like sands through an hour glass............fuck i'm bored.
yes....uhh hmmm.
well as another day draws to an end i'm still incredibly happy and grateful.
i got 2 new games for my xbox. raw 2 and the simpsons 'hit and run' which i must admit isn't my fave but emmz loves it so yeah my balls are in abit of a bind ;) *jokes*
NRL comes out on friday yippeee! about time.
Emmy went home today (i know she's the only one who reads this but anyway hehe) and although i might be seein her tomorrow nite if not on thursday but i still hate not being able to hold her or touch her soft skin. and i hate the fact that everytime she goes home i am scared to death.
its not fair she has to go through what she is let alone without any help. i mean i try but i can't give her everything she needs. sorry for carrying on but *takes deep breath* i just love her so much and to see her in pain hurts me so deeply i can't explain it.
i had an outstandin weekend with emmz. brett and mel's new place is nice and i think emmz and i christened it. i think she got a lil too drunkzy wunkzy hehe ;)
i'm trying to get back into constant contact with clarissa my old bestest friend who i have been pretty slack with by keepin close although i'm not the only guilty party haha
and i think i'm gonna try and merge my friends.
on the one hand u have my oldest friends from school who are sick and then theres my friends i've known going on 2 years (marc and ash mainly) now and i've been hanging around them mainly and i think gav and the boys are starting to get abit iffy with me, lol make sense??? oh well. so yeah i wanna try and merge the 2 friend groups so i can live happily ever after with emma and the boys for all of eternity. lmao
well anyways this has killed quite abit of boredom so i'll sign off.......................now haha just kidding. NOW ..........no seriously ............NoW!
well as another day draws to an end i'm still incredibly happy and grateful.
i got 2 new games for my xbox. raw 2 and the simpsons 'hit and run' which i must admit isn't my fave but emmz loves it so yeah my balls are in abit of a bind ;) *jokes*
NRL comes out on friday yippeee! about time.
Emmy went home today (i know she's the only one who reads this but anyway hehe) and although i might be seein her tomorrow nite if not on thursday but i still hate not being able to hold her or touch her soft skin. and i hate the fact that everytime she goes home i am scared to death.
its not fair she has to go through what she is let alone without any help. i mean i try but i can't give her everything she needs. sorry for carrying on but *takes deep breath* i just love her so much and to see her in pain hurts me so deeply i can't explain it.
i had an outstandin weekend with emmz. brett and mel's new place is nice and i think emmz and i christened it. i think she got a lil too drunkzy wunkzy hehe ;)
i'm trying to get back into constant contact with clarissa my old bestest friend who i have been pretty slack with by keepin close although i'm not the only guilty party haha
and i think i'm gonna try and merge my friends.
on the one hand u have my oldest friends from school who are sick and then theres my friends i've known going on 2 years (marc and ash mainly) now and i've been hanging around them mainly and i think gav and the boys are starting to get abit iffy with me, lol make sense??? oh well. so yeah i wanna try and merge the 2 friend groups so i can live happily ever after with emma and the boys for all of eternity. lmao
well anyways this has killed quite abit of boredom so i'll sign off.......................now haha just kidding. NOW ..........no seriously ............NoW!