[FIC]: Teenage Dream (the way you turn me on) (1/2)

[jazzyou]

Rating: R
Pairing: Sehun/kai
lenght: 7500w, two shots
Summary: Jongin is in love with his bestfriend Sehun and is knee deep in this poop. Zitao is just Zitao.
Genre: Comedy, fluff
Warnings: Mentions of sex, bad language,Author's note: I am not a native speaker. This story is a cock block i guess. Please have fun~

Jongin always had this big family with him. It was always that four plus one because heart is a shitty thing. -Jongin's is even shittier- It starts the fligth from high but always lands on poop. Preferably cow poop because something small like dog poop won't do. Yeah cow poop probably is the best thing to describe the combination of Kim Joonmyun, Byun Baekhyun, Park Chanyeol and Do Kyungsoo.

And then, there is this plus one. And that plus one is deffinately not cow poop or any onther poop. That plus one is the most important thing in Jongin's life and his name is Oh Sehun.  But -There is always 'but's in Jongin's life- Oh Sehun is supposed to be Jongin's best friend in that group of best friends and Jongin might be a little bit... Just a little bit... Crazy in love with Oh Sehun.  And this whole situation is poop anyways so there is always 'but's and 'poop's in Jongin's life. But this poop is even bigger than cow poop and Jongin is still looking for that mysterious animal.

"Which animal has the biggest poop?" Jongin says cheek squashed to Sehun's hunched back.  It is a hot summer day, high school is about to finish and they are having their final exams. So here they are in Sehun's room. Sitting on the carpet, books and notes everywhere and Jongin does everything instead of studying while Sehun is being the perfect,  responsible son  that he is and studying silently. Jongin doesn't understand how Sehun does it. Because the weather is hot, sun is bright outside and it is one of those days that even makes opening the computer to play League of Legends a big effort.

"Don't know..." Sehun murmurs while chewing on his pen and then keeps taking notes and it is so ovbious that he pays zero attention to Jongin because he doesn't even seem to realize how awkward and stupid the question was. But when Jongin wants attention, he will get it.

"But you know everything," Jongin says leaning harder on Sehun's back which almost makes the other  collapse on his notes. Sehun straightens and turns around to face Jongin and his cheeks are red with anger and frustration and it is funny because Sehun is so pale it is so easy to get him red. Sometimes Jongin pokes Sehun's cheek  or neck or between his collarbones to leave red spost to stay for  half an hour and Sehun gets so mad that he gets more and more red untill the red spot Jongin made is not visible.

"I allowed you to come just because you said you were going to be quiet  and study. I knew the studying part was a lie but i really wanted to believe to the being quiet part Jongin," Sehun says and it is so cute how his blank, straight face changes a little and Jongin knows how hard it is to show expressions for Sehun so he appreciates it but Jongin needs more attention.

"Okay then, i will leave. Study hard," Jongin says while getting up and messing Sehun's hair. He was just about to reach to the door knob when Sehun clinged to his leg.

"Stop being childish and come back here," Sehun says while trying to pull Jongin back to the floor. Please just spare a second to think... How cute is this??

"Childish? You are the one who is clinging to my leg," Jongin is just trying to not to grin too wide.

When Jongin first met Sehun, he hated him so badly. Apparently, Sehun is a distant relate of Joonmyun's. He is Joonmyun's mother's uncle's cousin's nephew's son? -Jongin is sure that the actual thing is longer-  but Joonmyun says cousin so cousin it is.  So when Sehun's family moves to Seoul the first thing Joonmyun does is to call a group meeting.

Jongin was in third grade back then and he went to their usual place as fast as he could because Joonmyun said he had a 'suprise' for them. Jongin thought the suprise was a puppy so he was getting bullied by Chanyeol for being a 'stupid baby' while Baekhyun was using his shitty, heavy Nokia phone to record it and apperantly that phone was a new model back then and Jongin feels old.
To have a quick view of the group, The BaekYeol couple is the ultimate bullies to everyone. It doesn't matter if you are shorter than them or taller than them, prettier than them or uglier than them, it is like, you could be Adriana Lima and they would find something to make fun of you while trying to flirt with you. It is just in their nature. Roses are red, violets are blue and BaekYeol is evil. The other thing is there can be no Baekhyun separated from Chanyeol and there can be no Chanyeol separated from Baekhyun.  BaekYeol is just Baekyeol.

Kyungsoo is silent and cool. He sees no evil,  hears no evil,  speaks no evil. In fact, he doesn't speak at all. Only when it is necessary and Jongin doesn't know what counts as necessary to Kyungsoo because one time Jongin stepped on dog poop and Kyungsoo saw that coming but he said nothing. - He sure did enjoy it- But one time Chanyeol said that Kyungsoo is prettier than Yoona and she was the most beautiful girl in their school. Kyungsoo twisted Chanyeol's wrist and Chanyeol's deep manly voice cracked so bad, so Jongin likes Kyungsoo.

Lastly Joonmyun... Oh so sweet Joonmyun. Always tries  his best to take care of everyone but is always left with an empty wallet and can never get into group hugs though he is ambitious and still tries everytime they do a group hug. It is not Joonmyun's fault that he was born with a creepy uncle smile and with boring advices. Joonmyun is a good guy unless you give him a secret. If you want to make him scream something out loud you should just add 'don't tell anybody' and it will do.

Back to the subject, Jongin was just trying to get his hat back from Chanyeol the Giant -the hat had Michael Jackson on it- and Kyungsoo was being Kyungsoo watching it with big doe eyes while Baekhyun was laughing so hard Jongin thought he could have a serious case of labored breathing. But Baekhyun  ended up being the shortest in the group and Jongin ended up being the second tallest so waddupp??

"Hey guys!" Joonmyun's cheesy voice made them turn around to see what the suprise is.
The suprise was a tall, skinny, pale boy who had a blank face and he looked like I don't do faces because, bitch i am cool. Jongin decided that he wanted to be like those cool guys in the movies that says...

"I hate suprises" Jongin murmurred to himself while everybody was bussy welcoming the cool kid to the family. But Jongin likes suprises, he actually loves suprises. He just didn't know it back then.
Jongin had levels in his hatred towards Sehun. First one was called Jealousy.

It turned out that Sehun was actually at the same age with Jongin, even younger actually and the thing was, Jongin was the maknae. No one could be younger than him. Just no one!  Of course he hated it, of course he wanted to hear someone call him hyung but being the maknae of the group belonged to him. And Sehun was so shitty that he was not even young enough to call Jongin 'hyung' so Jongin just... Kinda... Wanted to kill him.

Second level was disappointment. Since Jongin was not the only maknae after Sehun came, he kinda thought they would suffer the bullying and baby treatment together but ohhh boyy. Sehun was no way close to being in the same miserable situtation as Jongin. Sehun immediately became the visual of the group with his perfect smooth face - still blank and long though- and amazing shoulders and x line. Of course Jongin had an x line and he had more muscles than Sehun but teenage years hitted him like a train and one day he looked in the mirror and there wasn't any spot on his face without an acne. And he had this naturally god given dork face wich always showed up when he laughed hard and forgot to conceal it and was a must of his every high school photo.

Sehun was not only handsome though. He was smart. Like really, really smart.  He had this gentleman look with always clean and fit clothes and styled hair together with his amazing grades and strict loyalty to his responsibilities. It could make him a boring kid and Jongin would be really happy but -did jongin mention that there is always 'but's in his life- Sehun also had this amazing sense of humour and Jongin had to admit that he was fun to be with. Only imperfection he had was his lisp and  all of their girls in the class were melting over it so it doesn't count. And he was a professional when it came to BaekYeol . He just knew how to avoid every prank and joke. He made Baekhyun cry and Jongin burn with more jealousy because making Baekhyun cry was Jongin's ultimate dream so he was just about to swing to the third level called hate, but then poop happened.

Jongin was in the seventh grade back then. He was  in their neighboor hood. Sehun was not only Jongin's classmate but neighboor at the same time. Jongin was asking himself what did he do to make the god hate him so much.

They were sitting on the grass in a nearby park while eating cheetos and drinking coke and Joonmyun was trying to warn them about how unhealty it is and how it can cause acne with his empty wallet in his hands. Jongin just took a sip from his coke and then he felt it.  He felt it coming.  Jongin sneezed so hard he had a coke explosion covering his clothes and also, his voice went so high he was sure he beated Michael Jackson which meant even Joonmyun was laughing hard.

His life was over. They were never going to let him live it down. And the worst part was his eternal rival Sehun -Jongin was the only one competing by himself actually. Sehun had no idea that it was going on-  was sitting next to him and he was probably laughing too but wait a second... Was Sehun able to laugh? Jongin just couldn't fight down the urge to turn his head and look.

Nope Sehun was not laughing. Instead he was furiously looking at his pockets and what was wrong with him? Jongin's pride was lying on the ground and he wasn't even paying attention. Somehow it felt kind of dissapointing.  Then Sehun raised his head. Sunlight was hitting his face cheesily and he was so close  to Jongin, he just understood why everyone was so into Sehun because Sehun was really, really handsome. Jongin knew it before but he wasn't affected by it but now he was feeling his blood going up to his face and it was just wrong.

Sehun held his hand towards him and it turns out he was looking for a tissue. To give to Jongin. It was nice. It was really kind. He was not laughing. And all of this was just... Wrong! Then Sehun smiled.

"Bless you."

Jongin was being mean to Sehun, at least he was trying to be. But suprisingly Sehun ignored all of it and was very friendly with Jongin. Even when the others were not listening to Jongin, Sehun was always paying attention. And Sehun was all about awkward skinship. Throwing his arm over shoulders, going around with back hugging people, leaning onto shoulders, lying on laps and even more suprisingly he was doing those more to Jongin and less to the others. Soon Jongin started to forget why he was supposed to hate Sehun. Sehun felt nice.

Jongin used to feel alone in his  little family. They were all so close and no matter what, they cared for each other but there is something called sync. Baekhyun and Chanyeol were always together. They were like those funny cartoon characters and Jongin can remember the time when they were in 4th grade and they were trying to complate each others sentences.  They were actually putting a lot of effort into it with passion. Jongin just gags whenever he remembers those days.

There was something about Kyungsoo and Suho too. Kyungsoo was more open to Suho and Suho was more like a normal kid next to Kyungsoo. They awkwardly helped eachother and they didn't even had to have a conversation -no one can have a conversation with Kyungsoo. You can just hear few sentences and that is all you can get. No body deserves Kyungsoo's attention- they were enough just sitting next to each other. And Jongin always watched from afar always feeling that he was not  quite understood.
Then Sehun came and Jongin started to feel that he was not that alone anymore.

Jongin's Jealousy left it's place to being annoyed. Then being annoyed left it's place to liking. Just when Jongin thought things stopped getting 'poopier' Another big incident happened.

Jongin was a dancer and everyone knew he liked to dance. When he was in the first grade, he bandaged his fingers like Michael Jackson and learned how to do Moonwalk by himself even though he almost broke his ankle during the process. He was a natural when it came to dance. It was obvious to everyone that Jongin was so talented.

The thig was... Not everybody knew Jongin also liked ballet.
He was still in seventh grade when the incident happened. Jongin took ballet since he was in the third grade but never told anyone because it would ruin his image. Jongin was the cool street dancer. Even BaekYeol would shut up when it came to Jongin's dancing and it made Jongin a little bit popular among the girls. -Then he would start to talk and ruin all of it. Jongin was not the one to talk. He was to shut up and dance-

It was a regular day in the ballet class. Jongin was stretching while talking to Yixing, the weirdo of the class, because Zitao was busy taking selcas infront of the mirror like a gaylord. Then the teacher came in with a lot of kids at their age and Jongin rolled his eyes so hard it hurted. The monthly  famous S.M Academy tour again.

"Here is the dance studio of the S.M Academy. We teach every kind of dance to our students here. We have classes for Latin dance, Jazz dance, hip-hop and right now it is the ballet class. We will move to the instrument classes next but let's watch a performance from our students, shall we?" The teacher said with a practised ease.

"Jongin here is a very special student. Come on Jongin show us a little performance." Teacher said smilingly and if Jongin knew Song Qian, the teacher, he was sure if he refused she would beat him up with a baseball bat. Song Qian was obsessed with Jongin. If she could, she would put him in his purse and take him to everywhere she went and take him out in front of everyone and would make him dance. Then she would shout out He is my masterpiece! I created this monster! Yeah baby let out the beast! Woot Woot~

Jongin didn't mind it at all. He wasn't going to see those kids a lot anyways so he just moved to the middle and took his position. He started to do what he he thought was impressive like arabesque or grand jeté. When Jongin danced he was not nervous because it was calming his mind and making him more confident. He never cared about the people watching him. He would only think about himself and his dance.

He finished his little show with pirouettes.  Everyone started clapping, some of them were probably making fun of a boy dancing ballet but then Jongin spotted a familiar face at the corner of the room. Ohh poop....

What was Sehun doing there? With his mouth was agape and his eyes were big. He was actually making a face and that showed the importance of the situtation. Then they just left the room the way they came and left a panicked Jongin behind. Jongin became paler than Michael Jackson.
Jongin doesn't really remember how the dance class went after that. He was bussy thinking if he had enough money for a plastic surgery to change his face. Then he could also change his name too and move to an another city. Yeah that was logical. That could work. That was not a stupid idea. Not at all.

While Jongin was walking to the bus stop he was thinking what could be worse than that? By tomorrow everybody was going to hear it. Jongin's school life was going to change, Chanyeol and Baekhyun was going to enjoy it so much they were going to die because of overwhelming pleasure but on top of it Sehun was the one who saw it. Jongin would really prefer the whole school and BaekYeol seeing it insted of Sehun seeing it. Because Sehun and Jongin just started become close and Jongin was actually feeling like he had a cool friend now instead of the other four jerks.
Jongin suddenly felt a hand grabbing his shoulder and jumped in suprise. Getting out of his professional escaping plans and stepping into the real world and the person who touched him was no one else but  Oh Sehun.

"Dude, you alright?" Sehun said looking at Jongin with concern because Jongin kinda heard his own scream being  really smiliar to a woman who was cought  naked and his posture was pretty smiliar to that situation too.

"Hey, uh what are you doing here?" Jongin said. keep calm boy. Keep calm and ballet on.
"I was waiting in front of the door for you so we could go back together but you kinda ignored me," Sehun looked at the ground and that meant that Sehun was nervous. Oh Sehun was nervous and it is never a good sign.

"Were you?" Jongin lauged awkwardly. "Sorry, i uhm, i was tired so..." Gulp Jongin forgot how to talk.

"You must be. What you did there looked hard," Sehun was looking at him and there was a faint smile and Jongin panicked because one, it can be sarcasm or an insulting smiling stuff that Sehun does all the time and two, Just how beautiful was that?

"I don't... Want to defend myself right now," words came out of Jongin's mouth before he knew and waow, he didn't wanted to start the talk that seriously. He was planing some please, please, please don't tell anyone! I will give you my new nintendo DS and everything just don't tell anyone! kind of stuff to came out from his mouth first.

Sehun's expression changed from shy, faint smile to an angry deadpan face and he took a step closer. Jongin became even whiter than Michael Jackson and Orochimaru combined.

"Oh really? I am here trying to comfort you and not to be angry about you keeping secrets and you say that you don't want to defend yourself? Who gave you the right to defend yourself asshole?" Sehun looked so angry and frustrated and oh god Jongin never saw Sehun loose control like that before. But then suddenly Sehun's mood changed again and he was clenching his fists and looking at the floor.

"Best friends don't keep secrets," he said so quietly Jongin was not sure if he heard him or not. But suddenly he felt his body shiver and his heart skipping a beat. Was Oh Sehun blushing? So many new reactions for a day.

Jongin wanted to say 'are we best friends?' but he knew Sehun was already pushing his limits to express himself so he settled for and explanition.

"I thought... You guys would make fun of me so..." Jongin said and he was afraid to look at Sehun's eyes because that situtation was just so awkward. But suddenly Sehun  raised his fist and Jongin jumped back with fear while Sehun's slender fingers firmly grabbed Jongin's collar.

"When did i make fun of you, you dumb shit?" Sehun literally growled and when Jongin gave it a thought, everyone in the group, even Kyungsoo made fun of Jonging before. They all do. Jongin remembers drawing a dick on Chanyeol's face -balls were drawn on his mouth- but Jongin doesn't remember Sehun doing even the smallest joke or prank to Jongin. Sehun who bitch slapped Baekhyun  and who embarrassedJoonmyun till Joonmyun went dushi dushi and maked impressions of Kyungsoo and Chanyeol, had never ever did anything to Jongin. -Besides confusing him with his pretty smiles and kindness of course-

"Do you know how hard it is?" Sehun continued taking Jongin out of his thoughts. "You are like a 7/24 'make fun of me material' and i always do everything to protect you from others because i know you have a shitty self confidence and this is what i get in return? Do you want to die Kim Jongin?" all Jongin knows is that he knows nothing but Sehun's capability to kill.

"I-i am sorry," Jongin raised his hands in defeat. Sehun letted go of Jongin's collar with a sigh.

"I thought you were comfortable with me... You know... More than you are with others," Sehun was so red and was looking at the floor with a heart broken face Jongin wanted to kill himself.

"Of course i am! Sehun we are best friends!" There you have Jongin not just friend zoning himself but best friend zoning himself. But it worked somehow because Sehun raised his head with eyes bigger than usual.

"I would prefer everyone else learning about it but you to be honest," Jongin started and Sehun's eyes got so big Jongin was afraid that they were gonna pop out.

"Because i am not so proud of liking ballet and i can bear everybody finding out that i am lame but i can't bear it if you do. Because i really care about what you think about me," and that was the cheesiest thing Jongin had ever said and also the scarriest thing Jongin just wanted to take it back. He wanted to replace it with a "you didn't seem like you would like ballet" or " i was just embarressed" he just wanted something that didn't shout out " i think i am gay"

Sehun was silent for a minute, his eyes were still wide. Then he turned his back to Jongin like he was thinking about what to say. And Jongin was just sure that he creeped Sehun out.
"I think you looked cool," Sehun's  voice  was seriously low. The shiver hitted Jongin hard and he was afraid that  Sehun was gonna  hear his heart beat.

Jongin was 16 when he jerked of to the  thoughts of Sehun. Scary part was it was not even dirty. It was just Sehun, wrapping his slim fingers around Jongin's dick and kissing Jongin's neck. While he murmured cheesy stuff like i had always wanted you, you are mine, and before he knew, he kinda got there embarrassingly way too early.

Jongin was also 16 when he told Sehun that he liked boys as much as he liked girls, maybe even more. But it was just a big lie. Because Jongin didn't like girls. Jongin didn't like boys eighter. Jongin just liked Sehun.

"Oh... okay," was Sehun's only reply. He didn't comment. He didn't ask when it started. He didn't ask if Jongin was seeing someone or if he was interested in someone. He just went to visit his grandma in Jeju with his family and then he came back and everything was just so normal. Like Jongin didn't said anything at all. And Jongin cried for months, secretly.

Jongin kinda wanted to use it as his confession. He knew he didn't have to come out to Sehun. He wasn't even interested in balls or dicks or dudes. He was just interested in Sehun and some stupid part of his brain thought maybe Sehun felt the same too. So when Jongin said 'i think i like boys,' he thought Sehun would reply 'i think i like boys too,'  and they would end up confessing each other? Seriously Jongin was the dumbes shit that ever lived. The worst poop ever.

High school ended so  fast. Jongin was not sure. He didn't know if he should be happy since high school is over or if he should just bent down on his knees infront of the toilet and barf his stomache out because of getting ready to prom.

"Do you plan to come out?" Jongin hears Sehun's voice behind the door. Of course they are going together and of course Sehun has a date who is not Jongin and of course they are gonna pick her up together like Sehun and Jongin are connected by their tails. That is how life works for them.

"I am not coming out and in fact, i won't go to prom. Fuck off," Jongin shouts out loud and burries his face to his knees to keep his fatal position because Jongin has a drama queen attidute to protect.

"Stop being a drama queen. You act like a girl," Sehun says and opens the door. He looks... Hot. Like seriously hot. Suite slim and fit, flattering his V shape and long lean legs.  And Jongin just hates it when Sehun pushes his hair back because it brings out his intense eyes and sharp jawline and he looks so awesome and sexy Jongin just wants to die more.

"I swear, i fucking locked that door," Jongin says with his eyes open wide.

"No, it's just you being a drama queen that you are  and getting us late," Sehun says

"I told you! Go away. You don't need me to take you everywhere. You have a date anyways," Jongin says burrying his face further.

"Jongin, is this about me having a date and you going alone?" Sehun says with a smirk in his voice as he crouches down next to Jongin and Jongin just wants to die. Of course Jongin is jealous. But not that kind of jealousy. Jongin is not jealous because Sehun has a girl. Jongin is jealous of that girl because she has Sehun. All Jongin had ever wanted was Sehun.

"Fuck off," Jongin says pushing Sehun. Sehun falls back onto his skinny -kinda awesome- butt with a laugh.

"Your time will come pretty boy," Sehun says patting Jongin's hair  and Jongin pushes his hand away.

"Not that you made any effort to have a date," Sehun says.

"It is because i am not interested in anyone,"  Jongin says and he is afraid that his nose will grow up and poke Sehun in the eye.

"You don't have to like anybody to have a date for the prom. It is just a prom. All you have to do is pick someone to go with you," Sehun says and Jongin immediately rises his head up.

"So you don't like Jinri at all?" and Jongin hates the way his voice sounds way too hopeful. Sehun looks at the ceiling making this voice at the back of his thorat that is implying he is thinking but Jongin swears Sehun does it on purpose to turn Jongin on.

"She is beautiful and good. But i don't get that feeling from her? I don't know. She is nice though," Sehun says. Jongin kinda feels better and finds strenght to get up and walk infront of the mirror. Spraying his hair and messing it because bed hair is Jongin's strong point.

"Oh so you are okey with going now?" Sehun says getting up and walking next to him.

"You need someone to make sure you won't mess up," Jongin says with his signature smirk that he uses while dancing. Sehun smiles at that.

"Look who is talking," Sehun says and damn his reflection in the mirror might kill Jongin.

"Actually i was looking forward to your date," Sehun's  eyes are  not looking at Jongin.

"Why is that?" Jongin says not moving his eyes away from Sehun's escaping ones.

"I thought maybe you would bring a boy with you and you know... I would get to know your style?" Sehun says finally looking at Jongin.

"My style?" Jongin says turning to Sehun. Sehun starts making some awkward hand gestures.

"You know... Like if you liked girly, pretty fragile boys who would go 'oppaa' for you or  tough guys who would hold you tight," Sehun says hugging himself and laughing as Jongin punches his shoulder.

"Did you read yaoi manga or something?" Jongin says hitting his shoulders a few times more.

"Of course i dİd! I am trying to be a good friend and learn about it to support you," Sehun says it  while laughing because he doesn't know how much this affects Jongin.  Jongin sighs.

"Do you wanna know my type?" Jongin says looking directly at Sehun's eyes with a serious expression. Sehun stops laughing and looks at Jongin.

"Just look in the mirror," Jongin says and then it hits him when he sees Sehun's eyes widen. Sehun just stares at the mirror to Jongin's reflection and looking at his own reflection. This can  be  a chance for Jongin to confess.  Sehun can understand it and he looks like he is about to figure it out when he opens his mouth to ask something but Jongin quickly cuts it off.

"Isn't he just perfect?" Jongin says looking at his reflection and hugging himself  while Sehun's face relaxes.

"You are such an arrogant asshole you know?" Sehun says punching Jongin's shoulder.
"It is called Baekhyun swag baby,"

Prom is indeed horrible. Horrible, horrible, horrible! The room is so hot, the colours in the lighting makes Jongin want to throw up and he is way too sweaty and tired because of dancing. Jongin kinda thought if he just danced with girls he could forget about Sehun having pretty much good time with Jinri. He danced like what? Two hours? Jongin is about to die but still his mind is full of stress and jealousy and Jongin thinks he is not bisexual anymore because he hates all of the pretty girls in the room even when they are trying to hit on Jongin or dance with him. Because pretty girls just reminds him of Jinri and of course after thinking about her he has to look at them to check what they are doing just to torture himself.

Okay, Jongin was expecting Jinri's giggle and Sehun's laugh while they were standing seriously close to each other, flirting cheesily and sharing little kisses but he was totally not ready to see them furiously making out in the corner with Jinri pinned to the wall behind her and Sehun complately eating her out. Jongin needs to get out. He needs to go away so he literally runs to the door to get into the garden of the hotel.

Jongin was choking on his tears and furiously looking for his phone to call his noona to come and get him -because he is a baby just like that- then he feels hand grabbing his shoulder. He instantly jumps back with a yelp, dropping his phone. And he was totally not expecting to see Zitao.

"Jongin, what the heck?" Zitao looks more scared than Jongin is because Jongin just letted out a girly yelp and even the smallest sound can scare Zitao.

"Sorry, i was suprised," Jongin says while crouching down to get his phone.

"What happened? Were you crying?" Zitao says and waow for the first time in his life, Zitao looks concerned.

"No, i wasn't," Jongin is way too worn out to explain stuff to Zitao. Jongin just wants to go away. "What are you doing here anyways? You graduated last year didn't you?" Jongin says and then he realizes that he haven't seen Zitao for one year and they were close to each other at the dance academy. Zitao was a good dancer and Jongin always respected to that and he was really motivated by the fact that he got into the K-Arts and Jongin always wanted to go there because it was the best university in korea when it came to arts and The university that Sehun wanted to go to was close to K-Arts so they could be flatmates but Jongin doesn't want to think about it right now.

Actualy everything is planned out since Baekhyun and Chanyeol  is going to K-Arts too and Joonmyun and Kyungsoo is going to the university that Sehun wants to go. When Jongin and Sehun gradduates they are going to move in with reather BaekYeol or JoonSoo...? Okay Jongin should work on finding names. But they can't live with four people in a flat so they are gonna wreck one of those couples. It is going to be hard since no body wants to live with BaekYeol and BaekYeol is pretty clear about not wanting to be separated but Sehun and Jongin are determined so they will make it work but yeah... Jongin doesn't really want to think about it now. He is not that excited. Not at all. He is reather angry. Yes angry.

"My uncle owns this hotel," Zitao says shrugging. Jongin's jaw drops.

"What? Really? This hotel is so fancy!" Zitao chuckles.

"You should see the one back in China," replies effortlessly.

"Explains the Gucci stuff." Jongin mumbles to himself.

And Jongin suddenly feels better while they sit together in the garden. Talking about their lives, making fun of eachother and then Zitao asks about Sehun and Jongin's mood drops.

"Did i said something wrong?" Zitao says. Jongin just stops there and doesn't answer. Then he raises his head up.

"Can you get us drinks?" Jongin says with a smirk. Zitao smiles playfully.
"Hmm... What kind of drinks?"

"The ones that will get me talking," Jongin says and Zitao is giving him an O.K. sing before going and returning with a bottle of votka and Jongin is so gonna regret it but he doesn't give a shit about it especially when he thinks about what is happening inside of the ball room. So he starts drinking and drinking and he drinks enough to spill out that he is 'bisexual'

Zitao doesn't make a comment about it but somehow the whole conversation totally changes its route. Zitao is making comments about how Jongin was attractive last year but he became even handsome after one year. Then it goes even further and Zitao starts saying stuff like 'you make me want to kiss you' and Jongin is soo drunk or shit-headed to take it seriously so he laughs and it hits him when Zitao holds his hand and looks into his eyes.

"Jongin, wanna go out with me?" Zitao says. At first Jongin laughs when he stops and looks at Zitao, Zitao is still looking at him with a serious look so Jongin tries to laugh for another round to see if it will change anything but Zitao remains serious.

"Oh shit, you are serious!" Jongin says retreating his hand and Zitao gives him a bright smile.

"You are bisexual?" Jongin blurts out. Zitao looks at Jongin like he is the most stupid person ever.

"Jongin, i am gay," and Jongin is having the shock of his life. Zitao? Gay? Jongin always thought Zitao was seriously popular among girls because he would spent hours doing his hair after every dance class like a gaylord. He would always dress neatly and put gucci stuff here and there like a gaylord. Jongin doesn't remember seeing Zitao bare faced unless he is dying or being a drama queen like the gaylord that he is.  He would always take selfies staring intensely at the camera like he was the most handsome diva that ever lived and he was just such a gaylord that... Wait... That made sense.

"You are gay..." Jongin's mouth is agape.  Zitao rolls his eyes.

"Yes, Sherlock. Will you give me an answer now?" Zitao says.

Jongin opens his mouth to reject Zitao but then he stops. Jongin dated with girls before for a while he was still denying that he didn't felt anything for Sehun. But he never dated with a guy before. He was complately curious. How it would feel holding hands with a guy or kiss a guy? How would it  feel both being dominant and dominated? And also Jongin can't deny that he wants to try sex with a guy. Not now because Jongin is a little baby but maybe later it can happen. And compared to dating with a girl, dating with Zitao would be closer to dating Sehun and it would be a lot easier to imagine Zitao as... Okay that is the reason why Jongin can't say yes to that offer.

He feels nothing more than friendship towards Zitao. Okay Zitao has a nice body. Zitao actually has an amazing body now that Jongin pays attention to it. But still Jongin has feelings for Sehun so this thing can never work. It is impossible for it to end peacefully.

"Jongin i am not asking you to marry me," Zitao says rolling his eyes and gets Jongin out of his thoughts. "It is not so much of a big commitment. Just dating you know?"

"But... I had never dated with a guy before," Jongin blurts out.

"Then here you go, a chance for you! You can exprience new things and i gurantee you, you will like it," Zitao says with a blink and Jongin's head is screaming no. The funny thing is, Jongin's heart is screaming no too. But in the other hand...

Jongin has been single since the 8th grade.
Jongin wants to learn how it feels to be with a guy.
Sehun doesn't like Jongin.
Sehun  is making out with Jinri.
Jongin has nothing to lose.

"Bitch, im doing this," Jongin says while Zitao's face brightens up. "Give me your phone number."

"Anything you want baby," Zitao says with a wink and Jongin just wants to do a face palm.

Jongin gets Zitao's number and rings him so Zitao can save his and discovers that Zitao's ring tone is Katy Perry's 'Teenage Dream' and Jongin wants to break his own  nose with a deliciously hard face palm so instead he grabs Zitao's collar and crashes his lips with Zitao's.

It takes a good five seconds for Zitao to realize what is going on and kiss back. Then it takes three seconds more for Zitao to decide where to put his hands and Jongin feels like he is the more exprienced homo here.

Kissing Zitao feels good. A lot better than kissing shy, delicate girls. Jongin likes the way Zitao holds him tight and kisses hard in a dominating way. Jongin feels a little bit hesitant when Zitao gets up and sits on Jongin's lap but it slips away when he raises Jongin's head while grabbing his face and kissing him hard. Then Zitao moves to his ear then jawline and Jongin's head falls back with a sigh because waow... That feels good. He was about to have a boner like the teenager that he is when he hears Sehun's voice and yelps.

"Jongin!" Sehun looks both suprised and angry in a scary way. Like he is about to come and beat Jongin off and the way Sehun is looking at Zitao tells him that he will beat Jongin up after he kills Zitao. Sehun and Zitao does not actually know each other. They had met like three of four times and for some reason Sehun complately hates Zitao. Jongin remembers Sehun saying something like 'I don't like this guy and i recommend you to stay away from him' like a mom after whenever he saw Zitao.

"Hi, uhm... What's up?" Jongin says hesitantly. He doesn't quite know why Sehun is angry but Jongin is totally sure he didn't do anything wrong while looking at the way Sehun's hair is messed up, pink lipstick staining his neck and face.

"What the fuck Jongin? I have been looking for you everywhere! Why didn't you tell me before you left? This is supposed to be our prom and you ditch me? And i... I..." Sehun tries for few times then looses his control and stops trying to avoid Ziato.

"For god's sake will you get off of his fucking lap? I can't concantrate on talking while you two are in this position!" Sehun snaps and Jongin would laugh at that if he wasn't so scared right now. But Zitao doesn't seem scared when he clenches his fists and gets up with a glare.

"What the heck is your problem? Can't you see we are bussy? You seem like you were having fun anyways," Zitao says gesturing  towards the pink lipstick that can be seen everywhere on Sehun and Jongin feels like saying 'Yeah boy! Tell him'  Sehun sighs.

"This is between me and Jongin," Sehun says it like he is on his limit and that is not good.

"Well this thing that you two have is bothering me so it is also my thing too," Zitao says and Jongin grabs Zitao's arm because Zitao is on his limit too and despite the fact he is delicate and Sehun has the capability to broke Zitao's neck, Zitao knows that martial arts stuff wich doesn't have a cool name like 'kung fu' or 'karate' and something lame that no body knows.

"I know wushu" oh, there you go. Sehun rolls his eyes and it is a signal for  Jongin that if Zitao wants to live, he has to go now.

"I am so sorry. I will call you later okay? Please just leave this to me," Jongin says with a peck to Zitao's cheek and Zitao leaves mumbling a 'call me' after standing there and acting mighty for a minute.

"With Zitao? Really? What the fuck is he even doing here?" Sehun says and waow he looks out of control but Jongin is about to loose it too.

"Excuse me? Did i do something wrong? Was i supposed to be the third wheel that i am and watch you and Jinri make out furiously?" Jongin says and gosh, seeing Sehun taken aback feels good. "Oh wait, i did that for like two hours and you showed me a lot of attention. Thanks!"

"You looked like you were having fun! You know dancing around with people. So i didn't wanted to bother you," Sehun's voice sounds confused.

"Sehun i was dancing because i didn't want to bother you and your girlfriend. You two are supposed to be together. You are her date, not mine," Jongin says.

"Well, that was not what you were saying when we were talking about hanging together at the party," Sehun looks calmed down.

"Then i am not the only one broking our promise aren't i? Actually you broke it first," Jongin snaps. Sehun stops a little. and looks at the ground.

"It is not the same thing..." Sehun's voice is so quite Jongin almost missed it. "Whatever, can we just stop being childish and try to enjoy this fucking prom?"

"No, i don't want to," Jongin says with a glare and Sehun looks at Jongin with wide eyes and a little bid of sadness.

"Okay... Then let's go home," Sehun says and starts to walk away but Jongin easily catches up and clings to his arm.

"Yours or mine? If you ask me, i want to go to yours because i am kind of drunk and mom will beat me if she sees me," Jongin says chuckling and enjoying the smile that is sperading on Sehun's face.
"Where did you find alcohol anyways?" Sehun says laughing.

"You won't believe me! Zitao's uncle owns this hotel chain!" and Sehun stops.
"What the fuck? Really?" but when Jongin is about to talk he stops him with his hand. "Wait, no. I don't want to know. Don't you even dare to talk about Zitao now."

"Anything you want, baby," Jongin imitates Zitao with a wink and Sehun stops immediately.

"What the..." Sehun looks terrified. "Get off, get off," He says while furiously trying to push jongin away from his arm but  his dancer arms are secure around Sehun's boney one.

Sehun just hopes he can survive the night when Jongin starts to sing Katy Perry's 'Teenage Dream'

Part two