A Whole Lot Of Nothing
I did something last night/this morning that I really shouldn't have done and I guess rather than come right out and say it I thought it would be easier to confess here and whomever stumbles across it good and if not at least I got it off of my chest.
I'm not proud of it but people change and things change. Sometimes when things change you go to this point of no return I guess you could call it. I think I crossed over that line many times over, especially tonight. I thought that by doing something I would make myself feel better and... *sighs* I don't even know what I was trying to accomplish, if anything, but it didn't work.
I'm sure this doesn't make sense to anybody except a few people and there's really no way for me to talk about it but come right out and say it, but at this point I just can't say the words.
So I guess this whole post was for nothing.
Song Title: So Alone
Artist: Men At Large
We were together just the other day
Taking life for granted, passing time away
I was there for you, you were there for me
We would be together for eternity
I never knew there’ll be sorrow
But I knew we’d be together tomorrow
Together forever we were so wrong
Now, I just can’t believe that you’re gone
And I’m so alone, alone
You never miss a good thing till it’s gone
And I’m so alone, I’m so alone yes I am
I really can’t believe that you’re gone, gone, gone
Life goes on and it’s not the same
Cause I can’t help sometimes calling out your name
But, then I realize that you won’t come around, no
Oh, what I wouldn’t give to see your smile
Oh, yes, we’ve had our ups and downs
Oh, what I wouldn’t do to have you cussing me out
I know it sounds funny, but what can I say
My life just ain’t the same since you went away
And I’m so alone, alone
I miss you
You never miss a good thing till it’s gone (gone)
And I’m so alone, (ooh) did you have to go away
I really miss you
So Alone, I’m so alone
(Oh, I’m so alone)
(Oh, yes I am)
(I’m so alone)
(So alone)
See, I never knew that there would be sorrow
But I knew we’ll be together tomorrow
Together forever we were so wrong
No, I won’t believe
I just can’t believe
I really don’t believe
I’m so alone, (alone), alone
I miss you
You never miss a good thing
(It’s gonna be alright)
I’m so alone, alone
(It’s gonna be alright)
I miss you
(I know one day)
You never miss a good thing
(We’ll see each other again)
I’m so alone, alone
(I miss you mama)
I miss you
(Can’t nobody take your place)
You never miss a good thing
(There’ll never be another like you)
I’m so alone, alone
I miss you
(You’re my one and only mama)
You never miss a good thing
(And I miss you, and I miss you)
I’m so alone
I’m so alone, I’m
(I miss you so much)
I know you’re in a better place yes you are
(I’m so lonely without you)
Can my friends help me sing
Here I am
(I miss you)
Can my friends help me sing
Here I am
See when you need a shoulder to cry on
When you need a good friend to rely on
He’s gonna be right there
(I miss you so much)
(So lonely with out you)
When you’re feeling down and feeling low
(I miss you)
All you gotta do is talk to Lil’ Jo
This is Jason, you know I’m your best friend
And I love you, and I love you, and I love you
(I miss you so much, so lonely without you)
(I really miss you)
See everyone’s loved and lost
And nobody wants to pay that cost
But if we all stick here together we can make it through all together
(I miss you so much, so lonely without you)
I appreciate having a friend like all of you around
(fade)
P.S. - AJ, thanks for the party last night/this morning. I'm sorry it got cut a little short but I had a great time... almost like old times... and I will get you! LMAO!!!