I dont know lately..as you can tell by my previous entries. I think I'm just torn emotionally from soo much shit lately. I havent been like this for a whilllllllle ( Read more... )

FUCKING WOW!! I don't even know where to start with this entry. I'm sooo fucking *PISSED, MAD, ANGRY, TORN, FRUSTRATED..etc* this list I'm sure can go on. I dont know why I've had the worse week ever! *&* its Christmas..so that makes it a HELLLL OF A LOT BETER. But 2night defffffffffffinitely topped it off. So let me explain ( Read more... )

OK today was...AMAZING!!! First off *Merry Christmas*. It was definitely a good one. When I first woke up I opened up my presents with the imediate family. Which was around 8. That gave us some time *&* then we had to rush out of the house for 11...which didn't happen until 12 - to head down to Burlington Mass to see my whole Dad's side of the ( Read more... )

Today was...okay I guess. School wasnt all that exciting really? Shayna wasnt here to have fun in Multimedia *&* Algebra...BUT Algebra was frigggen hilarious! Me *&* this kid John, that sits in front of me, always talk about how this girl "Trina"...(two rows over) is soooo god damn annoying. She talks to the girl behind her every day about ( Read more... )

Tonight had to be one of those nights were it was ammmazing at the beginning..*&* then all of a sudden...it goes down the shitter. I dont think I've felt like this for a while. Like honestly...my heart hurts just even thinking about it. The feeling just keeps coming back. I guess someone can say something real small *&* it will crush you. All it ( Read more... )

Tonight was a good night. I chilled with Jen, obviously. We headed to the crazzy mall at around 7ish to go shopping..but that never works out for us. We never come out with anything - yet we complain later why we dont have any of our x*mas shopping done. I'm just thinking I need to go by myself *&* concentrate or something..x*mas is like days away ( Read more... )

So I just got home from work. EVERYONE 'good' was there..It was nice. Other than seeing Matt and Damien argue a little :( I dunno how I felt about that. Boys will be boys though. Not bad working 12-4, especially since I worked in the kitchen ( Read more... )

Today was as bad as yesterday, if not worse. My throat is terrible *&* sooooo soar..I wish I just slept all day again. But yet, I went to school...the whole day..*&* now I'm home getting ready for work for 4. Though a call from Damien last night was sooo nice! He is the sweetest guy ever..honestly. I know hes just turned 21, but its not like I have ( Read more... )

Today has been boring...I wake up at 6 to my dad asking me if I wanted to stay home or not cause I just couldn't get out of bed. I have a bad head cold. The whole 9...nose, the heavy head, the soar throat that feels like its gonna burn right off. Terrrrible! I told him no, *&* he said thats perfectly fine. So I called Jen *&* made sure she would ( Read more... )

After my wonderful adventure yesterday for my day off, I ended up "trying" to shop at the mall. I bumped into Gelinas as soon as I got there, so I helped him shop for his girl. We did good. Then I tried shopping for someone, *&* got nothing accomplished as usual. Oh well ( Read more... )