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Okay so today being friday I decided to go to the movies with Brian and yeah well it was supposed to be to see x men but alas there wasn't a showing until seven thirty at night so changed mind and brian decided on Fast and The Furious Tokyo Drift the third one in the series. So at first I was kinda disappointed at not getting my Hugh Jackman Fix ( Read more... ) -
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Okay so today is thursday and school is out now for five days and I need something to do for fourth of july other than hang out with my family I like them and all but give me a break. Tomorrow is day one of vacation and I am spending it with Brian who I love to spend time with and carry on conversation with yet we are going to the movies. maybe he ( Read more... ) -
Been a whole weekend better post something
Well looks like fourth of july plans fell through was supposed to go up and visit my dad for five days. I am just about ready to give up on having a biological father who is occasionally involved in my life. He is the reason I have abandonment issues. Then David left and it reopened alot of that for me. Tonight after talking with my dad I was ( Read more... ) -
not so confused but still confused
Well lunch went good I guess. I am so confused by my relationship with Brian if it can be called that. I am soo not used to weird platonic guy relationships. I know we both keep saying we just want to be friends and I do feel that way most of the time. but at the same time when I look at him I am by no means thinking friends and it doesn't seem ( Read more... ) -
lunch later
okay so later i am going to lunch with brian which my mom is tripping about. other than that class didn't start until 10:30 which is a bit odd for me. I got up at five as usual and got alex up and all but then i was reading my new vampire book and fell asleep which then made me feel icky. so i went to starbucks to make me better. got to class in ( Read more... ) -
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Babyshowers are fun. Amy's parties are always fun. Got to talk to amy about some stuff and really think. Everyone was discussing relationships. I don't really understand mine at the moment he seems to just be a friend with potential for soo much more with time. The rest of my life is going well. If you aren't my parents analizing it. But I don't ( Read more... ) -
Changed a little bit
Okay so I decided it was time for a new livejournal and to put all the other drama behind me. Too much has happened in the past that I don't want to think about I want to move to the future