life is very scary and im not sure how everyone is able to handle it so well im going insane...im 18 years old why is it that people seem to forget this fact...i just want to fast forward through these next 3 years but thats impossible...the unknown is the scariest thing of all time, im afraid if things dont work out the way i want them to then i ( Read more... )

having a sleepover with my sister...we ate tons of food, watched the movie rent and the documentary both of which were awesome and now its bed time then my 815 til 1220 then work at 6 the mayhem show on saturday followed on sunday by work and then going to see a who tribute band! somewhere i shall find time for a nail appointment and hang out w ( Read more... )

oh dear a very much needed trip to noho took place today with my future roomates mo and nico i cant wait till next year its going to rock...today was amazing thank god for great friends...oh and jess i love that you make me feel that im not alone ( Read more... )

ya where do i start i hate venting because i try so hard to be the person others can fall back on, the person that helps them when things arent going right. but im tired, im so tired of being the one who is expected to help them,listen to their problems, and make everything ok for them. i have a great support system in my mother she cares and wants ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 22ND MY BABY ( Read more... )

eh so far i havent done much this weekend ....oh well i hope things get better soon cuz im kinda bored....highlight of my weekend shopping with bob and mo any time that i get to spend with them i value very wise insightful people....omg i have purple hair! love it

n i t e a l l !

well life is back to being eh socially although i am still ok....my friend ricky left for boot camp in Iran....whatever i guess i will just be happy with myself for a little while more ( Read more... )

even tho it is the most commercial holiday of all time I LOVE IT!
Matt Lillis you are the most thoughtful, inspiring, best friend and boyfriend a girl could ever have!
XOXOXO I LOVE YOU XOXOX
nite all!

im loving life...mostly everything is starting to fall into place matt and i are together...which makes me the happiest person ever! school is better but classes still suck but whatevs its almost over...now there is my health for some reason my back has been killing me for the past week i think it might have something to do with my tailbone being ( Read more... )

i love having mo here at school its a blast and it def gets my mind off of crappy school bs....my social situation hasnt really improved and im growing in the belief that it wont for a while i dont mind being alone persay because it does give me ample oppritunity to think about life the way its going and how i wish for it to go from here ...being ( Read more... )