one more ending.

(i hate growing up.)

leaving for UR in the morning.

i cannot tell the future.

(there is no way to explain the exquisite nature of "goodbye")

i just want to say that i'm sorry to all of you i've ever let down.
and to all of you i've ever done wrong, i'm sorry.

i really plan to do better this time.

and i just wanted to say that i'm sorry for any grief that i have caused.

that's all.

How I wish I could surrender my soul ( Read more... )

I'm sittin' here all by myself ( Read more... )

....so, a very extreme thought just hit me, as i sit here in my room.

--this may be one of the last times i will be able to call this room, "my room," and this town, "my home."

i'll be back for Christmas?
and what about next summer?

what will happen to my friends?

---and what, i wonder,
is going to happen to me without them?

"God of Wine ( Read more... )

last Friday: chillin with Smashies and watchin' his friend Larry work on his boat. screened the first third of ULTRAVIOLET. it was weak. we're talking EXTREMELY WEAK ( Read more... )

so i worked a half-day at the firm today and in five minutes i'm going to depart for Greenville. last summer i made a visit to Greenville, SC... but that time i was going to see Mia ( Read more... )

my muse has returned to me!

i learned a lot yesterday ( Read more... )