im on an emotional rollercoaster at the moment.
sometimes it sucks.
sometimes its great.
ftw

to santa cruz... its gonna be AWWEESOOOMEEEE

just spent the second overnighter in santa cruz with ian. sitting at beaches drinking, walking on the boardwalk, hanging out with rhys, and just doing nothing at the beach but still having fun. we are making this an all time thing. life is good.

i am numb.
i dont know how to feel at the moment.

im very happy and content with my life at the moment. that is rare.

was a great day suprisingly

when you go somewhere for the weekend by yourself in a beautiful beautiful place with a good friend. you never want to leave. and then when you do come home you want to throw up because you realize how shitty everything and everyone is.

but its fine.
its my reality at the moment.
guess im just gonna have to get used to it.

going away this weekend.
forgetting about everything for three days!
it will be sooooo nice

summer is almost here
i hope it is filled with happiness

can someone tell me how to get 1200 dollars immediately?