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[jcspd]

i am disdainful about having to describe my work in general but particularly work that does not exist yet, work that will emerge over a period of three years. how the fuck am i supposed to know anything about it now? who the fuck has conclusions or even questions before they start?!?!?

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[madcaptenor]

We don't have to do a dissertation proposal. I am incredibly grateful for this.

[sleepyduck5]

yes yes yes. so fucked up. it's part of this structure where you predict the future because you're god and then do all that you can not to allow unexpected or unpredictable things/people/feelings to happen because they're not in your super anal plans for the meaning of your life.