wow...so much has happened. on so little sleep. I'm soooooooo tired ( Read more... )

I am officially a certified, Canton Park District Lifeguard! yaaaayyyyy!!!! no more driving to havana, no more stupid tapes with bad actors, no more listening to Mike Beecher drone on and on...and on and on....and on. soo happy! I start Saturday, the day the pool opens, at 3:30. yesss ( Read more... )

1. Tovah ( Read more... )

k, it's late ( Read more... )

all right. I am updating. Since school is over (A.k.a. Drama Central) I thought maybe I could try updating again. I may continue as long as everything remains being happy. Besides, I'm bored and it gives me something to do. we will see ( Read more... )

I'm tired of high school. I'm tired of drama. I'm tired of being angry and hurt. actually, I am through with being angry and hurt. it's like....all my anger left me, and now i am this big hollow shell. but I'm not really mad anymore, now I am just hurt. I'm tired of being misunderstood. especiailly my anger. in my anger in frustration, I say a lot ( Read more... )

I've never been so heartbroken in my entire life. I feel like someone hit me with a mac truck and then reversed and ran over me a couple more times. so much has built up, about so many different things. I can't even think straight ( Read more... )

wow...

I am so tired of everyone's two faced-ness. it's gotten so out of control, that i don't know who to trust. I seriously can only FULLY trust like three people. that's how scared I am. I am not afraid of what people are saying, because obviously people are saying something. whatever, say it to my face. it's just dumb. I just hate that backstabbing ( Read more... )

OK, valentine's day got much better after I made my last entry. yay! it was fun ( Read more... )