Today was good.
It was probably the sun. Too bad I had taxes to finish and laundry to do or else I would have enjoyed it a bit more.
At least now I will be getting my refund suuuuper fast and I won't have to worry about rent oh yessss, I am just now letting that set in. Ooo and I can get my bank account fixed finally. Ah, this will be a big weight ( Read more... )

 I woke up at 6:00 this morning to the biting feeling of rejection, rational or irrational, I got up and went home. I had tears in my eyes and tears down my cheeks until I hit highway 167 and realized I had nothing to cry about, sometimes that feeling just sucks and 6am isn't the best time to wake up and try to deal with it. (Correction wake up and ( Read more... )

Good song. I found it a fitting subject:

It seriously warps my mind when I start thinking too deeply and intensely about life, the world, society, truths, religion etc. ... don't get me wrong, I fucking love it but then I think, "should I even be doing this?" why try to figure out other people and other things besides my own personal issues? ( I don ( Read more... )

I went to the gym.
I keep surpising myself, first it was at work and now at the gym. I am capable of so much more than I think I am. I don't hardly ever expect to fail but when I do extremely well ...I surprise myself
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I forgot how much I like One Tree Hill ( Read more... )

So, honestly ( Read more... )

I've been feeling so weird lately. I think maybe because I haven't been spending too much time on myself. The past few months I have been used to my own company and now just recently I have been out and about.   ...just weird, I can't really put my finger on what it is I feel ( Read more... )

I think I tease people ...(not only jokingly to get a laugh) but becasue I am somehow pretecting myself ( Read more... )

Man, I'm sick again. Mother fuck.
bleh. Whatever, I'm just going to try and flush my system and sleep it off... so much for enjoying my few days off.

I keep thinking such good thoughts that I want to write down but it's while I'm driving and I can't. Gr.
(random thought... Smoking looks terrible on you. The effects it has on your facial features ( Read more... )

Time to rest. I didn't sleep much last night, or the past few nights actually. Past couple nights had to do with me not drinking enough water -seeing as I went on a dumb junk food binge for a little less then a week,  last night could be a combination of pms, junk food not flushed from my system completely, and boy. Soooo, I really need to catch up ( Read more... )