out, Baekhyun is beaming like a flash light.
“I am sorry. I will make it up to you, I promise,” and a grip to his shoulder with a tilt of Baekhyun’s head is enough for Jongin to forget about the anger and march back to his room to go back to studying like nothing ever happened.
Jongin was a freshman when he met Baekhyun at a party that Sehun, his classmate, dragged him and Kyungsoo in. Jongin was trying to get Kyungsoo to dance with him while Kyungsoo was complaining about the loud music and was threatening Jongin to leave and go back home without him when Jongin noticed those slim, long fingers that were grabbing Kyungsoo’s shoulder. Then the owner of that pretty hand hugged Kyungsoo behind and buried his face to Kyungsoo’s neck . Jongin was just starting to feel some jealousy and anger but Kyungsoo acted first and punched the pretty hands guy in the stomache.
“What the fuck Baekhyun?” Kyungsoo said with some regret when he turned and saw the guy named Baekhyun. “I almost killed you,”
The boy beamed with a little bit of pain on his face. The kid had an attractive smile, Jongin thought.
“Well my friend,” Baekhyun flipped his imaginery long hair. “One can not live a life without being almost killed by you in this campus.”
When Kyungsoo introduced them to each other, Baekhyun gaved a tight hug instead of a handshake and left Jongin awkwardly staring at Kyungsoo while Kyungsoo was rolling his eyes.
Jongin learned later that Baekhyun is a singing major just like Kyungsoo and that is how they know each other. And Baekhyun is totally not a high school kid but actually Jongin’s hyung.
To be honest, everyone but Jongin knew Baekhyun. Even engineering majors knew Baekhyun it was like he met a celebrity. Everyone was so fond of him. Not even a single person had something bad to talk about him. Everybody liked him. Not to mention he was dating the most beautiful girl in the campus, Taeyeon. Jongin totally had no idea why Baekhyun was such a big deal. Baekhyun was attractive but he basically looked like a high school kid and was nowhere close to being manly. Jongin was definitely more attractive than Baekhyun. Jongin was hot, sexy in a manly but boyish way that made both girls and boys turn to look at him when he walked. Not to mention Jongin had this grace in every move he made. Jongin actually became a model for a magazine in his last year of high school but then decided to end it there because he needed to focus on college entarance exams and talents exams. But still, Baekhyun was something different.
Jongin met with Baekhyun for the second time when Sehun invited Jongin to his house to eat dinner with couple of his friends and Baekhyun was the first one he noticed when he walked in to the apartment.
He looked nothing like the Baekhyun he met at the party. At the party his hair was styled and his eyes were black with thick eyeliner but at Sehun’s apartment, he was wearing jeans, a plain white shirt and thick glasses with a beer in his still beautiful hands. He looked really relaxed but still everyone was around him and was listening to him like he was Jesus.
They ate some canned food with tons of ramyun without speaking because you know, men with empty stomachs are not the best ones to talk. They finally started talking when every plate and every can on the floor was empty and then Jongin realized how funny Baekhyun actually was. He had some real sharp wit. He knew how to answer everything and would make something funny out of it. He wasn’t like the wanna be show biz guys who wanted to have everyone’s attention on him. He was just having fun. Sincerely having fun with jokes and despite his popularity and the attention he got, he was so approachable. He was talking to everyone equally and touching everyone like he knew everyone since forever.
With his big grins, awesome jokes, funny faces and seriously loud voice, Jongin realized that Baekhun is really easy to like.
Somewhere along talking about love and relationships, Baekhyun started talking about how stupid getting in a serious relationship in college was, then he turned to Jongin.
“Right Jongin?” He said and waow, Jongin was not expecting that. Jongin didn’t know what to say. He was feeling like a kid that was going through a quiz then Sehun grabbed his shoulder.
“Leave him alone. Jongin is a happily married guy. This talk is so cruel for his family guy heart,” Sehun said and Jongin punched his arm.
“Oh yeah,” Baekhyun said, leaning close to Jongin. “You and Kyungsoo have got some serious shit going on there.” Baekhyun’s smile was so bright Jongin’s eyes were twitching.
“I hope god does a favor to you and makes you two break up,” Baekhyun massed Jongin’s hair. As soon as Jongin got the meanings of the words that Baekhyun just said, his reaction was to push Baekhyun’s hand away with a “What?!”
“This…” Baekhyun got up with his arms open and almost fell. He was totally drunk. “…Is college life. People think college life is about passing the finals, learning how to start your career and getting a job at the end of it. Bull shit! Dinasor shit! T-rex Shit! College life is all about experiencing. Getting to know all kinds of people, all kinds of trouble and doing everything wrong. That way you will learn your lesson and be a good guy when you are out there, in the actual life.”
Baekhyun sat down on the floor next to Jongin and putted his arm on Jongin’s shoulder. Jongin scrunched his face when Baekyun’s drunk breathe slapped his face.
“You have to cheat on your lover. So when you are actually married, you wont’t want to experience cheating. You have to sleep with girls and boys to realize you are bisexual, gay or straight. You have to date with people who gamble, who smoke funny stuff so you will learn to stay away from them. You have to have some kinky sex so you will know if you have any kinks or interested in any of them. You have to catch some sexual disease, smoke weed, get pregnant and college stuff you know?” Then Baekhyun looked at Jongin’s groin and touched it firmly.The sudden contact made Jongin squirm and push his hand away.
“But I hope you won’t get pregnant because boy, you have some potential abs there,” Baekhyun beamed. What he thought as abs were probably Jongin’s hipbones he hoped. Jongin grabbed Baekhyun’s hands and placed them safely away from himself and grabbed the beer can away from Baekhyun.
“Enough philosophy for tonight,” He said with a smile which Baekhyun replied with a bigger smile and Jongin ended up getting Baekhyun’s number.
Near the half of his first year in the college, Jongin discovered that bad things do really come together. He injured his waist and the damage was serious. It could end Jongin’s dancing career if Jongin didn’t take care of himself. Even though he was a first year everyone was looking at him with jealousy and envy because Jongin got the lead male role in the Swan Lake with working his ass off and not only he lost his role, it also encouraged his father to appear at his doorstep and take Jongin back home any minute.
Jongin felt like everything he worked for in his entire life was coming to an end and not to mention he was not able to go to the studio to dance frustration out of himself. Jongin felt like shit and ended up needing tons of emotional support. But he didn’t need it from anyone. He just needed it coming from Kyungsoo. The man he was living with. The man he loved.
However Kyungsoo and emotions were not exactly a good combination, Jongin realized and it drove him crazy. Without sex being there to hold them together due to Jongin’s condition, they started fighting, fighting and fighting. Jongin just couldn’t understand why Kyungsoo would not want to be at his side at those hard times while Jongin gave everything to him from the beginning so Jongin started attacking every time he saw Kyungsoo and did every stupid thing to get Kyungsoo’s attention while Kyungsoo was doing everything to get away.
It took Jongin two months to realize that he was the one that loved more in that relationship and it took him a month more to accept that it made Jongin miserable and it had to end. Even though Kyungsoo wanted it so badly, he wouldn’t break up with Jongin because Jongin was still badly injured so Jongin said goodbye first and packed his stuff to go to Sehun’s house. It hurted more when Kyungsoo didn’t even tried to stop him but helped him pack his stuff.
So when Sehun made Jongin lie to his bed and went to the bathroom, Jongin escaped with all he got and ended up in a pub, trying to get drunk and vomit the broken heart out of his chest but by his second drink, his waist started hurting so bad that he couldn’t even stand and his tears of sadness mixed with tears of pain. He seriously needed a hand. He needed someone to get him out of there and take him to a hospital.
To his surprise, he called Baekhyun instead of Sehun and yet again to his surprise, Baekhyun was in the pub twenty seconds later with a coat on top of his pajamas and he was panting like he ran all the way there, which he actually did by the way. The moment Baekhyun helped Jongin to get up, Jongin seriously regretted calling Baekhyun because there was ten cms difference between them and when they stood close to eachother, Baekhyun’s head was under Jongin’s chin with his hair tickling Jongin’s neck. But when Baekhyun pulled Jongin and dragged him out, Jongin realized that underneath his high school kid look, Baekhyun was a strong, manly man.
After two shots of pain killers, the pain calmed down or the chemical smell of the hospital room was poisoning Jongin and he was dying. He would reather the second option actually because after the physical pain went away, the emotional pain striked up again two times stronger.
“I bought you apple juice!” Baekhyun opened the door like he found the cure of the cancer. Jongin’s reply was to burry his face further on his pillow.
“Aw, come on. Everybody likes apple juice. Literally everybody,” Baekhyun said pushing the cold bottle to Jongin’s cheek.
“Can you just bring me back to the pub please?” Jongin said trying to sit up but Baekhyun made him lie down when he letted out a moan in pain. “I really, really need to get drunk right now. Like seriously.”
“Man up Jongin and be happy with your apple juice,” Baekhyun said and opened the bottle before giving it to Jongin. Jongin sighed in defeat.
“Thank you for coming and taking care of me,” Jongin said while looking at the floor. He only met Baekhyun twice and this was really awkward. “I didn’t expect you to come to be honest.”
“I didn’t expect you to call me at all actually. I thought you would add me to your contacts like ‘don’ t answer’ or something,” Baekhyun laughed and Jongin couldn’t deny it because of laughing. “ I am glad if I helped thought,” Baekhyun added and carefully sat down next to Jongin.
“I was supposed to call Sehun but when i saw your name, I found myself calling you instead. But I am glad I called you actually. If I called Sehun, he would kill me,” Jongin said.
“I won’t deny that he has every right to kill you,” Baekhyun smirked.
“I don’t need Sehun to kill me. I am going to die anyways. My heart feels like it is going to destroy my whole chest,” Jongin said and then he felt Baekhyun’s warm hand on his arm.
“Well you know, Kyungsoo is the unfortunate one in this break up. Because I saw your ass when they were stabbing it with a needle, and damn dude, he lost some serious ass there. He is not going to find an ass like that ever again,” Baekhyun said and almost fell to the ground with laughter when Jongin pushed him while laughing himself and it felt so easy to feel his heart beating lightly again.
“How do you know about it anyways? I don’t remember telling you about our break up,” Jongin said. Baekhyun bit his lip.
“I kinda called Sehun to come and pick us up?” Baekhyun said with an innocent smile.
“So you want to kill me because I called you in the middle of the night?” Jongin said burying his face again.
“No Jongin,” He felt both of Baekhyun’s hands on his shoulders. “It is because I don’t have driving licence and don’t have enough money for a cap. I will protect you I promise. And I have got some good news for you.”
Jongin raised his head to eat a face full of flash light because of Baekhyun’s bright smile.
“My roommate Joonmyun is graduating this year and you can stay with Sehun until the semester is over. Then you can move in with me!” Baekhyun said like New Iron Man movie is coming out! Jongin looked at Baekhyun with a dumb face.
“Uhm… We barely know eachother?” was only thing that came out of Jongin’s mouth. Baekhyun gave Jongin an amused look.
“I am not asking you to marry me. We are just going to be roommates. I actually met Joonmyun on an internet site for college students to find roommates. Am I regretting it? Hell yeah. But you seem like the type to practice or study all the time and yell out ‘Silence!’ so you are welcome in my house. Besides, you will save me from the trouble of finding another roommate,” Baekhyun said flipping his imaginary long hair again.
It was not like Jongin had anywhere else to go. Sehun’s apartment was already small and he was sharing it with that Chinese guy named Zitao who could potentially kill someone with his eyeliner. So when the summer came, Jongin found himself moving his stuff to Baekhyun’s apartment.
At first they were so awkward like being extra gentle and kind to each other. But Jongin didn’t want to go back to his house for the vacation because of his father and Baekhyun dragged him to his grandmother’s summer house kind of forcefully in return. So when the semester began again, they were already so far away from being gentle and kind to each other. Jongin would chase Baekhyun whenever Baekhyun started practicing to his role in the ‘Singing in The Rain’ in the midnight and Baekhyun would do every kind of annoying, embarrassing joke to Jongin and pull out some immature ass pranks. Actually, Jongin secretly found it funny when Baekhyun washed all of Jongin’s white boxers with a red shirt so all of them became pink. But it didn’t stop Jongin from beating him up of course.
“Get your lazy ass up!” Baekhyun says while turning the tv off.
“What the fuck Baekhyun?” Jongin blurts out while trying to get the remote back from Baekhyun.
“Wu Yifan is giving the biggest party that this campus had ever seen and you are absolutely not going to sit here and watch Desperate Housewives while it is happening,” Baekhyun says while throwing the remote control over his shoulder to somewhere. It hits the ground with a sharp thud and Jongin’s heart aches in the inside.
“I was watching ‘How I Met Your Mother’ you bastard!” Jongin whines loudly.
“Same kind of lame.” Baekhyun says shrugging. “Now get up and put some eyeliner on. Tonight is the night man!”
“Who the fuck is Wu Jipan anyways?” Jongin is paying extra attention to highlight the fact that he doesn't give a fuck.
“Jongin, Jongin, Jongin,” Baekhyun says while sitting next to Jongin and pulling him close. “When will you learn something from your hyung?” and now he is pushing Jongin’s limits with tabbing his head.
“You don’t need to know who Wu Yifan is. All you neet to know is that he is filthy rich, there is going to be free drinks and food and all the pretty girls and boys will be there,” Baekhyun suddenly gets up and pulls Jongin up with an iron grip.
“What are you doing?” Jongin says when Baekhyun drags Jongin to his room and throws him to his bed. Jongin totally doesn’t have good feelings about being on Baekhyun’s bed because when was the last time Baekhyun washed or changed his sheets? Jongin’s smotach doesn't really feel good at the thought of this yellow sheets being white once, but that was before he got stabbed with a pen in the eye.
“What the fuck are you doing?” Jongin shouts out in pain.
“Shut up and take it like a bitch,” Baekhyun says and he looks overly amused.
“Don’t use porn lines on me please. I am already having enough nightmares about you,” Jongin says while trying to push Bakehyun away but Jongin knows that there is no use fighting with a Baekhyun with an eyeliner in his hands so he just lets Baekhyun get overly close to him and paint his eyes painfully while he eyes Baekhyun’s lips, neck and collar bones in a way that he probably shouldn’t. Jongin seriously needs to get one of those pretty girls or pretty boys tonight.
Baekhyun pulls back when he is sure that Jongin’s eyes are hurt enough and looks at Jongin with wide eyes.
“You messed up. Didn’t you?” Jongin says and gets up to look at the mirror but actually it looks good.
“No, it’s because you actually look really hot. Nothing like the sleepy dork that you are,” Baekhyun says and laughs. Jongin opens his mouth to imitate Baekhyun’s laugh but a small red light catches his eye and he sees a camera on the bookshelf looking towards Baekhyun and the bed.
“Is this thing recording?” Jongin says.
“Is it? Oh yeah it is recording! Amazing!” Baekhyun beams.
“What are you recording and if you are recording some sort of porn or something like that please act like I didn’t ask,” Jongin says. Baekhyun giggles and hits Jongin in a girly way.
“Oh, you pervert! You wish!” Baekhyun says in a girly voice and Jongin can’t help but smile at that. “Chanyeol gave it to me saying one of his engineer friends did some complicated stuff to it’s battery and now the camera can record for three days without running out of battery or something. I didn’t believe him so he gave it to me to test it. It has been recording since yesterday.”
“It is impressive but you should never ever keep something that Chanyeol gave you,” Jongin says and Baekhyun shrugs. Jongin is too tired to list one hundred reasons why everything Chanyeol gives can cause trouble. But that doesn’t mean that Jongin can’t actually list one hundred reasons about it. Jongin absolutely can.
The party was massive, just like Baekhyun said it would be. Endless amount of drinks and all. Baekhyun disappeared and came back from time to time but Jongin was already bussy getting seriously drunk with Sehun and watching Sehun as he tried to kiss Zitao and got beaten up. Then he drank some more and he was totally expecting to not to remember anything in the morning, waking up in his own barf and all.
However, he was not expecting to open his eyes on Baekhyun’s room, sleeping in Baekhyun’s bed.
Jongin looks at the other side to see Baekhyun sleeping with drool that dried on his chin. Jongin pushes himself up into a sitting position to try to think and remember what happened last night and feels a sharp pain. The kind of pain that he felt a lot when he was dating with Kyungsoo.
Jongin suddenly pulls the blanket away from them to see that he is complately naked. Just like Baekhyun is.
Baekhyun flinches when the cold hair hits his body and opens his eyes.
“Jongin?” Baekhyun says while snuggling closer and and wraping his arms around Jongin. “ What are you doing in my in my room?”
“I wanted to ask you to same question actually,” Jongin says while trying to push Baekhyun away and this is totally not normal. Jongin is seriously close to freaking out right now. Baekhyun suddenly sits up.
“Why are we fucking naked?” Baekhyun gets up from the bed with his eyes open so wide.
“Calm down,” Jongin says while getting up and it sounds like such a lie because his voice is full of panic too. “There is no way that we did, uhm, I am sure there is a funny story behind it. Do you remember anything at all?”
Baekhyun shakes his head as a no and sits down to the ground with his pretty hands grabing his hair harshly.
“I will check if is there anybody in the apartment okay?” Jongin says before rushing to leave the room. He looks at his own room, checks the living room and kitchen but it seems he and Baekhyun are the only ones in the apartment so he goes to bathroom to quickly clean himself and wear a pair of boxers with a shirt. When he goes back to the room Baekhyun is sitting on the bed with a pair of jeans on and his head between his hands.
“There isn’t anybody in the apartment. I will call Sehun. Maybe he can tell us how did we left the party and all,” Jongin says sitting next to Baekhyun carefully and dials Sehun but Baekhyun grabs his hand.
“Camera,” Baekhyun says with a quiet, broken voice. Heis still looking at somewhere in the ground with empty eyes. “Is still recording.”
Jongin looks at the camera to see the red light that is still shining bright. He takes a deep breathe before he gets up to grab it.
It takes half an hour to fast forward Baekhyun sleeping and doing funny things in front of the camera to get to the last night. Jongin stops it when he sees Baekhyun trying to carry Jongin to the bed with dragging him and starts playing the video . He can feel Baekhyun tensing next to him.
‘Is this my room?’ Jongin in the video slurs on his words and makes both of them collapse on to the bed.
‘Who cares?’ Baekhyun replies while dragging them upwards on the bed and they snuggle to each other. ‘Sleep bitch,’ Baekhyun adds and tucks his head under Jongin’s chin.
They look like they are sleeping but when Jongin looks closely, he can see the slight movement they are doing together and blood drains from his face.
‘Are we grinding?’ Jongin hiccups and opens his eyes to look at Baekhyun. ‘ To each other?’
Baekhyun doesn’t reply for what feels like forever and he looks like he has fallen asleep. Then suddenly he grabs Jongin’s neck to pull him in a sloppy kiss. ‘Yeah…’ he says when they part. Baekhyun quickly gets on top of Jongin and crashes their lips together again. Jongin wraps his arms around Baekhyun’s neck when Baekhyun starts kissing and sucking the skin on his neck and Jongin lets out a breathy moan when Baekhyun grinds down hard.
At this point Jongin just hopes that those two figures in the video keeps grinding to each other and end the night like that before things get even worse or at least he hopes that they will turn the light off. But Jongin is well aware that the light is still on at the moment. Trying to shine through the sunlight. Jongin hates that he doesn’t even have the luxry to worry about the bills.
‘Strip,’ Baekhyun’s voice through the speakers gets Jongin’s attention back on the video. ‘Now!’
When the two of them starts undressing like their life depends on it, Joingin waits for Baekhyun next to him, to tell him to turn it off or just yell out something to stop it but Baekhyun is looking at the video with eyes that are about to pop out of their sockets and sweat dripping from his chin while Jongin is pretty much in the same condition too. So instead of being logical and cutting this shit off, they watch Jongin pushing Baekhyun down on the mattress and going down on him while planting kisses all the way down.
Jongin can see that Baekhyun is grabbing the sheets so hard that his knuckles are white while he is watching Jongin giving him a blow job and Jongin is so embarrassed at how eager he looks sucking Baekhyun off . He can’t believe how fast he started deep throating Baekhyun. Jongin used to take a lot of time to relax his throat and control his gagging reflex while he was with Kyungsoo.
Baekhyun’s moans are getting louder and louder in the video while he is watching Jongin with such intense eyes that Jongin feels his cheeks getting red. Jongin just hopes that he moans out Taeyeon’s name. Jongin would give everything for that small Baekhyun on the video to moan out Taeyeon’s name.
‘Oh god, Jongin!’ Baekhyun in the video gasps and pulls Jongin up to crash their lips again. Jongin thought it was not possible for his heart to beat any faster.
Jongin’s affection for Baekhyun was never beyond ‘he is cute’ level before. Jongin used to spare glances when Baekhyun was walking around half naked, hair wet after coming out of the shower. He checked Baekhyun’s collar bones more than he should have or maybe he had some fantasies including those pretty hands but at the end of the day, Jongin wouldn’t be like ‘I think I like him’ or ‘I want to bang him’ though the pain in his ass is implying that actually Baekhyun banged him.
When he watched Baekhyun performing in the ‘Singing in The Rain’ he did have some strong affection towards him and he still remembers how his heart pounded in his chest while he was going to the backstage to congratulate Baekhyun and then his heart stopped beating when Baekhyun saw him and pulled Jongin harshly into a big thight hug. Jongin thought he was really going to fall for Baekhyun that time but then Taeyeon came with roses in her hands, looking more beautiful than ever and the kiss they shared was so intense that Jongin immediately pushed those feelings and thoughts away. It was not that hard after the celebration party when Baekhyun got drunk and vomited on Jongin while Jongin was dragging him back home.
But still, Jongin thinks even in his completely sober state, he wouldn’t have the guts to refuse Baekhyun with his hair messed up, body slick with sweat and eyeliner smudged while he was pushing Jongin to be on all fours. The worse part is their angle for the camera is perfect and he can clearly see Baekhyun slapping his ass and then grabing his ass cheeks hard to pull them apart. Jongin can hear the Baekhyun next to him swallowing loudy at the sight. The fact that Jongin can’t part his eyes from the screen is seriously embarrassing.
‘Damn,’ Baekhyun mutters and slaps Jongin again. ‘You are so beautiful,’ and both the Jongin in the video and the real Jongin blushes wildy at that. Jongin can’t stop the shivers going down his spine and is doing his best to not to pop a boner right now.
‘Lube,’ Jongin in the video mutters. Thank god his brain is somehow still working. ‘We need lube,’
Baekhyun stills and looks around with a confused face. Baekhyun probably doesn’t have lube and it is probably the first time he is gonna fuck a boy and Jongin threw away his bottle of lube a long time ago since he was still getting over Kyungsoo and was suspicious that Sehun used that bottle before. So that’s it. They have to call it a night because sober or hell drunk, Jongin will never, ever do raw sex again after that one time he did with Kyungsoo.
‘Look at my back pockets,’ Jongin in the video adds and the Jongin watching it, wants to beat himself up. Now he remembers that Sehun putted it in his back pocket at the beginning of the night with some funny eyebrow wiggling.
Baekhyun falls to the ground in his haste to grab Jongin’s jeans. Jongin lets out a laugh and Jongin seriously didn’t know that he could laugh that seductively. ‘Easy boy.’
Baekhyun climbs back in record time and takes his position back, grabing Jongin’s ass cheeks again and Jongin is totally not enjoying the sight of Baekhyun’s pretty hands garbing his ass. Nope. Jongin is not going to use it for masturbation. No, absolutely not. And Jongin doesn’t feel like passing out when he thinks that he will see those pretty fingers fuck him open.
Baekhyun eyes Jongin’s hole for what seems like forever and Jongin mutters a ‘Hurry the fuck up’ before Baekhyun rips the small packet of lube open and coats his fingers with lube. Jongin envies the Jongin in the video somehow badly.
Baekhyun pushes his finger in and Jongin can see the slow drag of it. Baekhyun next to him is watching it with his eyes wide and mouth agape. The Baekhyun in the video is no different than that. Watchin his finger disappearing in Jongin with amazement. It is totally the first time Baekhyun is doing this.
‘Add a second one,’ Jongin says it like he is purring and he can feel the whole blood rushing to his face at how he sounded and not to mention Baekhyun stiffens next to him.
Baekhyun slowly adds a second one and he is doing it so sweetly, Jongin wants to die. Moving the fingers in and out oh so slowly like he is enjoying the every second of it while making the Jongin in the video whine and The Baekhyun next to him tighten his grip on the sheets.
‘Third one,’ Comes out as a gasp from Jongin’s mouth not long after and it doesn’t take long for Jongin to turn into a moaning mess after Baekhyun adds a third finger. Listening to the sweet sounds that coming out his mouth, Jongin thinks this is the most embarrassing moment of his life.
Jongin’s arms give up and he burries his face to the sheets, muffling his sounds with his ass up in the air and Jongin finds the strength in him to stop the video but then the Baekhyun in the video makes a sound at the back of his throat implying that he liked this position very much and Jongin stills again.
‘enough,’ Jongin whines but Baekhyun doesn’t pull his fingers out but insteads keeps dragging them in and out slowly. This is the sweetest torture to watch. ‘Baekhyun, please,’ Jongin begs. Yup, the most embarrassing moment of his life.
‘Stop it, c’mon,’ Jongin moans out loudly and Baekhyun bends down to plant a kiss to Jongin’s neck.
‘Don’t want to,’ Baekhyun murmurs and Jongin can see Baekhyun’s usual playful smirk there. ‘Fingering you is so much fun.’
They are not supposed to be sweet and teasing like this. They are supposed to be fucking messily and they should finish it quickly. Jongin is not sure his heart can stand watching this so he thanks the Jongin in the video inside his mind when he pushes Baekhyun to lie down on his back and climbs on top of him.
Baekhyun is lying down on the bed in the side ways and like this the angle is perfect. Both Baekhyun’s and Jongin’s profiles are clear and Jongin can see the heavenly expression on Baekhyun’s face when Jongin sinks down on him slowly. Not to mention Jongin in the video also looks pleasured by Baekhyun’s expression.
Baekhyun trails his pretty hands up and down on Jongin’s body while Jongin is trying to get used to the tight stretch. It doesn’t take long for Jongin to start going and setting a slow peace and yet again, doesn’t take him long before he is slamming himself down on Baekhyun with a realy fast peace.
Beauty of Baekhyun’s singing, can never ever get close to his beautiful moans. Jongin knows that those sounds will keep repeating and repeating themselves in his head when he is going to sleep tonight.
‘So thight,’ Baekhyun gasps out trying to thrust upwards to meet with Jongin’s hips, doubling the pleasure and Jongin shuts his eyes and throws his head back with a loud moan. Baekhyun in the video looks at Jongin like Jongin is the most beautiful thing he had ever seen then pushes himself to sit up and kiss Jongin, muffling both of their moans.
This is just sex. This is just sex and it means nothing. There is nothing romantic about it, Jongin is trying to tell his heart but his heart doesn’t listen to him. It keeps beating and beating faster while he is watching Baekhyun sucking his Adam’s apple and then pushing him back to get on top of him. His boxers feel tight while Baekhyun is hooking Jongin’s legs on his shoulders and starts fucking him hard and fast. This new position seems to make everything even more intense and they are getting louder and louder.
A gasp leaves Jongin’s lips when he sees Baekhyun’s pretty fingers wrap around his cock and he starts pumping his hand fast with the same rhythm of his thrusts and it takes just a few seconds before Jongin moans Baekhyun’s name and comes all over his stomach. He absolutely looks wrecked with his hair messed up and damp with sweat. The eyeliner that Baekhyun did is smudged messily and his body is covered with sweat with mixed with his cum as he is trying to catch his breath. But the way Baekhyun is watching him with dark eyes that are filled with lust, makes Jongin feel like he is about to lose it.
‘I am coming,’ Baekhyun moans out not long after and Jongin immediately wraps his legs around Baekhyun’s waist shamelessly. Clearly wanting him to come inside of him and Baekhyun does it with a hard thrust. The way that he throws his head to back with his mouth open and eyes shut with true bliss, is beautiful Jongin thinks. Simply beautiful.
Baekhyun comes down from his high after few seconds and they start to look at each other while trying to catch their breathes and Jongin thinks that this is the part that they should realize what they did and freak out. But Baekhyun in the video gives Jongin a smile.
‘Waow,’ he says and Jongin in the video smiles. ‘We should have done it a long time ago,’ he adds leaning down to kiss Jongin lazily .
‘I agree,’ Jongin says when they part and wraps his arms around his neck. That is the end. No body freaks out. No body questions anything and they lazily get under the sheets. Cleaning up? Fuck it. They don’t even bother to turn the light off.
Jongin turns the camera off with shakey hands and he is afraid to look at Baekhyun.
“Baekhyun,” Jongin starts but Baekhyun immediately gets up and starts running around the room while grabbing a shirt to wear and finds a bag to stuff it with clothes.
“What are you doing?” Jongin says and stills with panic, not knowing what to do.
“I need to go,” Baekhyun blurts out while he is packing furiously and is not looking at Jongin. Jongin can’t possibly feel worse than he is feeling now.
“Look, I can go if you want. This was your apartment to begin with,” Jongin says getting up.
“I just…” Baekhyun hangs the back pack over his shoulder. “I need to go,” he says again and rushes to the door.
“Baekhyun!” Jongin says and Baekhyun stills at the door frame but doesn’t turn to look at Jongin.
“Look, this doesn’t have to mean anything,” Jongin wants to walk towards Baekhyun but he is afraid that Baekhyun will run away if he moves. “We can act like it never happened. I just don’t want this to ruin our friendship,” Jongin doesn’t want Baekhyun to go. He really, really doesn’t want Baekhyun to go.
Baekhyun stays still and doesn’t say anything for what seems like forever.
“I will call you,” he says and storms out of the apartment.
“What did you do to Baekhyun?!” Sehun slams the door of the studio open. “I bought us coffee by the way,” he adds while giving a warm cup of coffee to a Jongin who just had a heart attack.
“I am practicing, get out,” Jongin’s right eye is twitching. Jongin seriously, totally, absolutely hates getting his practice hours disturbed because Jongin has a shitty concentration and once it is gone, Jongin will fall flat on his nose during his pirouettes.
Today, it took Jongin three hours before he could finally concentrate because his mind was filled with Baekhyun. Two hours of,Where did Baekhyun go? Why isn’t he answering Jongin’s calls or texts even though three weeks passed? Is he eating? Is he sleeping? Is he with Taeyeon? Is he using his pretty fingers on Taeyeon? And one more hour to surpass the jealousy. But there goes Sehun, destroying everything.
“You don’t answer my calls or texts and never meet up with me so you deserve it,” Sehun shrugs. Jongin’s death glare seems to doesn’t effect Sehun anymore. Jongin needs to learn new things from his father.
“Why don’t you go hang out with Zitao or something?” Jongin mutters and takes a sip from his coffe. Ouch, it is hot.
“Zitao really wants to get in your pants by the way,” Sehun says like he is talking about the weather and Jongin’s chin drops. Sehun just shrugs and sits on the floor. “I thought I should warn you. Now sit down and tell me what happened between you and Baekhyun.”
“Nothing happened,” Jongin shighs in defeat and sits next to Sehun. It sounds like such a big lie because not to mention they had sex and watched it later as a video, Jongin also remembered everything after watching the video. He remembered how every single kiss and touch felt and he can’t get it out of his head.
“That is totally a lie because Baekhyun is screwed,” Sehun says and Jongin stills.
“Well, I can’t possibly know about that because he has been ignoring me for three weeks,” Jongin’s voice sounds a little bit sad but more angry than sad.
“Exactly!” Sehun says doing some wild hand gestures. “Baekhyun can stay angry only for an hour at maximum and it is seriously, really seriously hard to get him angry or hurt him. You can fuck him and he will be okay with that.”
Seems like things change when he fucks you instead, Jongin wants to say but choughs instead.
“What did you do to him? Did you banged his mother or something?” Sehun says and yet again he is like ‘Today is very sunny indeed’
“Fuck off,” Jongin punches Sehun shoulders before getting up.
“Where are you going? I am not done talking,” Sehun says while Jongin is packing his things.
“But I am,” Jongin says while hanging his backpack over his shoulder. Sehun gets up and grabs Jongin’s shoulder.
“Baekhyun is seriously not okay. He doesn’t sleep enough, he looks like he is screwed and he locked himself up. Whenever I see him he reeks of women parfume and sex and he broke up with Taeyeon,” Sehun says and Jongin feels cold shivers running down his spine. He is about to get worried and depressed but then Sehun grabs Jongin’s shirt’s collar and shakes him dramatically.
“He lost his humor Jongin! Baekhyun lost his humor oh my god he is probably dying!” Sehun is spitting on Jongin’s face and Jongin doesn’t feel sorry when he pushes Sehun hard enough to make him fall flat on his butt.
“I am not getting out of shower until I peel the skin on my face off,” Jongin says wiping his face with the back of his hand.
“I don’t care what you do,” Sehun says getting up and cupping his hurt butt. “Just sort your shit out and fix Baekhyun.”
The apartment feels so empty without Baekhyun. Jongin is actually missing all of the loud, disturbing noises Baekhyun used to made. He misses hearing Baekhyun shouting and swearing while playing League of Legends, he misses waking up to Baekhyun’s beautiful, singing voice.
On rare mornings Jongin would wake up to a smell of something burning and he would find the kitchen in a mess and Baekhyun, with flour on his cheek would say ‘I made pancakes!’ with a large grin. And then Jongin would eat those disgustingly burnt pancakes just because of Baekhyun’s cute expression and would tell him that the pancakes are okay. Even though they were absolutely not.
Some nights Jongin would have a fierce fight with his dad and would lie down on his bed for an hour to think about how much he wants to be that boy that his father wants him to be. Then he would hear a gentle, shy knock on his door exactly one hour later and Baekhyun would open the door with two cans of beer and potato chips. After finishing his beer in silence, Jongin would lie down on Baekhyun’s lap and would ask Baekhyun to sing him a song. Baekhyun would do something like rolling his eyes or a disgusted face but then he would start singing a slow song. Just when Jongin would start enjoying it, he would cut it off to push Jongin away and he would get up to start singing something funny like ‘Single Ladies’ or ‘Alejandro’ to ruin the mood. Not the mention he would dance to them like a girl in high heels and would try to dirty dance to Jongin like that until Jongin would cover his eyes with his hands to protect his mental health getting damaged at the sight.
Jongin is officially platonic. The worst part is, he probably started liking Baekhyun in that way a long time ago. He just didn’t realize it. It feels painful to think that something Jongin wanted so much freaked Baekhyun out and Baekhyun is probably so disgusted right now. Not to mention Jongin feels like dying after hearing that Baekhyun is having a hard time because of Jongin.
So Jongin takes his phone and calls Baekhyun one more time. Baekhyun doesn’t answer but this time Jongin finds himself waiting for the ring tone to leave a voice message even though he doesn’t really know what to say.
“Uhm, hey,” Jongin starts and messes his hair out of frustration because he has such a small time to say something that actually makes sense.
“I hear that, you are…Uhm, not so okay. So I just wanted to tell you that… You can just take it easy and act like it never happened. You told me before, college life is all about experiencing. So ‘man up’ and continue with your life and please answer my calls. I would be happy if you would stop changing your route at the campus to avoid me. I really want to see you,” Jongin is already cursing at himself because of getting that emotional. But it doesn’t stop him from going further.
“Come back home Baekhyun. I miss you,” and Jongin ends the call as soon as possible. His heart is beating like it wants to escape from his chest and Jongin just wants to take it back. This is going to freak Baekhyun out even more and even if he was planning to come back, he is not planning that anymore.
Jongin is walking in the corridor to his next class while he is declining Sehun’s sixth call and Sehun is not afraid the call Jongin for a seventh time immediately.
“Fuck you,” Jongin mutters to himself silently while declining the seventh call too.
“Fuck yourself!” Jongin raises his head to meet with a messed up Sehun who looks like dying while trying to catch his breathe. He must have ran all the way there to catch Jongin and ruin his life.“But first,” he says grabing Jongin’s arm to keep himself from falling. “We need to talk!”
Jongin knows that Sehun will talk about Baekhyun. Jongin left Baekhyun an embarrassing message yesterday. Jongin can’t survive another round of Sehun. Jongin doesn’t really want to hear something like ‘did you banged his mother?’ again. So Jongin does what comes to his mind first.
He screams with grace then starts running away as fast as he can.
He runs like half a mile to get to the garden and collapses under a tree while panting hard. Hopefully, Sehun probably passed away after half an hour of chasing after Jongin. Jongin is pretty fast and good at running. He is not exactly proud of what he did thought. But Jongin doesn’t give a shit. In fact, jongin doesn’t give shits anymore. Jongin stopped giving a shit a long time ago, when Baekhyun pushed the first finger inside of him.
That’s why when he sees a pair of cool shoes walking towards him, he doesn’t give a shit. He doesn’t give a shit when the cool shoes guy stops and puts a bottle of water down right in front of Jongin. Jongin seriously doesn’t give a shit, that is why he looks up to see who is that cool shoes guy is.
Jongin gives an absolute shit when he realizes it is Baekhyun.
Jongin wants to say something, anything. Even a simple ‘hi’ but he just stiffens and keeps staring at Baekhyun like the idiot that he is. But still, Baekhyun’s lips curl upwards to give him a nice smile and then he walks away. Leaving a confused Jongin staring at him.
Jongin is sitting in front of the tv, but he doesn’t even know what he is watching because he is busy thinking about Baekhyun. What did Baekhyun mean by doing that? Was that supposed to mean that they are friends again or something like no hard feelings? Does that mean they are friends again? Does it mean that Baekhyun will pick up his call if he calls him now?
Jongin is trying to geather enough courage to get up from the couch to call Baekhyun when he hears the sound of his door getting unlocked. Jongin is probably imagining it. Jongin should probably go to bed. Jongin doesn’t want look at the door to see if someone is coming to save himself from a major disappointment. But then he hears the sound of the door closing and Jongin’s heart is doing crazy things in his chest.
“Hey,” Baekhyun’s voice follows soon after and Jongin gets up from the couch to see Baekhyun smiling at him.
“You are here,” Jongin mutters more to himself but Baekhyun seems like he heard it because he beams and starts walking towards Jongin after taking his shoes and coat off. He drops his bag on the couch.
“Yes, I am,” he says and takes the remote control from Jongins hands to turn the tv off. “You look like you are not happy to see me.”
“I-I am happy. I am just… I wasn’t expecting you to come back,” and now, Jongin is losing his ability to talk. Baekhyun grabs his bag and takes out a heart shaped box and pushes it between Jongin’s hands.
“What is that?” Jongin almost drops the box but then Baekhyun grabs it. Jongin hates how his heart does funny things when their hands touch.
“I called Sehun today and he told me that you were acting like a girl in her period so I bought you chocolates,” Baekhyun says with a playful smile and Jongin wants to die because of embarrassment. But before that, he has to kill Sehun.
“Sehun also told me that you looked wrecked because of me. I am sorry. The Last thing I wanted to do was to hurt you,” Baekhyun is looking all shy and cute. Jongin can’t help but smile at that.
“It is okay. I am just glad that you are here,” Jongin says even though it kinda hurts a little bit.
“No, it is not okay,” Baekhyun says and looks at Jongin with a serious expression. Jongin stills.
“To be honest Jongin… I wasn’t as drunk as you were that night,” Baekhyun turns his gaze towards the ground and starts playing with the hem of his shirt.
“I started finding you attractive when we started living together actually... “ Baekhyun’s fringe is covering his face while he is looking at the ground like that but Jongin can see that his ears are red. “You have a good personality and you are handsome so at first I thought I really liked you as a friend but then the fact that you like boys just kept getting in my head and stuff... I thought that I was bi-curious or something like that and shrugged it off but I was wrong.”
When Baekhyun finally raises his head and tries to smile despite his face being complately red, Jongin is using all of concentration to not to grab Baekhyun’s collars and kiss him hard.
“It took me a lot of time to sort my shit out. I am so sorry for that. But I really like you,” Baekhyun looks absolutely, totally gorgeous and Jongin wants to punch himself because of not realizing it before. “ I will probably have a seriously hard time if you reject me,” Baekhyun says getting closer to Jongin shyly and he is totally testing Jongin’s limits right now.
“But I spent those three weeks missing you and I even missed the way you yell at me and all, so I have to confess now or I will probably go to hell. Not to mention I listened to that voice mail you sent like thousand times.” Baekhyun’s hands grab Jongin’s shirt lightly with a shy touch. “How can you send such a cute mail Jongin? That must be illegal,” Baekhyun’s voice is so quiet and if being cute is a crime, Byun Baekhyun has to be punished right here right now and Jongin is dying to do that.
Baekhyun lets out a surprised gasp when Jongin wraps his arms around Baekhyun’s waist to pull him closer and kisses him. It doesn’t take long for Baekhyun to take Jongin’s face between his hands and deepen the kiss. Even though Baekhyun is much smaller than Jongin and he is tip toeing to kiss Jongin, when he kisses Jongin like that, he feels really big and Jongin gladly lets Baekhyun’s tongue in his mouth. Baekhyun wastes no time to pin Jongin down to the couch.
They stop kissing when they are completely out of breathe and Baekhyun gives Jongin such a big grin that Jongin is sure he replies it with a one as big as Baekhyun’s.
“I hope you didn’t delete that video,” Baekhyun says with a playful and challenging smile. “Because I really want to watch it again,” Jongin pecks his lips.
“I didn’t delete it,” Jongin returns that challenging smile. “But I would rather recreating it instead of watching it,” Jongin says and Baekhyun smiles.
“Sounds tempting,” Baekhyun leans in for a kiss but stops in midway when Jongin gropes his ass.
“I was thinking maybe we could try it the other way around, you know?” Jongin says with his signature smirk.
“Easy boy,” Baekhyun laughs. “You need to get me seriously drunk for that to happen,”
“It’s okay,” Jongin wraps his arms around Baekhyun’s neck with a smile. “I think we will have tons of other nights to try it,” Jongin’s voice sounds a little hesitant but Baekhyun makes sure to kiss it away.
“You can make sure of it. By the way…” Baekhyun starts and his eyes drifts to the hem of Jongin’s shirt while one of his pretty hands pushes it further to reveal Jongin’s faint abs. Baekhyun’s cold fingers are lightly tracing Jongin’s abs and the gentle touch sends shivers down Jongin’s spine.
“My phone is fully charged and it has a really god camera,” Baekhyun says and pinches Jongin lightly when Jongin rolls his eyes. “I am just saying though.” It is not like Jongin can say no anyways, when Baekhyun is kissing him like that.