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[jbh88]

im soo tired its not even funny. i dunno why i dont just go to sleep then lol. today i spent the wholee day cleaning what fun i have to memorize shit for chem i honestly dunno why i put myself through torture i feel like the summer was wasted. i didnt do anything i wanted to really do. and i was stuck either working [aka doing nothing but getting

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[orthographist]

that feeling with the friends, i get that sometimes tooooo
and that feeling with XC i get that sometimes too! especially while i'm running. but DON'T GIVE UP! stay in it! so we can rant about our asian mothers and their craziness.

[jbh88]

yes i know! i honestly used to love going to the summer practices but this year im really starting to not give a shit. hopefully ill get better during the year but i feel sooo outta shape its hard lol im not that outta shape but like idk

[xx_acidrainbows]

Crank kicked ass. <33333 I know what you mean about the friends thing. That's why I call most of them acquaintances because friends are like... easy to talk to, you know? Most of them anyhow lol.

[xx_acidrainbows]

i know its a bit sad though because its like when your having fun you're just thinking wow i love all these people and when you're sad or something you realize that not many of those people are really your friends

[xx_acidrainbows]

Yeah. The only people I can really talk to, real life friends, are you, Shannon, Catherine, and Lexi.

[jbh88]

yayy lol you're deff one of the people i can talk to you give the best advice. i dunno i feel like as the years go by my friendships are getting weaker and weaker im just afraid to be completely alone thats one of my like biggest fears