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[jcspd]

I am cursed with an inability to make decisions. Worse, however, it will always happen that, on the rare occasion that I make a decision I'm quite excited by quite well in advance to whatever must be done, something will inevitably happen almost immediately that shatters my confidence in that decision

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[itsjen33]

speaking of bad dreams and not sleeping, lately i've become unable to discern my dreams from reality. last night, i definitely called justin a few thousand times in the night-- i'm not sure, however, how many times i actually called him and how many times i just dreamed i called him. i also woke up at one point and was talking to him for awhile before i realized that i wasn't on the phone at all. so yeah...if you get any weird phone calls from me in the night, its because i've lost touch with reality.