An all too familiar smell, too familiar way of making me smile, the feel of his skin, the way we kiss so perfectly. Everytime.
I always let myself remember, I always let him remind me.
We are quite the pair and I will always hold him on a pedistool for these reasons and more. Somehow I let it slip my mind how wrong we can be for eachother. So wrong ( Read more... )

Maybe I will stop drinking and smoking for awhile ( Read more... )

...when I take shots, I take em like a champ. Obviously good and bad sides to this. I rarely get hang overs and I am very proud to say my little body holds it's liquor well (never once have I thrown up from drinking) however this morning I work up thinking how much I hate alcohol and how I never want to drink again. Ah, hang over of the century. I ( Read more... )

Today was productive and tonight I get to party ( Read more... )

So there is this boy that I like ( Read more... )

Your Life Path Number is 5
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DO IT!
It was a crazy and that is exactly why I love Seattle...
Fun times.

lI feel very lonely right now. Contrary to my last entry. It is a feeling that I am sure will pass. I am driving down to southern Oregon as soon as my mom returns with the pathfinder and we load our things in (we decided my passat wouldn't make it very far down safely). Ill be in the car nine hours with my sister and my music on the way to see my ( Read more... )

Slow and steady progression will be the theme of this new year.
For it truely feels new.

Maybe I am a little crazy, maybe I am a little unstable (maybe, may be an understatement) but maybe I will make it all work for me. Maybe those things are just kinks I need to work out, God knows I have many more.
Maybes mean I am unsure, and I am.
I have a hard ( Read more... )

I want a new book to read. I hope I get one for Christmas or maybe a 'Borders' (or some sort) of gift card ( Read more... )