one question.. why.. why cant i stop thinking about it.. why cant people just learn to leave me alone.. why cant anyone these days stay faithful.. WHY.. why do i feel this way.. even if it isnt true.. why cant i just forget about it and be inlove with him.. why cant i just drop everything and come home.. and get this shit settled.. why cant i just ( Read more... )

so yess... tomorrow will be exactly 1 WEEK till im back in elmira.. 1 week till i get to see my lovely girls.. and 1 week till im extremely happy again... just thinking about it gets me in a good mood.. i love it.. i love thinking that im going to be with him in the same bed again.. its the most amazing feeling just waking up with him every morning ( Read more... )

i love how people start drama.. for no reason.. seriously you guys entertain me.. what i do or what anyone else besides you does is none of your damn business.. so stay the hell out of it.. i dont care if you hate the person to death and pray every night that they die in a car wreck the next day just freakin leave them alone and stop talking shit ( Read more... )

SO everythings going good. im coming home DEfINATLY on the 22nd of this month. im excited i cant wait. and this time im NEVER leaving again.. unless my baby comes with me. :) for the past few days ive kinda been in a good mood and i dont know why.. maybe its because i finally definatly know that i have a date set for coming home.. maybe its not.. ( Read more... )

Name: Samantha ( Read more... )

im really fucking frustrated.. people really need to stay the hell out of our relationshp dont go running your fucking mouth saying that as soon as i come home im going to leave josh because its not fucking true and better yet dont get one of your trashy little friends to do it for you.. if you have something to say to someone fucking say it to ( Read more... )

ive come to the conclusion that relationships are for insecure people.. relationships are hard to keep up with and theyre confusing. for instance.. josh called me tonight.. happens to be right when my uncle stops over.. and because i havent seen him in like what a year and a half.. of course im going to talk to him.. im not just going to ignore him ( Read more... )

first off i want to say that this goes out to my mom.. and its all about her.. well its about my shitty family.. your prolly not going to be interested in this so dont waste your time.. im just venting something i need to cry about and get off my chest before i let it sit too long ( Read more... )

well i can definatly say.. that one thing i DONT miss about being in elmira is all the fake people who live there and the drama they try to start between me and people.. people wanna sit there and talk shit about me and make up lies.. go ahead.. i dont care.. because you know what.. if the people your telling it to actually believe you.. then they ( Read more... )

yea.. havent really done much since the other post.. i went to the bookstore yesterday.. have yet to touch the books i bought though.. i updated myspace ALOT ( Read more... )