fuck that ( Read more... )

This will most likely be my last entry in my beloved LJ
my favorite thing to whine on lol

Of course I'm just creating a new one to whine and bitch in

new start after all?

I know you still have the memories

Friendship is one of those things in life that is cherishable. friends are the guardians of your soul, the protector of your heart. they are there for you when you need them, and well sometimes they are there when you don't need them ( Read more... )

Oh and those whispers and stares
tells me shes been up to something all this time
oh shes on her way to being completely unstoppable
shes not playing this time

(-:

However thats besides the point

I'm still feeling better these days! even more better now that I discovered my atreyu cd came with a dvd with all these awesome music videos on it! whoo hoo

I'm really gonna start focusing on modeling, I'm completely serious about it this time around!
time to network my ass off
my black and blonde hair is going bye-bye ( Read more... )

I finally feel "free ( Read more... )

Hes amazing

how we all love to stick to what we know because we're too afraid to let go and change ( Read more... )

Ultra was so much fun.. I danced, socialized, and partied and yes without any kind of substances... saw the killers.. brandon flowers is beautiful.. and I saw Prodigy me and Maria we're in the pit.. I fell in love with this boy in the pit.. I think that in itself is just funny, we actually hung out afterward.. it was so amazing it was like we had ( Read more... )

I havent been able to do ANYTHING for two weeks

buying this apartment takes everything
and i've been falling asleep early almost every nite
and i havent even been going out at all
cept for when i had to work @ studio A.. and then @ filthy gorgeous

at least I finally signed the lease

whew

i'm going to sleep now