Live as if you'll die tomorrow

[jbaby2186]

This past week has sucked... some things have happened that I'm not so proud or happy about but that's how my life goes. Melissa spent the night after we went to 6 Flags and on the 23rd. We talked a lot about how she wanted to go out with John but eventually agreed that it would be better if neither of us went out with him so that things between me

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yea uh huh

[byronchica88]

yea well im over john and i have moved on to another guy who will remain nameless so you can have john if you want him but i thought that you " loved " david oh well i have another guy yea so ill talk to ya soon love MELISSA

Re: yea uh huh

[jbaby2186]

Yea i do love David-- that's one of the many reasons why i told you i didn't care anymore if you went out with john. I mean i still have feelings for john, but like i told you before, he hasn't changed. It's just really hard with Dave lately because i can never talk to him and now he doesn't have the internet and i tried to call him and he said to call him later because he was at a party but when i tried to call later he didn't pick up...i just want someone to be there for me. Whatever- i don't understand any of this. I mean i told you you could have john and that's cool if you're over him, but if you're not then don't break up with him just to "please" me. I was just mad because i felt like crap and i still am a little mad but whatever... i just thought that basically the only way you'd be able to see him is if you came over to my house because last time you guys went out you were saying how when we go to john's house you'd try not to do stuff so i didn't feel like the third wheel even though i'd done that to you and i'm sorry that i