welll...

[jczbabygirl]

today.. i feel like shit.. my throat hurts like a bitch and i cant fuckin breathe.. i was going to go out today and put applications in at a few places but not now.. i look and feel like shit.. so im just gonna sit here allll day long drink cocoa and relax and try not to talk to anyone as much as possible so my throat doesnt get worse. my brother

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[anonymous]

Why are you away? Why don't you just go back to Elmira?

[jczbabygirl]

im away because my mom had a restraining order against me so i lost my house... and i couldnt find a place to stay right away.. needless to say i freaked out called my gma in nc and came here.. and then as soon as i got here.. i found out i could have had a place to stay.. basically i just screwed up.. i wanted to make sure i wasnt going from place to place and here is the best thing for me.. but im coming back real soon

[jczbabygirl]

God, that sucks. WTF is wrong with your Mom to do that? How come you couldn't stay with your man? :-(

[jczbabygirl]

his dad is strict on it.. so he was out of the question.. so now im waiting for my boyfriend to finalize getting the apartment so i can come back home :)
and yea about my mom.. shes the worst fucking mother EVER... shes never liked me i was a mistake.. she had me the day after her 18th birthday and has regretted me ever since.. and my dad.. well there isnt much to say about him except that hes no good and pussy whipped.. i would have been able to live with him if his wife wasnt a stuck up sneaky fat bitch. :) and im proud to say that about her too.. lol.. i just have a fucked up family and it always gets rubbed in my face when i actually need them.

[jczbabygirl]

Wow, well I'm sorry to hear all that. Sounds like you are better off without them in your life anyway. At least you seem to have your Grandmother. That is cool. Good luck to you!