I cannot forget
I live with regret

i'm interested in a few girls right now... one of which is quite interesting. damn. she's got it goin on. her name is sarah. she's in stn.

if you're reading this beck, what do you think? do i have a chance at all? be honest.

Your Birthdate: December 9
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ok so this is for pj because he's a freakin genius by accident ( Read more... )

//to regular readers that are 'my friend' on this journal thing: don't worry about the following makeshift code ( Read more... )

same four walls. the thoughts... uggh.

BUT I like everything else going on. i mean, damn... girls comin at me left and right now. i mean, if angie didn't like me, one of these has to truly love me eventually. and if not one of these, then someone else will. i know i did wrong. i also know i did right. and i'll continue to be myself forever.

I feel fuckin awesome. Fair, Friends, Family. Beautiful.

I got me back. I even have Laura back?? Interesting. Respond, Damn it!

I just had to let you know ( Read more... )

with every passing day i get more and more tired. thinking of the past, the present, the future. i know the best thing is to take it one day at a time, but i can't help but thinking of at least the past. and the present is very confusing also. the future should go fuck itself, but i can't help to think that i could do something every day to ( Read more... )

ok so i'm back to helping stn, and i'm helping sports now. but before i get into the whole sports deal, i had to shoot a voice over so i know that i'm using it well. i wanted to do that now, but two cams are broken, and the other was being used. so i signed it out for around five. boy, is eric gonna be pissed, cuz he wanted me to work out with ( Read more... )

the more the light shines through me, i pretend to close my eyes. the more the dark consumes, i pretend i'm burning bright.

i wonder if the things i did were just to be different. to spare myself of the constant chain, my existence.