I am so utterly confused...

[jcsangelpen]

*sigh* why do I always have to be on an emotional rollar coaster?? Last night at youth group I was feeling pretty good. Until Paola, who sat next to me, broke down sobbing to another girl. Then she ran out of the sanctuary. For the next 15 minutes I was worried and depressed

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[che_rafelo]

you'll be amazed at the amount of people like you. i've always said that.

just because you have a lot of friends doesn't mean you can't be lonely. there's a difference b/w being alone and being lonely. I have millions of friends, yet i feel like i'm the only one here

chin up, babe.

[jcsangelpen]

I know there are tons of people who feel the same way..and yet I still feel like the only one...lol

I wish it were that easy to just "chin up" but there's other things...like
I keep pushing down and ignoring all these things that Have to be dealt with. I'm scared to face them...

[mystie_eyes]

I know how you feel. And I wish I could give you good advice . . . but right now, I feel just as stuck. And I feel like I'm living fake sometimes.

I can't do much more than relate . . . *many many hugses*

You don't know how much you've helped me all the way since back in October since we first became friends.

♥♥♥

[jcsangelpen]

:) aww..Mystie...at this point, relating is enough. I love you soo much. You've brightened my life a loott!

*many hugs back*

[xstardust15x]

Yeah, same as mysta said. You've helped me tons since I first met you. I can proudly say, I'm not really lonely anymore... or that shy. So thank-you! You've done so much, and I appreciate our friendship a lot. ♥ If there's ever ANYTHING you want me to do, ANYTHING AT ALL, I'll do it.