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MERRY CHRISTMAS
I hope everybody had/has an amazing day!
You know this is so messed up.
I fully hoped that waking up and having my family here by 930 am would make it feel like christmas, especially when we opened the pressies... but it just didnt.
I went to Tinas for an hour or so, and saw her family there and it was fun. We watched the best parts of Zoolander and started mixing maragritas... but I had to go before we could rip into them! (gutted)
Got home and my freakin boring family was playing scrabble. omgosh could theyget any more boring?
There was no alcohol to be seen, or anything...
I'm not an alcoholic or anything, but you know it's like a ritual to have a fair bit to drink on Christmas!
So I spent my christmas bored and incredibly sober.
At 930pm we went up to lisas and had sing songs with the piano accordion and guitar and then bout midnight the song that Lisa wrote for Nana Judy came out of the woodworks... We had some beautiful harmonies man!
"Like a bridge over troubled waters" also came out and all the memories of this week came out and I couldn't help but shed a few tears for my Nana Judy who we are never going to have Christmas with ever again.
Richard has just fully broken down apparently. Man, I just want to go and give him a hug. I love him so much and I can't help but be mad at God for taking Judy before him, because he needs her so much... also for his health (he's got parkinsons) he shouldn't have to go through this when they moved from America (his home country) to NZ (Nana's) to be with her and us.... it's just not fair...
I miss her
I hope everybody had/has an amazing day!
You know this is so messed up.
I fully hoped that waking up and having my family here by 930 am would make it feel like christmas, especially when we opened the pressies... but it just didnt.
I went to Tinas for an hour or so, and saw her family there and it was fun. We watched the best parts of Zoolander and started mixing maragritas... but I had to go before we could rip into them! (gutted)
Got home and my freakin boring family was playing scrabble. omgosh could theyget any more boring?
There was no alcohol to be seen, or anything...
I'm not an alcoholic or anything, but you know it's like a ritual to have a fair bit to drink on Christmas!
So I spent my christmas bored and incredibly sober.
At 930pm we went up to lisas and had sing songs with the piano accordion and guitar and then bout midnight the song that Lisa wrote for Nana Judy came out of the woodworks... We had some beautiful harmonies man!
"Like a bridge over troubled waters" also came out and all the memories of this week came out and I couldn't help but shed a few tears for my Nana Judy who we are never going to have Christmas with ever again.
Richard has just fully broken down apparently. Man, I just want to go and give him a hug. I love him so much and I can't help but be mad at God for taking Judy before him, because he needs her so much... also for his health (he's got parkinsons) he shouldn't have to go through this when they moved from America (his home country) to NZ (Nana's) to be with her and us.... it's just not fair...
I miss her