so this is gonna be awesome. i finally will have a job at this place in billerica. i can't wait! lol i need money. and this job will be my savior. more like, God gave it to me right at the right time, on purpose.
i don't know what the hell happened to you... i miss you so much you have no idea. i don't know what you're up to really at all... and i don't know if you believe me. but i don't care. i miss you.
too much shit has happened. i miss talkin to u, could use a few good friends right. what wouldnt i beleive??? i feel bad for hanging up on u, but i didnt think u wouldnt call back at some point. i actually dont live there anymore.
when that happened, i got rid of your number. i was sick of all that was happening... i basically just realized that i wasn't as big a part of your life as i thought. i really want to be yours. but that's up to you.
but even if you just want to be friends, that's a good thing. i'm there for you if you need it
u were a big part of my life, i guess i was just too stubborn. i dont want to hurt u , but i am seeing someone, which was hard for me to even start. but if anything right now with all thats happened, i really dont have any friends i can trust anymore. would be nice to have atleast that again.
so you're too stubborn to be with me, but you can be with someone else. i'm not trying to pick a fight, but how do i know i can trust you after all this? i've been trying so hard with you on and off... i've even helped with adam. but how can i trust you now
look i don't know what to think anymore. i've been wanting to be there for you and adam. but you basically weren't ready for me, and stopped talking to me. i was waiting for you to call me back, and you never did. and you do this all the time. so fuck it michelle. i'm done ok? no matter how much i love you, you could never love me. cuz you say you're scared to be with a guy like me. so you go after assholes. i'm not saying you're with one right now; i don't know who he is. so i hope he isn't an asshole and you've proven me wrong. i wish you the best of luck. but i know better than to be friends with you.
i dunno, i give up, im tired, uve missed alot and thats my fault, but im glad u missed it, cuz then u didnt have to see that shit. I know im a bitch, i know ive done u wrong and i'll admit that. I wasnt expecting much, i just honestly wanted to be friends. i missed us talking. and im sorry if i bugged u, if u really want i'll just leave u alone completely and not seek ya out anymore. Im sorry.
"uve missed alot and thats my fault, but im glad u missed it, cuz then u didnt have to see that shit"
if you really wanted me around and cared about me, you would have kept me around no matter how bad it got. and beleive me, i would have stayed, and you know it. i care about you. i care about adam. i wish i was there.
yeah i'll be your friend. but not much of one, i'm sure. this back and forth thing's gotta stop though ok? you only come to me when something bad happens. what happened this time?
just lettin you know that i'm going to be moving to arlington within the next month or two. i don't know if you really do want to talk to me still, but of course i still have the same number and that won't prolly ever change. but please don't wait around forever to call me, unless you really are not going to talk to me.
where's that? and actually i dont have that number anymore. My cell phone screen broke way back when and i have a new one with different number. i want to talk, otherwise i wouldve never sent the original message.
happened, as in the past. actually i just got a new place and i have a job and im back on my feet, so nothing really wrong right now. so i wasnt contacting u just because somethings wrong, cuz thats just not the case.
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but even if you just want to be friends, that's a good thing. i'm there for you if you need it
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i'm not saying you're with one right now; i don't know who he is. so i hope he isn't an asshole and you've proven me wrong. i wish you the best of luck. but i know better than to be friends with you.
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I know im a bitch, i know ive done u wrong and i'll admit that.
I wasnt expecting much, i just honestly wanted to be friends. i missed us talking. and im sorry if i bugged u, if u really want i'll just leave u alone completely and not seek ya out anymore.
Im sorry.
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if you really wanted me around and cared about me, you would have kept me around no matter how bad it got. and beleive me, i would have stayed, and you know it. i care about you. i care about adam. i wish i was there.
yeah i'll be your friend. but not much of one, i'm sure. this back and forth thing's gotta stop though ok? you only come to me when something bad happens. what happened this time?
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