Comments | jd_dramadizzle: Just another manic Monday...

jd_dramadizzle

Just another manic Monday...

Mar 20, 2006 21:53

Im not very happy with myself right now. for multiple reasons ( Read more... )

Comments 9

__slowlyfading March 20 2006, 23:05:02 UTC

i hate how much you beat yourself up about this - it sucks, and its lame, and it makes me want to sort of shake you and say 'hello, your better than this', but honestly, its not worth the pain you put yourself through. i hate that look in your eyes, the look that you give me, the one where you try to convince me your not good enough for me. because you are. your better, your too good. and this may be one of your imperfections, but what about all of mine? all the shit i put you through b/c of the past, all the fucking crap i make you deal with... its just a balance. and honestly jason, with all your faults, i still love you. tonight made me so happy, to be able to just lay in bed with you and fall asleep, i honestly couldnt have been happier.
i love you so much, i can not explain that love to you, how deep & unconditional it is. you may claim to be lucky, but i am certainly luckier. ♥

__slowlyfading March 20 2006, 23:06:27 UTC

as for the affair with the backspace button, as long as your admitting to cheating, i think we can work from there... [did you realize that you wrote affair and then spent ten lines talking about how committed & in love you are?] what a goof. ♥

jd_dramadizzle March 20 2006, 23:21:32 UTC

i know. it was a very short affair, and i realized my mistake immediately. luckily i was able to erase it ( ... )

__slowlyfading March 20 2006, 23:26:06 UTC

i know you did. which is definitely a step up and above what it was before, no? next time maybe it wont even be mentioned? maybe? i dont know. i hate saying next time, like implying, i feel like a terrible girlfriend, and in some ways, i know that i need to be comprimising a little bit also, its just harder for me, for all the reasons i explain to you earlier..
that whole coming to terms with things just made me feel even dumber though. im not that bad am i?
but yes. tonight was incredible. minus the drive home, which wasnt so nice. lol.
im a goof too. we can be goofs in love. that sounds really corny. gross. ♥

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the_white_blues March 21 2006, 07:47:24 UTC

The Bangals, dude, nice song reference. I don't think anyone else is likely to get it, but i feel like we belong to a cool, super-elitist music club where we can haughtily proclaim our knowledge of all things Abba-esque while these heathens below are stuck on *cough* death cab.

deadcabdriver March 21 2006, 16:45:30 UTC

SHUDDUP!!
death cab is nice.
pff...stupid elitist.
AT LEAST I CAN STILL SEE THE BAND LIVE!!!

jd_dramadizzle March 21 2006, 17:15:50 UTC

there's nothing wrong with deathcab either, they're just not as elitist as the Bangles....case in point
and yes Marshall, we are elitists...im proud